dry your tears, fake a smile.

**Mike's POV**

After 10 minutes of the guys, gals and i looking for tony, we gave up. We sat down and took a small break from the intense search for a lost tony. I know how he must feel. Heartbroken, knowing that his love of his life is gone, never to return. We were all shocked when the assistant told us mel had passed away, but tony was the most shocked out of all of us. I know tony has messed up several times, but i also know that he was reckless at the time and didn't really think him and mel would last. Turns out they pretty much did. Now that she is gone, i seriously have no idea how we or most importantly tony will be able to move on. She was the sunlight in our grey skies, whenever we had a bad day, she'd cheer us all up. She was a selfless person. she had problems to deal with, yet she took her time and helped others deal with theirs. I have no idea how she was able to come and go in and out of our lives just like that. We hate the fact that she is gone forever.

Tony's POV

i ran and ran, searching the room that held my mel. Row by row i checked each window, only to see strangers and more strangers hooked up to machines or being checked out by doctors and nurses. I was about to give up. I can't find her anywhere. She might aswell be gone.

"last two" i whispered to myself. I went up to the second to last room, glancing at the window. To my surprise, this window had its shades down. I knew i couldn't open it, but i had to. It was now or never. As i reached for the door handle, i swear i saw everything in slow-mo. This could be it. The room that held melodee could be right infront of me and all i had to do was simply turn the doorknob. The question was, is she alive? Or did god rip her sould away from us? I felt my warm fingers wrap around the cold doorknob.

this is it.

i creaked the door creaked open.

blinking one more time before looking into the room that held my fate.

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