~*POV Mike*~

I tried my best to dry my tears and be strong again, but I just couldn't. You'reweak. Noonecares. Youjustneedtodiealready. I sat up in bed, I just stared at the wall. Maybe I do just need to die... Maybe no one cares after all? I guess that I was being stupid, thinking Tony actually cared about me too... I stood up and walked over to my desk. I opened the top drawer and rummaged through my stuff until I found them...

I picked the bottle up and examined it. It was almost completely full; Would that be enough though? Ofcourseyoulightweight. I undid the cap and poured the contents into my hand, their were so many little pills. I just stared at them, I didn't think, I just stared. Justdoitnoonewantsyouaroundanyways. I put my hand up to my mouth, I took a deep breath and swallo-

My door burst open and a pair of arms surrounded me, "Mikey no," Tony whispered, "Please don't do this."

I spit out all of the now mushy pills, Pussy. "Why Tone?" I choked, "Why do I need to be alive? No one cares and I can't do anything right." That'sright.

"Mikey don't say that!" he exclaimed, I could tell he was crying but I couldn't see him, "You're fucking perfect! And I care! And Vic cares!"

"He's right you know..." my brother said from somewhere behind us, I think he was crying too, "Come on Mike, what do we have to do to prove it to you that you're not worthless? I'll do anything, and I think Tony feels the same way..."

I didn't say anything. I couldn't, I don't know what to say. I just stood there, in Tony's arms, crying all of anger out. Why did he have to stop me? Hewantstomesswithyouhedoesn'tcare, "Shut the fuck up..." I whispered, "Let me live my goddamn life..." Noyouneedtosuffer.

"What Mikey?" Tony whispered.

"Nothing," I whispered, if I told Tony he'd think I was even crazier than I already am. That'simpossible.

Tony realesed his arms and spun me around, so I was looking at him. I was correct at the assumption that he was crying. Don't be sad Tone, it's only me. He'ssadyoudidn'tgothroughwithit. I looked passed Tony and saw Vic. He was leaning against the doorway, his head tilted down. He'sdisappointedatyourweakness.

Tony put his hand on my cheek, causing my heart rate to accelerate. Even now I can only think about how perfect this boy is. Don'tbesillyhe'stheenemy.

"Mikey," he whispered, "You're beautiful. Please believe me, it would take a fool not to see."

"What if you're the fool," I whispered, hoping he wouldn't hear me.

But he must of because he hugged me again, "I don't know what else to say to you Mike. Just please, please, please believe me. It physically hurts me to see you like this. I don't care that I just met you. I already know you're perfect and beautiful and amazing and talented and not worthless at all." Greatnowyou'rehurtinghimyoudeservetodie.

"I want to believe you Tone," I whispered, it was true, "But I don't know why I can't..."

He pulled away from our hug and just looked at me. I could see in his eyes how genuine his words were, you can't fake that; Can you? Ofcourseyoucanheis. He took my face in both of his hands and rested his forehead against mine. His lips were mere inches from mine. Is he going to kiss me? Ewnowho'dwanttokissyou?

I felt him shortening the distance between our lips. And the next thing I know, his lips are on mine.

Notes

Sorry that this chapter took longer than it should of. It was a bit triggering for me and I couldn't write it all in one sitting. It took multiple actually, and that's why the last chapter was filler. But I really hope you guys like it and I promise things will start looking up for our beloved Mikey... Everytime I call him Mikey it reminds me of Mikey Way from MCR...

I feel like since I only wrote like two lines about Vic, that he's just kind of creeping on their little moment. Lol

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