Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

Tony's P.O.V

At around 5:30 I got the text from Mike, his house wasn't actually that far from mine, so I can walk. I decide last minute to change my outfit, I don't even know why I just did. I wore, my black skinnies, a blue tee, my beanie I wore today, and my purple vans. I straighten my hair, its been awhile since I've fixed my hair. Finally I'm finished, I walk down stairs and tell mom I'm going to friends, in reply I get a 'be good'
As I walk up to Mike's house, I feel as if I'm going to vomit. As I'm getting closer I notice Halloween decorations. I walk up to the door and knock, after a second Mike opens the door. When he sees me he smiles, and engulfs me in a hug. I hug back, soon after he breaks the hug and we head inside. When I walk in I smell something cooking. Mike walks me into the kitchen, his mother I'm guessing is standing at the stove cooking. She looks like she's into it.
"Hmm." Mike clears his throat, his mom spins around with a smile on her face. "Mama, this is Tony, my friend." I smile trying to show her I'm not stuck up.
"Hi Tony, nice to met you. I'm Mike's mom but you can call me Vivian or Mama Fuentes." She had this huge smile on her face, she seemed nice.
"Nice to meet you Vivian." She smiles again,Mike pulls me by the wrist, up stairs to his room.
His room is really cool, there's a lot of band posters, he even has a drum set. The walls are light gray, and his comforter is an abstract gray pattern.
"You play?" I ask motioning to the drum set, "Yeah, but I'm not very good." Nervous was cute on him.
"Will you play something, you can't be that bad. Please?" I gave him my puppy dog look.

Mike's P.O.V.

"Will you play something, you cant be that bad. Please?" Tony asked while giving me the puppy dog look. I have to admit he looked pretty damn cute while doing that.
"Fine." I said because he looked so cute. I walked over to my dresser and grabbed my drum sticks. I then walked over, sat down, and began playing a song Vic and I came up with. When I was done Tony was sitting on the bed with a blank expression. After a second he like sprang to life.
"MIKE!! That was amazing!! How you think you're not that good?" Tony just seemed so amazed. It had to be fake I'm horrible.
"You really think, I'm good." I asked, "Yes! And what song was that?" He asks, "It was a song Vic and I made. He can sing good." I say, and something in Tony's eyes lights up, "I want to hear him sing while you play. Can you maybe ask later?" He looked so innocent, I couldn't help but say, yes.
Instead of waiting, I went ahead to ask Vic. He agreed. When we came back in Tony was looking through my CDs, I didn't mind any. When we started doing our song her looked up, then went and sat on the middle of the bed crossed legged.
We soon got done, Tony looked amazed, he soon broke out into a huge smile and told us how awesome it was. He looked so cute excited. Vic left, to go do what ever. While dinner was getting cooked, Tony and I sat on the bed and talked about random things. At certain points he got really excited and started bouncing up and down on the bed.
"OH MY GOD, I love that band!!!" He was jumping up and down. I decide to tackle him, I caught him by surprise and had him pinned down beneath me. I must've scared the shit out of him because him screamed a little and his eyes got as round as plates. He soon calmed down, I got off of him. Then mama yelled and told us dinner was ready.
We walked downstairs, to see my favorite tacos. Tony and I sat beside each other, He seemed uncomfortable, he is shy so I understand.
"So Tony, how's school been going for you?" Papa asked, 'It's Fine." Tony said quietly. Papa just shook his head. We hurried and finished.
"Thank you Mama Fuentes, it was good." Tony said, 'You're welcome Tony. Are you staying the night?" Mama asked. I didn't even know we had that planned. I hope he does though, "Umm. I don't know. Maybe." After that mama nodded and we headed upstairs.
I asked what he wanted to do, he just shrugged. We settled on watching a movie. After a while something popped into my mind. I wanted to see that bruises he had, because I was worried they might be worse then he's letting on.
"Umm... Tony, you remember you told me you had a lot of bruises from Ashley? Well could I see them?" He looked at me shocked for a moment. then slowly nodded his head. He began to slowly lift his shirt over his head, and almost his whole stomach was black and blue. I also seen a few scars. I wanted to cry, why would he cut himself? He's so perfect.
"Why?" I whispered, "Why, what?" He looked so confused. "Why do you have these scars Tony?" I was seriously about to cry now.
"Because I'm not good enough, and no one cares about me. I got diagnosed with depression, and I started this, it made me feel alive." He said, I didn't know he had depression. By now I was crying, I felt so bad for him. I wiped up my tears and said ,"That's not true Tony, you are good enough, I care about you, I really do." I seen he had put his shirt back down, "Why are crying?" He asked, "Because I don't want you to do it again. Please don't do it again." After I said that he engulfed me in a hug, I was crying into his shirt. He smelt really good.
"If you stop crying I wont do it again," Tony whispered. I nodded and dried up my tears. We sat back and began watching the movie again. Tony soon fell asleep on my shoulder. He had his mouth open a little. He looked so freaking cute asleep.

Notes

Hey, how are you all doing today? And I will be doing a Halloween chapter in a few days. YAY. I hope you all like this chapter. This one is probably my personal favorite, lol. And I'm sorry for any grammar errors. Also later on is the story if you find Y'all and Ain't that's my accent kicking in. So heads up. Lol

Bye, My Darlings <3

~Ashlynn