Come Back To My Heart.
My Head or My Heart?
*** ALICE’S POV ***
“You’re everything to me. Please, Alice. Come on. Be mine again. I need you. I’m so sorry I fucked up, I am. Please believe me, Ally, baby you have to. I-I love you… I’m in love with you.” Tony looked me dead in the eyes, and his big brown eyes showed love. Pure, beautiful true love.
My heart felt like it was going to explode with every word he was saying. I felt like I was going to collapse. In this moment all I wanted was to let everything go and leap on him and kiss him.
Yeah, sure he’s told me that he loves me before, but he’s never said he’s in love with me. After everything I’ve done to him and he’s still in love with me. My heart was telling me to keep this boy, marry him, and never let him go again. My head was telling me that we were no good and it’d ruin our friendship. Which was right? My head or my heart? My thoughts were continually racing round in my head as I looked at him, completely unaware of what I was going to do. I decided to shut my brain off and let my heart go for what it truly wanted. So I smashed my lips against Tony’s in a quick, passionate and loving kiss before burying my head into the crook of his neck, wrapping my arms round his neck. I gave his neck a quick peck before mumbling that I was in love with him too.
“W-What?” he stuttered. I smiled at him and confidence washed over me.
“I fucking love you, Tony Perry. I’m in love with you and I will be for as long as I live.” I smiled at him and his eyes got wide and he smiled really big, bigger than I’ve ever seen, bigger than when he’s playing guitar on stage with his boys.
“Really?!” he nearly shouted and I nodded, he squeezed me in the tightest hug in the world. I love this boy, I do. It’s been rough with us but fuck, I’d rather our relationship be interesting than boring. He’s perfect, no matter what.
“Baby, let’s start fresh. Everything we’ve done up til now has never happened in the eyes of us, kay?”
“I think that’s a great idea, Tone.” I smiled at him and we stood up. He towered over me and looked down to me, smiling and holding my hips so I was close to him.
“Will you be my girlfriend, Alice Webster?” I nodded and put my hand to the back of his head to pull him down for a big kiss.
“Let’s go home.” I winked and directed him towards my car. Thankfully his parents were over at my house so we could go to his house and not be disturbed. We went up to his room and he plugged his iPod into the docking station. He clicked on City and Colour and pressed shuffle all songs. Let’s face it, City and Colour are perfect sex music. I smiled and sat down on his bed. I untied my docs and put them to the side. Tony took his hat off and lay me down on the bed as he hovered over me. We stared into each other’s eyes for which felt like an eternity. I didn’t mind at all though, it was peaceful, and he’s beautiful. He had his arms at either side of me and one of his hands was playing with my hair whilst the other was caressing my cheek. I leaned into his touch and he came down closer to my face to where our faces were millimetres apart.
“You’re so god damn beautiful, Alice. Seriously.” He said against my lips, not only did the barely there contact with him drive me crazy, but his compliment did too. And with that I crashed my lips on his, putting my hands in his hair, tangling them in it. I lightly tugged and he bit my lip, with little moans escaping both our mouths. He kissed me for ages and kept me so close to him. I’ve never really made love, but I’m guessing this is what we’re about to do…
He pulled me onto his lap so I was straddling him and he pulled my loose top over my head. I pulled his tank top off and admired his body. Tony was built and to me anyway, he’s always been incredibly sexy. We continued to kiss and I moved my mouth to his neck, lightly licking and sucking on it. I could feel him beginning to get excited from beneath me. He pulled my bandeau bra top over my head and threw it to the other side of the room. I gasped at the sudden coldness around my chest, as goose bumps started to form when Tony touched me. Tony bit his lip and let out a small ‘mmm’ as he seen my nipple piercing. I smiled and undid his belt, throwing that to the other side of the room too. Tony rolled us over and started to kiss my breasts and he was feeling my bum.
“Fuck Alice. You’re perfect.” Tony mumbled against my skin as he began to slide down my leggings and lace pants. I’ve never felt more beautiful…
He kissed round my pant line and on my thighs, ever so slowly reaching to the place I wanted him to go to. I squirmed under his touch, needing more. Finally he placed a soft kiss to my center and then his tongue slid up and down and darted in and out me, driving me insane. I was so, so close. My back was arched and I was gripping at the bed sheets when Tony suddenly stopped. I then seen him take his jeans off. I sat up and done it for him, taking his boxers off too and allowing him to step out of them. I then let him sit down on the bed as I hovered over him, slowly stroking him with my hand. He gasped at how much I was teasing him. I then kissed the tip before taking what I could of him in my mouth. He threw his head back and I made an ‘mmm’ sound as I moved my head up and down, earning a “Fuck!” from him. I waited until he was close and done what he did to me. I sat back up and kissed his lips hungrily. He lay on top of me and kissed my neck once more before going to his bedside table for a condom. He put it on and came back to kissing me, this time very passionately and loving.
