Spencer Martin was only five years old when her parents died. How did they die? Allshecould remember was the thick, smoky cloud of death, the bright, scalding sensation of passion and betrayal...

At 18, Spencer was finally done with moving around from foster home to foster home. Now she was 21 and still alone.
She has been alone her entire life, so she trusted absolutely nobody. Broken, cursed, and terrified, how can she possibly save herself while she can't even save the people she gets close to?

Once again, I am terrible at summaries! BUT i hope it was enough to draw you guys in :)


*******For the sake of age differences and all that fun stuff, this story takes place in 2010, where my OC, Spencer, is 21, and Jaime is 24 (If that's even accurate.......)********** (Not that the age really matters to the plot, anyway, but still)*****

PS NOTE there are happy aspects, but it is a mostly dark/sad story, so I don't want to disappoint anyone, which is why I am warning you here. ALSO may be triggering at some parts... take care of yourselves, and i'm always here if you need to talk <3

1. Chapter 1: "Blood On Your Tongue With A Crass Embrace"

2. Chapter 2: "A Shadow On The Wall"

3. Chapter 3: "Burned Out"

4. Chapter 4: "May These Noises Startle You In Your Sleep Tonight"

5. Chapter 5: "Stay Away From My Friends"

6. Chapter 6: "Sparks Over Your Carpet While I Chase You Through The Dark"

7. Chapter 7: "I'll Be The Fire That'll Catch You"

8. Chapter 8: "Maybe We're Meant To Lose The One's We Love"

9. Chapter 9: "Darling, Look At The Sparks"

10. Chapter 10: "Don't Let Me Jump, Don't Let Me Fall"

    **may be triggering from this point on in the story**

11. Chapter 11: "We Move Like Flames On Burning Sheets"

12. Chapter 12: "I Don't Think You'll Ever Want To Love Me"

13. Chapter 13: "There's Hell Above Me"

14. Chapter 14: "There's No Future But Matches And Propane"

15. Chapter 15: "I'm The Killer Who Burned Your Home"

    FINAL CHAPTER. Sequel coming soon.

16. Sequel is out!