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I Breathe You In With Smoke.

I Would Die Right Now, For Something Beautiful To Take Me Somewhere Else.

3 DAYS LATER

I woke up to a loud clap of thunder. I rolled over to see nothing but black clouds behind the rain drops that danced on my bedroom window. I sighed, getting out of bed and shuffling into to the kitchen. I went to get a bottle of water out of the fridge, when I saw a note on the fridge.

Mya (:
Morning Darling! We got called to a meeting. If we're not back before 11, feed Poppy please? Oh, and there should be a horrible storm coming, so just be careful okay?

Love you!
J,V,M,T

Oh, call me when you wake up! <3
-TT

I blushed at Tony's little side note before grabbing my water.
"Poppy!" I screamed, walking out of the kitchen to see her passed out on the couch. I sat next to her and scratched her head.
"I've grown to love you baby." I whispered. She looked up at me before getting up and taking her place on my lap. I smiled down at her, but jumped as another boom echoed through my ears, knocking the power out.

I guess I'm not even allowed to smile today..

I sighed and picked up Poppy, walking to the room. I set her on my bed, grabbing my phone as it vibrated against my wooden night stand. I saw it was Jaime and answered.
"Hey Jaime."
"Heeeeyyyy Mya!" Everyone sung. I laughed and rolled my eyes.
"Sorry, you're kinda on speaker. We just got out of the meeting. You need anything while we're out?"
"No thanks."
"Well-"
"Hi MYA!" Tony screamed. I felt my cheeks heat.
"Hi Tony."
"Excuse him, he's being weird today. We'll see you later, mmkay?" Will you?
"I love you guys."
"Aw! We love you too My's!" They all screamed down the phone. I sighed, saying my goodbye before hanging up and throwing my phone on the bed. I looked up at my fan, watching it circulate as my mind started to wander.

I was scared. Of dying? No, of course not. Just..

Have you ever seen a roller coaster at an amusement park, and wanted to ride it? You would wait in line, happy- excited even with how much closer you were getting to the front of the line. That is, until you're strapped in the cart, second guessing yourself and completely terrified.

That was me with the guys.

I was more than ready to die. It was just the fact that I couldn't get their faces out of my head, their tears, their disappointment in me.

'Are you kidding? They wouldn't cry over you! They'd be happy if you were gone. Just look at the burden you are to them, Jaime only took you in through pity.
Listen to me, and you'll be fine.' The voice whispered.






And so I did.

Notes

SWT here. :D

So, um. I'm fucking pissed. ^O^t I wrote this whole thing and was on the last sentence when my computer decided to crash, so haha.. I wanNA FUCKING KILL THIS FUCKING THING.

Eh hem.

Sorry.

(I'm a little too frustrated at the moment, so I'm leaving Cassie in charge of part II, which she told me would be up tonight or tomorrow, but the next chapter will be from the ______'s point of view. The story may or may not be ending soon... Guess you gotta wait and see... c; )

Anyways, thank you for the comments and being so nice :3 Cassie and I love you!

Now, enjoy Tony and Poppy. :3 (Yes, Poppy exists.)


-Crys<3

Comments

sequel pleeeease :D

@tony can pierce my veil
Heyyy(:
So, you remember a week before her birthday, when she took off with the knife and cut herself?
In the next chapter where the guys "found her", she had even mentioned that it all felt like a dream. So everything beyond that chapter was imagined because she was in acoma. If you still don't understand, feel free to ask more questions!<3
PierceTheSirens_ PierceTheSirens_
10/26/13
@Merrp i totally agree with that and i do think that that should do the hpt with the same bands and whatnot and have drama on the hpt!




meghnn meghnn
10/26/13
can someone help me understand what happened towards the end? so mya never knew them?what!??!?!?!?help anyone ?
i think you should like focus on her and tony's relationship and brother/sister bonding time and hanging out with jas. maybe vic and jas should move out when they have the baby and tony proposes to mya maybe idk
paigetheveil paigetheveil
10/23/13