“You ready?” I nodded and he kissed me again before saying, “I want this to be romantic, our first time. I love you so much Alice.”
“I love you too Tony, so, so much.” I said and we kissed again, before he slowly thrust into me.
My mouth opened from how big he was and he gave me a minute to get used to him, whilst kissing my neck and anywhere he could really. I gave him a slight nod and soon the pain was over and I was completely immersed in pleasure. I couldn’t believe how good this was. I think it’s because I’m literally in love with this boy. I can see myself with this boy for the rest of my life, and that is more powerful than anything. His thrusts were slow, but deep and definitely pleasurable. We looked at each other the whole time, kissing and letting moans out. I clawed at his back as he kept dipping his hips, hitting my g-spot dead on. I felt myself getting close.
“I-I’m close Tony.” I wimpered
“Me too, baby”
“H-Holy shit!!” I screamed, clawing at his back “Tony!”
Just after I came, Tony’s thrusts got a little bit quicker and sloppier, letting me know he was close. I kissed him and continued to moan out, enjoying every minute of it. every time he touched me it felt like I was in heaven. Every time he kissed me I swear my heart stopped. This is the best sex I’ve ever had. I clawed at his back as I started to feel myself getting close again.
“T-T-Tony. Oh my god, Holy fucking shit” I moaned into his ear as I came again, sending Tony over the edge too.
“Alice! Fuck! that was amazing.” He panted against me and I smiled. He got up to throw the condom away before coming back into the bed and pulling the covers over us.
“I love you Tony.” I said as I was cuddled up in his arms, my head laying on his chest and my hands tracing tattoos on his arms.
He was playing my hair, his eyes half closed and cuddling me so tight. “I love you baby.”
And we fell asleep in that same position, not daring to let each other go for a second.
“You’re everything to me. Please, Alice. Come on. Be mine again. I need you. I’m so sorry I fucked up, I am. Please believe me, Ally, baby you have to. I-I love you… I’m in love with you.” Tony looked me dead in the eyes, and his big brown eyes showed love. Pure, beautiful true love.
My heart felt like it was going to explode with every word he was saying. I felt like I was going to collapse. In this moment all I wanted was to let everything go and leap on him and kiss him.
Yeah, sure he’s told me that he loves me before, but he’s never said he’s in love with me. After everything I’ve done to him and he’s still in love with me. My heart was telling me to keep this boy, marry him, and never let him go again. My head was telling me that we were no good and it’d ruin our friendship. Which was right? My head or my heart? My thoughts were continually racing round in my head as I looked at him, completely unaware of what I was going to do. I decided to shut my brain off and let my heart go for what it truly wanted. So I smashed my lips against Tony’s in a quick, passionate and loving kiss before burying my head into the crook of his neck, wrapping my arms round his neck. I gave his neck a quick peck before mumbling that I was in love with him too.
“W-What?” he stuttered. I smiled at him and confidence washed over me.
“I fucking love you, Tony Perry. I’m in love with you and I will be for as long as I live.” I smiled at him and his eyes got wide and he smiled really big, bigger than I’ve ever seen, bigger than when he’s playing guitar on stage with his boys.
“Really?!” he nearly shouted and I nodded, he squeezed me in the tightest hug in the world. I love this boy, I do. It’s been rough with us but fuck, I’d rather our relationship be interesting than boring. He’s perfect, no matter what.
“Baby, let’s start fresh. Everything we’ve done up til now has never happened in the eyes of us, kay?”
“I think that’s a great idea, Tone.” I smiled at him and we stood up. He towered over me and looked down to me, smiling and holding my hips so I was close to him.
“Will you be my girlfriend, Alice Webster?” I nodded and put my hand to the back of his head to pull him down for a big kiss.
