Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

So first off this my first story, I hope you all like it. I plan on making the chapters pretty long and there's going to be like 60 or 70 in all.

What's going to happen when Tony the shy gut meets Mike the loud and outgoing guy one day? Their world is going to flip upside down, inside out, and every which way. Mike's not gay or at least think he's not, Tony on the other hand is. He gets bullied, he fell into a depression. He thinks, he will never find happiness again.

Title credit: Alone - Sleeping with Sirens, featuring MGK

1. Prolouge

2. Where it All Begins

   Tonys P.O.V.

3. First day.

   Mikes P.O.V.

4. What's going on?

   Tony's P.O.V.

5. What's going on? (part 2)

   Tony/Mike's P.O.V.

6. He's back but gone at the same time.

   Mike's P.O.V.

7. Again

   Tony's P.O.V.

8. I'm not going to let this happen, again!

   Mike's P.O.V.

9. Is this really happening?

   Tony's P.O.V.

10. Well this is interesting

    Tony/Mike's P.O.V.

11. I Would Love Too

    Tony/Mike's P.O.V.

12. Why Do You Make Me Feel This Way?

    Mikes P.O.V.

13. This is Halloween, This is Halloween

    Tony/Mike P.O.V.

14. This is Halloween, This is Halloween (Part 2)

    Tony/ Mike P.O.V.

15. Tell Me You Feel the Same Way.

    Mike's P.O.V.

16. Seriously?

    Tony's P.O.V.

17. If Only You Knew How I Feel About You

    Mike's P.O.V.

18. I Feel the Same Way

    Tony/Mike's P.O.V.

19. Should We Let it Out?

    Tony's P.O.V.

20. School

    Mike's P.O.V.

21. I Think It's Adorable

    Vic's P.O.V.

22. I Swear On My Life

    Mike's P.O.V.

23. Would You?

    Tony/Mike's P.O.V.

24. The Day Before.

    Tony's P.O.V.

25. Date Day

    Tony/Mike's P.O.V.

26. Date Day(Part 2)

    Tony/Mike's P.O.V.

27. Tootle

    Mike's P.O.V.

28. I Love You More than Words Could Say.

    Tony's P.O.V.

29. How'd it Go?

    Abby's P.O.V. Hell, I decided to change.

30. Miles Away

    Mike's P.O.V.

31. Dinner with the Family.(Part 1)

    Mike's P.O.V.

32. Dinner with the Family(Part2)

    Mike's P.O.V.

33. The Sun, the Moon, and Most of all You.

    Vic/Mike's P.O.V.

34. Our Love is Like a War.

    Tony's P.O.V.

35. Forgive and Forget.

    Mike's P.O.V.

36. I Hate my Life.

    Tony's P.O.V. trigger warning!!

37. Oh Tony...

    Mike's P.O.V. Smut warning...

38. Wednesday, oh Wednesday

    Tony's P.O.V.

39. Get Away

    Mike's P.O.V.

40. Ronnie is a Dead Man.

    Abby's P.O.V.

41. Ronnie is a Dead Man(Part 2)

    Abby's P.O.V.

42. Merry Christmas!

    Tony's P.O.V.

43. Merry Christmas Baby!

    Mike's P.O.V.

44. New Years!

    Tony's P.O.V.