Sometimes I Sit and Wonder, Sometimes I Feel like Letting Go.

Yesterday was AMAZING, even though it was Vic's idea. But I still want to take Tony on real date. I want to take him somewhere fancy to eat, and do something he likes. I think I'm in love with him

I actually get out bed when my alarm goes off. I decide on a plain black tee, dark red skinny jeans, gray Vans, and my dark red beanie. I brush my teeth, and don't even bother with my hair. I kiss my mom on the cheek and hurry out the door. I have to wait Vic, because he has to do his hair.

When he gets out he finally start walking. Abby and Tony are waiting at our spot. I greet Abby with a hug, and then Vic and her hug. I greet Tony with a huge and small kiss. Tony and I, are holding hands, so are Vic and Abby. I had a huge grin on my face the whole walk, but it soon had to come to an end.

"Um... Tone, I don't know how to say this, but I think we should keep our relationship under wraps for a little while. Okay?" I saddened me to say that, but I didn't want to get Tony bullied anymore. Because I know he would.

"Yeah, it's fine I understand." He looked disappointed when he said that.

"Tone, listen to me. I'm doing this because I love you and don't want you to get hurt. Give it few weeks. Okay? I love you." I said,

"Okay. I love you too," When he said that, I looked around to make sure no one was looking. And I pulled him in for a kiss. Abby seen and was awing, while Vic was gagging. Abby slapped his arm, and told him to shut up, and It's "Cute"

We walked in, Abby and Vic was still holding hands, while Tone and I wasn't. When we got to Mr. Bakers class we sat in our seats. The class was so boring, I hate math anyways.

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At lunch Tony and I were talking about random things, with the occasional 'I love you.' Here and there. When I would make him laugh, he would look down. It's so fucking cute. And my theory I had this morning is true. I really do love Cesar Antonio Soto Perry. God, how much I love him.

"Do you know how much I love you Tone?" I asked him,

"No, how much do you love me?" He looked really innocent, as he said that.

"I can't put into words how much I love you. I would do anything for you, I would take a bullet for you." I said, and meant every word of it.

"I love you so much Mikey" Tony grinned really big, and the bell rang for class.

The rest of the day I had to freaking biggest smile on my face ever. We was walking home holding hands, it was a comfortable silence that settled upon us. About halfway to my house Tony asked,

"Mikey, do you want to come over?"

"I would love too." I said and he smiled, so leaned down a kissed him. It still had the spark like every time we kiss. We walked a while longer and finally got to his house.

Tone lead us in, and we took our shoes off. In the kitchen there was a woman, who I suppose is his mom.

"Tony, who's this?" She questioned,

"This is my friend Mike." Tony smiled after he said it.

"Well it's very nice to meet you Mike." She stuck out her hand and smiled and warm smile.

"Nice, to meet you Ms. Perry." I said while shaking her hand.

"No need for formalities, call me Amy." She said, and I nodded. Tony grabbed my wrist and dragged me upstairs, to his room. As soon as we in he closed the door then ran over to the bed and jumped down. He patted the space beside him, and grinned. I walked over and sat down.

"Mikey, I want cuddles!" Tony whined rather loudly.

"Why should I let you have cuddles?" I questioned playfully, because we both know that he'll get the cuddles.

"Because You love me. That's why. Now can I have cuddles?" And then he pulled out the puppy dog eyes.

"Fine you win. You can have cuddles." I said in defeat, he grinned. I laid down so he could get situated. We was face to face again, but this time he didn't have his head buried in my chest. We was staring into each others eyes, I had my arms his waist, because well I can, and I like it that way.

I leaned down and kissed him, he instantly kissed back. It was getting pretty heated, but then there was knock at the door, telling us dinner was ready.

We walked down the stairs, hand in hand, but when hit the bottom he released.

The dinner that Amy cooked was good it was spaghetti.

Notes

It took me forever to write this, my friend stayed the night last night, and I didn't have time to update. I'm really really sorry. I hope you like this though. I hope you're having a wonderful Day/night!!!

Bye, My Darlings <3

~Ashlynn