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Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

Is this really happening?

Yesterday was something, I'll tell you it was. Ashley came at me again, if Mike wouldn't have came along I would've blacked out again. But it looked like Ashley got hurt, him and Mike was in a full on fight. I was actually kind of afraid. Soon people came, they pulled Mike and Ashley off each other. Mike had a complete animalistic look in his eyes. After a minute he calmed down and rushed over to me. I was still afraid that he might go off on me, but he didn't.
Instead he just said "Tony, are you okay? And I'm not going to hurt you. Sorry, I scared you I was just trying to protect you." The animalistic look was gone, and replaced with something softer. After he said that the first thing that raced through my head was, "You're trying to protect me? Oh please I know you hate me." I refrained from saying that though because he did help me. Instead I said, "Y... yeah I'm fine. A... and why was y... you trying to protect me?" I tried not to stutter, but I was about to cry. He said, "I'm glade you're okay, and the reason I was trying to protect you is because I don't want you hurt. And I am not going to let it happen again." I nodded in return, because I didn't want my voice to crack.
He wrapped his arms around me into a hug, I tensed up because I didn't know it was coming. I finally loosened up and hugged him back. I tried to keep my tears in, but I lost it as soon as I loosened up. I was trying my best to keep calm, so I wouldn't be bawling. Even though I was trying my best to keep it under wraps he still got the drift. And he told me,"Shhh, Tony it's okay, I'm not going to let it happen again. I promise." After he said that I was getting ready to break the hug. Mike seemed to have noticed, and he kissed the top of my head. My heart done a few backflips before I broke away.
I looked up at him, and thanked him for helping. after that we went to class.

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Today though is a different story. This morning Mike and I sat together and actually talked. I really think I have a crush on Mike Fuentes, of all people him. He just seems so nice, even when he could've walked away, and let Ashley pummel me, he helped. Mike helped both times, and I'm happy because Ashley got expelled. Sucks for him, he deserved it. But I don't know if I should let Abby know, she already thinks it, but she could go tell. Then again It wouldn't really be fair because I know about her crush in Vic, we'll see.
Lunch was pretty fun today, Mike was being funny, Abby was being Abby, An I was in the middle of it. Seriously though Mike is fucking Hilarious. About everything, but he's got a sensitive side. And Abby still sits with us, but Vic is here and they chat away. I don't really care though, she deserves a new person to talk to, I'm kind of boring.
"So Tony, how you feeling?" Mike asked breaking me out of thoughts, "Oh, I'm fine, I have few bruises on my stomach. But other than that I'm good." I say trying to act casual, "That's good. And I was wondering if you maybe wanted to come over tonight?" When he asked me that I was about to pass out, "Yeah sure. When?" Still trying to be casual, I think I'm failing, "Um, lets say around 6, I'll text you my address." He looks nervous, I wonder why though. I give him my phone so he can put in his number and vice versa.
The rest of the day flew by. I soon found myself walking home, waiting on the text from Mike. I'm so damn nervous, to be going to his house.


Notes

Here we go!! Hope you like it. And quick question, do you guys think I should make a Halloween chapter? Since it is so close and I have some pretty good ideas. I FREAKING LOVE HALLOWEEN, JACK SKELLINGTON IS AWESOME!!! And another question lol, I have an idea for a Mike fanfic, this ones going to be a normal one.(I am so so so sorry if I offended anyone, that's the only way I could think to out it, I am so sorry) I already have to story line and things planned out, but I would like to know if I should publish it. So should I?

Bye, My Darlings <3


Comments

Okay I just re read this from chapter 1 to chapter 44 without stopping I love it

Mrs.biersack Mrs.biersack
6/22/15

@thisishowitends
Probably. But I'm so freaking happy you like this! Also, the reason I haven't been updating is because my laptop broke, so it's getting fixed and all that jazz. But when I get my laptop back I will have a chapter for my all my stories and new story! I would update on my phone, but it won't let me like at all. I haven't given up on this, my laptop was being a butt. :/ Thank you for being patient, it means so
much. :) <3

Am I the only one sad because you haven't written in a while :( patiently waiting tho ^_^

thisishowitends thisishowitends
2/28/15

@Bands for Life

awesome i'm glad you aren't going to delete it. :-)

AlyxxBarakat AlyxxBarakat
1/8/15