Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

Yesterday was the whole 'die fag' thing with Ronnie. Surprisingly enough so far today no one has said a thing or given me look. I think Mike scared their little asses. Although tomorrow in the date. I haven't told Abby, she'll want to know. I wonder when Vic is going to ask her on a date.

I'm now in 5th period with Abby, Mike on the other hand doesn't have this class. This is Ms. Reinhardt's Language Arts class. She's probably my favorite teacher, if I had to pick one. She's pretty chill, and don't really care what you do, as long as you get the work done. All we're doing now, is reading. So I decide to tell Abby about tomorrow.

"Abbs, I have to tell you something." I say while nudging her foot.

"Hmm, what is it?" She says while trying to look away from the book.

"Well, Mike asked me on a date."

"Oh my god!! Really? What did you say? When is it?" She asked, I barely caught it all, she's doing the fast talking thing again.

"Yes seriously. I said yes, and few other things. And it's tomorrow." I said, and Abby's eyes grew wide with excitement.

"What else did you say?" She asked in a very quite voice, we was always whispering. But she dropped her voice so that it was so quite, you couldn't hear it unless you was really paying attention.

"I got a little excited and said I loved him, in a squealing voice."

"You guys are too cute, seriously. Also I'm helping you with your attire tomorrow." Abby said, and she said attire. She never says that. Oh lord. This will not be good.

"Please don't Abbs." I plead

"I'm helping, and that's final." She states matter of fact

"Fine." I murmured. After that Ms. Reinhardt told us hush. But whatever, class was over... right now. I still have two more classes though. It was music and art, not to bad.

7th period art was uneventful, all we did was paint a turkey thing, Yes, I know we're in high school, but we still do little kids projects. Next period I have Mike, Abby, Jaime, and Vic. The school does our activity classes weird. It doesn't matter what grade you're in for those, I have to admit I like it that way.

Mrs. Adams is our music teacher, she's pretty cool. All we basically do in her class in play out instruments, I'm not complaining. I walk in after everyone else Mike, Abby, Vic, and Jaime is already in our little huddle of desks.

"Class, class." Mrs. Adams yells slightly

"Class, class." We was say in unison.

"Good evening, I have a project for us. I think you all will like it. Here's how it's going to go. We're going to form bands, since they are exactly 20 of you I want 4 bands with 5 members. You all can pick your band mates. I want your band to have a name, you have to write your own song, and you will be performing your song for the class. Get to it!" With that everyone got up and started finding their bands.

Of course the five of us was a band. I was lead guitar, Mike drums, Jaime Bass, Vic vocals and rhythm guitar, and last Abby was vocals to. We decided on a duet for Abby and Vic. Aby, sang for us a little, I already knew she was amazing. But the others were blown away.

"Vic, you're good at writing. You want to write the song?" Mike asked Vic

"Yeah, sure. But I'm not doing the guitar riffs and things like that. Y'all can do it." Vic stated being a little cocky.

"Fine." Jaime and I said at the same time.

Abby and Vic were talking lyrics and things like that. Jaime was off in his own world. I was sitting thinking about tomorrow, I was extremely nervous.

Something broke me from my thoughts when they came and sat on my lap. It took my second to realize it was Mike. He got off me though and pulled a chair across from me.

"Hey Tone." Mike said.

"Hi, Mikey." I said and he smiled. I love his smile. He was leaning forward some, then all of sudden he pulled me into a kiss. It was pretty quick one, not that I'm complaining.

"Are you okay? Has anyone said anything to you?" He asked, with a worried tone. I don't why he broke our moment though.

"I'm fine, and no they haven't said a thing. Or even looked at me funny." I say to reassure him.

"Good, you know I'm trying to help you right?"

"Yes, I know that, but I'll be fine."

"Okay." As he said the bell rang so we could leave this place.

Mike walked home holding hands as always. It was a silent walk home. When we got to Mike's house, Mike turned to me and said,

"Be ready by around 12 tomorrow, Okay?"

"Okay." I replied

"Alright, I love you baby."

"I love you too." And with that he pulled us together into a kiss. It was a very loving and sweet kiss. I soon pulled away, because I was had to breathe.

"I'll see you tomorrow baby, bye." Mike said

"Okay, love you. Bye." I said

"Love you too." Mike as he got on the porch. Vic was doing the thing were you put your finger in your mouth, like you're throwing up. I laughed it off and walked the rest of the way home with Abby.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day.

Notes

Hey. I am so so so sorry about not updating over the last two days. I had a eventful week. With Halloween and stuff. But I'm going to try and make up for it this weekend. Also I'm going to post another chapter late tonight. I hope you liked this chapter. Hope y'all have a wonderful day/night!!!

Bye, My Darlings <3

~Ashlynn