“Let’s go home.” I winked and directed him towards my car. Thankfully his parents were over at my house so we could go to his house and not be disturbed. We went up to his room and he plugged his iPod into the docking station. He clicked on City and Colour and pressed shuffle all songs. Let’s face it, City and Colour are perfect sex music. I smiled and sat down on his bed. I untied my docs and put them to the side. Tony took his hat off and lay me down on the bed as he hovered over me. We stared into each other’s eyes for which felt like an eternity. I didn’t mind at all though, it was peaceful, and he’s beautiful. He had his arms at either side of me and one of his hands was playing with my hair whilst the other was caressing my cheek. I leaned into his touch and he came down closer to my face to where our faces were millimetres apart.
“You’re so god damn beautiful, Alice. Seriously.” He said against my lips, not only did the barely there contact with him drive me crazy, but his compliment did too. And with that I crashed my lips on his, putting my hands in his hair, tangling them in it. I lightly tugged and he bit my lip, with little moans escaping both our mouths. He kissed me for ages and kept me so close to him. I’ve never really made love, but I’m guessing this is what we’re about to do…
He pulled me onto his lap so I was straddling him and he pulled my loose top over my head. I pulled his tank top off and admired his body. Tony was built and to me anyway, he’s always been incredibly sexy. We continued to kiss and I moved my mouth to his neck, lightly licking and sucking on it. I could feel him beginning to get excited from beneath me. He pulled my bandeau bra top over my head and threw it to the other side of the room. I gasped at the sudden coldness around my chest, as goose bumps started to form when Tony touched me. Tony bit his lip and let out a small ‘mmm’ as he seen my nipple piercing. I smiled and undid his belt, throwing that to the other side of the room too. Tony rolled us over and started to kiss my breasts and he was feeling my bum.
“Fuck Alice. You’re perfect.” Tony mumbled against my skin as he began to slide down my leggings and lace pants. I’ve never felt more beautiful…
He kissed round my pant line and on my thighs, ever so slowly reaching to the place I wanted him to go to. I squirmed under his touch, needing more. Finally he placed a soft kiss to my center and then his tongue slid up and down and darted in and out me, driving me insane. I was so, so close. My back was arched and I was gripping at the bed sheets when Tony suddenly stopped. I then seen him take his jeans off. I sat up and done it for him, taking his boxers off too and allowing him to step out of them. I then let him sit down on the bed as I hovered over him, slowly stroking him with my hand. He gasped at how much I was teasing him. I then kissed the tip before taking what I could of him in my mouth. He threw his head back and I made an ‘mmm’ sound as I moved my head up and down, earning a “Fuck!” from him. I waited until he was close and done what he did to me. I sat back up and kissed his lips hungrily. He lay on top of me and kissed my neck once more before going to his bedside table for a condom. He put it on and came back to kissing me, this time very passionately and loving.
“You ready?” I nodded and he kissed me again before saying, “I want this to be romantic, our first time. I love you so much Alice.”
“I love you too Tony, so, so much.” I said and we kissed again, before he slowly thrust into me.
My mouth opened from how big he was and he gave me a minute to get used to him, whilst kissing my neck and anywhere he could really. I gave him a slight nod and soon the pain was over and I was completely immersed in pleasure. I couldn’t believe how good this was. I think it’s because I’m literally in love with this boy. I can see myself with this boy for the rest of my life, and that is more powerful than anything. His thrusts were slow, but deep and definitely pleasurable. We looked at each other the whole time, kissing and letting moans out. I clawed at his back as he kept dipping his hips, hitting my g-spot dead on. I felt myself getting close.
“I-I’m close Tony.” I wimpered
“Me too, baby”
“H-Holy shit!!” I screamed, clawing at his back “Tony!”
Just after I came, Tony’s thrusts got a little bit quicker and sloppier, letting me know he was close. I kissed him and continued to moan out, enjoying every minute of it. every time he touched me it felt like I was in heaven. Every time he kissed me I swear my heart stopped. This is the best sex I’ve ever had. I clawed at his back as I started to feel myself getting close again.
“T-T-Tony. Oh my god, Holy fucking shit” I moaned into his ear as I came again, sending Tony over the edge too.
“Alice! Fuck! that was amazing.” He panted against me and I smiled. He got up to throw the condom away before coming back into the bed and pulling the covers over us.
“I love you Tony.” I said as I was cuddled up in his arms, my head laying on his chest and my hands tracing tattoos on his arms.
He was playing my hair, his eyes half closed and cuddling me so tight. “I love you baby.”
And we fell asleep in that same position, not daring to let each other go for a second.
Notes
I really enjoyed writing this. I hope you enjoy reading it just as much!thank you for reading, please leave comments letting me know if you want a sequel. This story is coming to an end very soon.
Thanks lovely!
8/2/13