Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

Today is Christmas, and I cannot wait to give Tony his present. I hope he'll like it; It's a new guitar. I actually had to say up for this, I got Vic to lend me some money too. The guitar is blue, with black outlines and such.

I go bounding stairs and almost run into Vic while I'm at it. What can I say, I'm excited. First I'm going to open up presents here, then go over to Tony's. So I can give him his present, then we can cuddle.

I plop down in front of the tree, waiting for our parents. Vic hollers at them, and they finally show up. We start by handing out presents, then open them all at once. I got my mom some of the normal Mom stuff, like perfume and cooking supplies. I got my dad some new tools, and Vic. got the love of his brother, and a new hair straighter. He was complaining about his old one.

All I got was knick-knacks, and a really cool Harry Potter wand from Vic. I'm pretty happy about that, but I jut really wanted to go to Tony's. Speaking of which, I wonder what he got me. It doesn't matter, I'll love it anyways, especially since it's from him.

Once I thanked and told everyone I love them, I went upstairs to my room. When I got there I put everything up, and started getting dressed so I could go over to Tony's. I wore my normal clothes, mainly because I don't feel like dressing up. Which it's only going to be Me, Tony, and Ms. Perry. So why should I?

Anyways, I finished getting ready and grabbed Tony's gift, which to be completely honest looked horrible. Due to my lack of wrapping skills.

"Vic, I'm taking your car." I said when I was at the bottom of the stairs.

"Okay, don't wreck. Have fun, and use protection!" Vic yelled from the living room.

"I make no promises!" I yelled back.

I grabbed Vic's keys off the table and went outside to his car. I laid Tony's gift in the passengers seat, then started the car and left.

The ride to Tony's was short, I had a huge grin on my face. Just knowing that I get to see my Tone makes my day better.

I got out and grabbed Tony's gift. Walking up to the house, my grin grew bigger. I knocked a few times and finally a very sleepy looking Tony answered the door. He's still in his pajamas, they was Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle ones. And adorable, I might add.

"Mikey!" Tony yelled, jumping into my arms, once he registered it was me. I almost dropped his present, almost. But I didn't.

"Tone!" I yelled back, just as excited. He pulled away.

"Lets go in, I see a neighbor out." He said looking behind me; sure enough I turned around and a old woman was giving us the stink eye. I gave it right back, walking in the familiar house. Kicking my shoes off at the door.

"Who's that for?" He asked, once we was in the living room. He was eying the horribly wrapped present.

"You, duh." I said, this caused Tony to giggle a little.

"I love you." He said leaning up and kissing my cheek. I love when he does things like that, it's so cute, and sweet.

"I love you more." I said grinning. I leaned down and kissed his nose.

"Whatever, I love you way more."

"Impossible. I love you the most. Do you want to open your present now?" I asked, he nodded vigorously, smiling. I handed him his present. He went and sat down by the tree, motioning me over. I sat down beside him.

He laid his gift in front of him and leaned over getting something from under the tree. Once he got it he handed it to me with a small smile. There was two wrapped gifts, one was a big flat square, and the other was a weird shape.

I laid them beside me, Tony cuddled into my side. I wrapped one arm around his shoulders, pulling him closer into me.

"Open it." I whispered into his hair. He nodded slightly and picked his gift up from the ground. He slowly torn into the wrapping paper, and seen what was under it. His eyes went wide and huge smile broke on to his face.

"Oh my gosh! Mikey! How did you? Why did you? I didn't get you something as amazing as this." Tony said, with wide eyes.

"I have my ways. And I did it because I love you and wanted you to have a really good Christmas. I don't care, if you didn't get me a new drum set, or something like that. That doesn't matter, the only thing I care about is that you got it for me." I said kissing his cheek.

"Open yours." He said after he laid his guitar down. I took the two presents from my side and opened the weird one first. It was a new pair of drum sticks. I opened the square next. It was records, there was a Fall Out Boy one, Blink-182 one, and a Misfits one. I was actually really happy with those, especially the Blink-182 one.

"Thank you baby. I love it." I said , putting my arm around Tony again.

"You're welcome. I love mine too, its amazing. You're amazing and I love you." He said smiling at me.

"Anything for you, I love you too." I said and leaned in connecting our lips.

When we pulled away, we sat our things in the corner by the tree. And threw away the wrapping paper, which isn't needed and can't be reused.

"Mikey, can we make a bed thing-y in the floor, watch movies, and cuddle today?" Tony asked me walking about into the living room.

"Of course baby." I said, he let out a little squeal.

He pulled me up the stairs, we went into his room and got the blankets and pillows off his bed. Also getting a few from a spare room.

We went back down stairs and laid everything in a corner, so we could move the couch and make room. Once the couch was moved, we laid out the blankets and pillows making sure we had enough.

Tony went and popped some popped popcorn, while I picked out a movie. I made sure it was a cheesy Christmas movie and I think picked the perfect one Elf. I put it in the DVD player, and laid down waiting.

Tony soon came back, with a big bowl of popcorn. He giggled at the movie choice and laid down beside me. When he laid down, me being the gentleman I am, I covered him up.

"'Elf?' Seriously?" He asked around a mouthful of popcorn.

"Yep." I said cheekily and grinned. He shook his slightly, "Where's your mom?" I asked, seeing as she isn't here.

"Oh, she's out with some of her friends. She knew you was coming over, and wanted up to have alone time." He said, and I nodded.

The movie had soon started, we was done with the popcorn before Buddy even left the North Pole. Which meant that Tony cuddled into me watching the movie. He had his head on my chest, one is his arms around me waist, and one of his legs laying over mine.

One of my hands was playing with hair, the other was holding his hand that was laying over my waist.

"You're a good pillow." Tone, said.

"Am I now?" I asked, and he nodded a little.

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We watched movies and cuddled all day. But Tony had fallen asleep during How the Grinch Stole Christmas. It was about 7:30, so I guess that was a good time. I got up, but I had to slowly because of how he was laying on top of me. I finally got out from underneath him, I stood and stretched making my back pop.

I picked Tony's small body up bridal style, and took him to his room. Then went back downstairs to grab a few blankets and pillows. When I went back in his room, he was still sleeping peacefully, so I covered him up, and laid down with him.

Before I went to sleep I whispered into his hair,

"Merry Christmas baby. I love you more than you'll ever know."

Notes

Hey, sorry for not updating. But what can I say a bitch gets tired, and this holiday stuff ugh I like the holidays, but then I don't. It's like everyone is trying to shove the fucking happiness down you throat and suffocate you with it. I wish they would keep it to themselves so I can be the little mean person in the corner. Do some of you feel this way? Anyways HAPPY LATE WHATEVER YOU CELEBRATE!! Or early if you celebrate Kwanza. If this isn't your cup of tea, HAPPY WEEKEND!

Omg, I was on instagram. There was this picture. It was of Austin Carlile, and it said 'I'm not a very good looking guy, girls usually aren't fondling over me.' Below that there was a picture of Buddy from Elf, and it said 'You sit on a throne of lies.' I laughed more than should've. It was funny tho.

I LIKE FLUFF, THIS WHOLE CHAPTER WAS LATE! SO I FILLED IT WAS FLUFF! SO CUTE I WANNA THROW UP! <3 <3