Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

I wake up to the sound of my alarm going off, telling me its time for school. I absolutely hate school. all that happens there is bulling to me, everyone hates me. I don't even know why they hate me. I've not done anything to them. I decide to wear a Bring Me The Horizon tee, black skinny jeans, and my Obey snapback. I sling my backpack over my shoulder and walk out the door before my mom can say something.
I usually walk to school, because its not that far and it takes like ten minutes. I'm not complaining over it. When I get to school I see Abby and walk over to her.
"Hey!" she shouts before I can even get there,
"Hi.' I say smiling, "What's up?"
"Nothing much, you? And have you seen the new boy?"
"I'm here, and no why?" I ask.
"I don't know I just thought you might want to know. From what I've heard he's pretty hot.'' She says giggling.
"So what if he is? He's probably not gay, and besides I'm not ready for a relationship. But thanks for trying Abby." I say, she just gives me one of those looks (if you know what I mean)
Soon after the bell rang and we heading in, for Mr. Baker's math class. I hate math but Abby's there to keep me awake. As I sit down she whispers a 'hey' and class begins. After about 20 minutes, the door opens, the secretary and a boy with a medusa and lip piercing walks in. She tells us his name which is Mike and leaves him standing. Mr. Baker tells him to sit in the empty seat by me. So this must be the new guy Abby was talking about, she was right he is pretty cute. He don't look like the gay type though.
"Tony" Abby whispers "See, I told you he was cute." She giggles. I just laugh and shake my head. Sometimes I'm worried about her, to be honest. About 10 minutes later, something pokes me in the side. I look over.
"Um... can you help me with this?" He asks so quietly I almost couldn't hear him. "Yeah, sure, which problem is it?'' He points to one, and I help him. After that class is over.
Abby and I walk to Science together. When we get there I notice Mike is already there, and the only free seats is by him. We sit down and I give him a small smile, he smiles back slightly. He has a nice smile, I wonder what it would be like if he smiled all the way. Tony get a grip! He's probably not even gay, calm the hell down! I don't know what's gotten into me. There's something about him I can sense it. Abby kicks me under the table, breaking me from my thoughts.
"Tony, what the hell? You was sitting there looking higher than hell!" She whisper yells. "Abby, calm down please. It was nothing I was just thinking." She nods her head but gives me a mean glare. That can only mean she wants to talk about this later.
"So your name is Tony?" Mike says, while he scares the shit out of me. "Yeah, why?"
"I don't know, Just thought it would be nice to know one person around here." He smiles a little as he says that. "Oh, okay, well nice to meet you Mike." I say "Nice to meet you too Tony. And how do you know my name?" He says, "Well I was there last period when you was walked in so..." He laughs and you can see his teeth, man his smile and laugh it perfect.
Nothing else happened that day, we sat together at lunch, but that was about it. As I walked home all I could think about was Mike...

Notes

Hey you guys, as I said here's the real first chapter. Please comment and tell me what you think. I would really appreciate it.

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