I woke up and almost threw up all over Tony.
Good thing he wasn't still in bed by the time I vomited, because it was all over the bunk.
I guess they could hear me gagging, so Vic ran over and helped me down.
"I'm so sorry Vic.." I whispered.
"No, don't be sorry at all. It's not your fault. We're gonna work with you on this, okay?" he looked me straight in the eyes as tears started to roll down my face.
Vic pulled me into a hug.
"I just don't even understand h-how you guys c-can stand me h-here..." I stuttered between sobs.
"Hey. This isn't something you can get rid of with some medicine or treatment. You didn't do this. Fucking Oliver did this. I promise you, we love having you here. You're the best thing that's happened to Tony and Nicole is the best thing that's happened to Jaime. Darling you'll be okay." he hugged me even tighter.
"I'll clean this up. You go get ready for the day and I'll fix you something to eat." he smiled.
I'm so thankful for them.
I stripped down my clothes and went to take a shower. After I got out I went to put on some shorts and a shirt. I zipped up the zipper and took a breath. The button popped right off and shot into the mirror breaking the middle of it.
"God dammit!" I shouted.
Jaime ran over to where I was.
"Hey hey hey, what's wrong Yaressi?" he gave me a concerned look.
"I can't fucking do anything without messing it up."
Jaime looked over at the shattered mirror, then to where Vic was cleaning up where I had puked.
"Look at me."
I looked up.
"This?" he said pointing at my stomach.
"Is not your fault. It's not something you can make go away. It's something you're gonna have to live with for a few more months. It's something WE'RE ALL gonna have to live with. We're all gonna help you through this. You're not alone in this Yess. Now, let's go tell Nicole you need to go shopping for new clothes.
I nodded and stood up.
While Jaime went to tell Nicole, I looked over at the shattered mirror and tried to make out what I could of my stomach.
It was a lot bigger.
My bellybutton was starting to stick out more and I giggled.
I put my hand over my stomach and started rubbing it.
Then I felt movement.
I gasped as I felt it again.
"Jaime! Tony! Nicole! Come here right now!"
All three of them ran over to where I was.
"I felt it kick." I smiled.
"You did?!" Nicole squealed "let me feel!"
I lifted my shirt up to where my bare stomach was out and she put her hand on it.
She had it there for 20 seconds or so as she threw up her hands in the air "Oh my God I felt it!"
"That's great!" Vic exclaimed.
Tony stood with both of his hands behind his back looking at the floor.
"Hey guys can I talk to Tony alone?" I asked everyone.
"Sure." they all left the room and it was just him and me.
"Tony.." I started/
"No. It's okay. I'm happy the baby kicked, and I'm happy that it's going well." he smiled.
"I just wish it was yours.." I whispered trying to hold back tears.
Tony held me tight in his arms for a couple minutes then kissed me passionately.
Which then turned into a make out session.
"Let's make the baby grow." Tony winked as he pulled me into another room.
He pulled down my broken shorts and pulled down his pants making his way to my knickers.
He lied me down and got on top of me, kissing me passionately.
He inserted himself inside of me, not going too rough.
I grabbed the back of his hair as he started going a little faster.
He pulled out just before he had came.
"That was amazing. I love you Yaressi." he kissed my forehead and put his pants back on so I went to get some sweats I could fit into.

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I just got back from the mall with Nicole, and I hated it.
I didn't feel good at all.
We got me some clothes in bigger sizes, but I decided to stay in sweats and a t-shirt.
I felt like I needed to go somewhere else for a while, so I called up Kellin and he came to pick me up.
We got out to his car and he helped me slide myself in.
It was pretty hard bending down or picking things up, but I could just imagine what it's like at 7 or 8 months.
"I think that you should spend some time with Katelynn. Since she had Copeland not too long ago, maybe she can help you out." Kellin smiled.
"Thanks, Kellin. I'd love to."
We arrived at his house where Katelynn and Copeland were playing on the floor.
Copeland was giggling and having so much fun as Katelynn rattled toys in front of her.
She turned around and looked at me.
"Hi! You must be Yaressi. I'm Katelynn, Kellin's wife." she pulled me in to hug her.
"I was just telling Yaressi that you could give her some tips on pregnancy."
"Of course, come sit."
Kellin took Copeland to her room and put her down for a nap.
Katelynn explained EVERYTHING to me.
About how when I give birth I'll probably rip. I cringed at the thought.
And how having more intercourse helps the baby grow. Yeah, I knew that already.
I was really glad she explained these things, I'd be lost if she hadn't.
She told me I needed to start preparing for a baby shower now, and that she was gonna help me.
She told Kellin we're leaving to go set it up.
Great, more places to go.

Notes

Sorry if this chapter was boring. .-.
But hey the baby's getting bigger! :D
title cred: Bring Me The Horizon