Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

Tony's P.O.V.

I was sobbing violently into Mike's chest, maybe this whole 'open relationship' wasn't such a great idea. As soon as we 'let it out' Ronnie was verbally abusing me about it. I have never said or done anything to Ronnie, but he still bullies me. Ashley and him are the very reason why I've tried to end my life.

"Tony baby, calm down please, he's gone now." Mike whispers in my ear, I shake my head no, because all I want to do is cry. I then felt him kissing in random places along the top of my head. How, I loved that.

"Tony baby, please calm down. Ronnie is gone and won't be bothering you anymore. I can promise you that baby." Mike whispered in my ear again. He was cradling my head, I looked up, he didn't move hand. I wiped some of my tears away with the back of my hand.

"Why did he say all of those things? I've never done anything to him." I said, a look of sadness came into Mike's eyes.

"I don't know, I don't see why he would want to that to you. But everything is fine, he wont be hurting you again. Okay? I love you baby." Mike stated, what's with him calling me 'baby' so much? I'm not complaining, I like it.

"Okay. I love you too Mikey. Thank you."

"Don't thank me, I was doing it because I love you." I nodded after he said that, and huddled against him again. Being in his warm embrace could comfort me like none other, it's like a home. The principle came and told us to go home for the day. Also that she would talk t Ronnie.

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Mike's P.O.V.

We're now laying in Tony's bed, he was cuddled against my side still crying slightly. I felt so bad for him, he's absolutely perfect, why does he have to go through this shit? And I swore that Ronnie will get payback if he ever hurts Tony. I swore on my life, this is how much Tony means to me. I love this boy to the Moon, because if I love him to the moon and back, it's got to end. I don't want it to end.

"Mikey, what are thinking about?" Tony asked snapping me out of my thoughts, he wasn't crying anymore.

"You." I stated simply.

"Me?," I nodded, "Why?" He finished.

"Because, you mean the world to me," And I thought now was a good time to ask him on a date, "And I have a question. Mr. Perry, I would like to take you on a date, would you like to come?"

"Yes! Mikey I would love to! I love you so much." Tony said, while hugging the life out of me. I pulled him of me, and pressed my lips to his. Kissing him is like getting high, it's so intoxicating, I love every second of it. We finally pulled away, his eyes was slightly glazed over.

"I'll take that as a yes. Be ready Saturday, wear something nice please?" I asked kind of.

"I don't wear nice things?" He asked playfully.

"You do, and I love what you wear. But just this once no band shirts and snapbacks. Please, for me?" I whined.

"If you give me some cuddles, I will." He knows that cuddles are my weakness.

"Fine, c'mere." I said as I laid down. He obeyed, and laid down next to me. This time his back was facing me, I wrapped my arms around his torso. I trailed tiny kisses along his jaw, and neck. I soon heard little snores coming form him. How did I fall for this perfect boy? I'm happy I did, because now I fell like I have everything. I would stop loving him for anything, I'll love him forever.

My love for Tony is not just skin deep, yes he is beautiful. But his personality is perfect, he;s so shy, and nice. You can tell he cares for people, you can tell that's he's a genuinely kind person. I feel myself fall more in love with him everyday, and I'm not going to stop falling for him everyday.

Notes

Hey, I'm pretty proud of this chapter. I hope you all like it! Hope y'all have a wonderful day/night!!

Bye, My Darlings <3

~Ashlynn