Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

Friday.

We got an A+ on our performance thing. I was really happy about that, I also thought we did pretty good.

Anyways I've been thinking about introducing Tony as my boyfriend, to my parents. I don't really know how they'll take it, I hope good. Of course I still have to ask Tone, if he would want to. If he doesn't that's fine, I know how my Tone is.

I'm going to ask him, if he wants to tonight. Friday is always mandatory, family dinner night. I know, my family is fucking weird I still have to ask mama, I'll do that when I leave for school.

I wear my normal outfit, nothing new. Except for a new pair of Vans I got the other day. They're grey, and black. I put everything on, then comb my hair; brush my teeth. I then feed Tootle, Tony's asked about him everyday.

Speaking of my Tony Turtle, he's still thanked me a lot about the date. I have admit it's adorable, but is starting to get slightly annoying. Only slightly.

I go downstairs, and see mama at the table, drinking coffee. My parents cruise got back early, like 2 weeks early. Which is fine, but I kind of whished they would've stayed away longer. Anyways I need to ask her about tonight.

"Mama, can a friend come over for dinner tonight?" I asked, walking in front of her.

"This friend isn't a drug dealer right?" Mama asked skeptical. Yeah, I had this problem once. I didn't know the kid was drug dealer. And all this other shit, mama's be skeptical every since.

"No. Mama, that isn't going to happen anymore."

"Alright." She said chuckling. I walked over to the door and got my bag. then walked back to my mama at the table.

"Thank, by mama. Love you." I said, while she gave me kiss on the cheek. Don't worry, Vic gets one too. Speaking of the devil, here he comes walking down the stairs. Mama sees him, and kisses his cheek.

I start walking out the door, with Vic behind.

"Love you hijo's!" Mama yells as we walk out the door.

Tony, and Abby are waiting for us. I give Abby a brief hug, and say 'hi'. She says 'hi' also, and that's our conversation. Mainly because Vic, moves me out of the way, but whatever. Then I go to Tony. I hug, and kiss him; like every morning. Our kisses still have the sparks, I felt the first time I kissed him. We pulled away and grabbed his hand, interlocking our fingers

So far Abby, hasn't yelled anything out. The last time she did that, an old looked pissed. Abby, glared at her. I was embarrassed, and Tony was like beet, a sexy beet. Anyways, I need to ask him about tonight.

I wait till we start walking, and make us fall behind slightly. Still gripping his hand, I ask;

"Tony, I want to introduce you to my parents as my boyfriend. So I thought we could do it tonight? It's fine if you don't want to." I said, and after I said it, I thought that I might've hurt Tony. He abruptly stopped, which caused me to jerk his hand a little.

"Uh... uhh... Yeah, I want to, but what if they disapprove? What if they don't like me?" Tony asked with worry clear in his eyes. I shouldn't have asked. I hurt him, and made him feel bad. God, I'm a horrible person. I hurt the one person, whom I truly love. With a selfish question.

"I don't know if they will or won't. All I know, is I'll defend you no matter what, Vic will too. I understand if you don't want, it was a stupid question. I'm sorry." I said looking down, I truly felt like a shitty person.

"It wasn't a stupid question. This has to be done sooner or later. I prefer sooner, so I'll come." Tony said, then grabbed my face, making me look up. "Hey, look at me. It's fine baby, I trust you." Tony said after grabbing my face, then kissed me.

"Thank you." I spoke quietly.

"Anything for you. When should I be there?"

"Umm, around 6:00. Is that good?"

"Yeah, I'll be there."

"I hope you know, I love you so much. Thank you, I promise I wont let anything happen." I said kissing Tony again. When we broke away Tony nodded. Then we noticed a running Vic, and Abby, coming towards us. How have we been standing here talking?

The couple finally got to where was standing, they was pretty out of breath. How far did they walk ahead?

"What the hell was y'all doing?" Abby asked us, not in mean tone. More like worried.

"Sorry, we got caught up talking." Tony said.

"Well, come on. We gonna have to run, or we're gonna be late." Abby said, Then it clicked. We had been standing there that long. I tugged on Tony, he got the message, and we was off.

We finally got to school, that was most I've ran since, I moved here. I never ever thought I would have to run to school. I also don't get why we don't take the car. I'm going to ask Vic about that later.

Notes

Hey, I'll get part 2 up tomorrow. It will still be in Mike's P.O.V. So yeah, I'll probably get 2 chapters up tomorrow. Also, this is weird as fuck, but I have a huge crush on Tony Perry. It's like legit, I don't fangirl anymore. I just seriously love him. I also have a idea for a Tony & O.C. story. So comment if I should write it. I think I'm going to write it anyways, but should I put it on here? Anyways, ]I hope y'all have a wonderful day/night!! <3