What Hurts The Most

It's been nearly two weeks since the whole 'let me out my feelings and be rejected' incident. I feel better; I don't feel as sad or as angry anymore. I'm finally able to be around him again and act somewhat normal. I still love him and care for him though, how could I not?

The majority of the day had gone smoothly, like any other day, then it came to lunch time. I was sitting with my girlfriends out in the courtyard when Kat pointed Tony out to me. He was with his usual group of jocks and cheerleaders when I spotted Dani... hugging all up on Tony. I could feel my blood start to boil.

"Hey, you're better off without him anyways, he's such a douche." Kat said, attempting to cheer me up but all I could hear was an inaginary whistle blowing in my ears and all I could see was them. It was like a cartoon, you could practically see the steam coming from my ears. I had to snap myself out of it before I did something rash. I went about my business, angrily eating the remander of my salad and going to my next class, the class before last.


I sat in the corner as per usual, unbothered by anyone on most days but today Dani decided to pay me a visit. I balled my fists as she came near my desk.

"Well well well, guess you still weren't good enough for him. He'll always be mine." Dani reared a cheshire cat grin and glanced back at her little minions.

"Cat got your tongue?" one of her friends cackled.

"Listen, just stay away from him and we'll be good. You even look to him and I might have to do something I'd regret, okay?" In the bitchiest tone she could muster up and the most cynical smirk, she turned away.

"You do realize he's just going to cheat on you like he was doing before, right?" I said and I swear her head could have snapped off with the speed that she turned around.

"Excuse me, bitch? He never cheated on me." She laughed but it seemed uneasy. I chuckled.

"Right, sure he didn't. Here's a proposition; next house party he can go to and you can't, show up unexpectedly and see how much he's not cheating." I smirked and she looked a bit dumbfounded and walked back to her seat, no words said.

The day had long ended, I had to finish a research paper so I was stuck in the library for an hour after the school day ended. I still had to stop at my locker to get somethings but immediately regretted it when I saw Dani and her snickering friends right in front of it.

"Ahh there's our little bugger." She sneered and I rolled my eyes as I began to unlock my locker.

"So, not gonna say anything after trying to call out my boyfriend?" She said in a sickly sweet tone.

"I told you what I know, it's up to you to decide what to do with it." I said nonchalantly, trying to keep my cool.

"You're such a little bitch, you know? You honestly think I'm gonna believe you? A girl who has had a crush on him forever and got rejected by him? You're just bitter." She said and leaned against the lockers as I continued to pack my bag. I shut my locker and started to walk away from her when I was pulled aggressively to the ground.

"What the fuck!?" I yelled and tried to get back up only to be pinned by her foot on my chest. I could feel my heartbeat in my ears and started to get scared.

"Don't expect to just run your mouth and not have consequences, little girl." she sneered once again and dug her heel into the divot of my chest. I winced in pain as she pressed harder and harder until someone stopped her.

"You're lucky I have to be somewhere. Stay away from my boyfriend or it'll only get worse." With that, she spat on the ground near my petrified face and stormed off.

I slowly got up off the ground, brushed myself off and tried to wrap my head around what had just happened.

She really just threatened and physically assaulted me... over Tony and the common knowledge of everyone around her. It amazed me that her friends wouldn't even tell her what he was doing behind her back. Then again, most of them have flirted with Tony anyways.

I drove home, completely distracted over the whole Tony/Dani situation but tried my best to just brush it off and relax now that I was home.

Relaxation never lasts long though.

A knock at my door caused me to groan and get off of my all too comfortable bed.

I opened it and was pushed to the side as Tony came in.

"What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be with Dani or something." I said with a cough; I was caught off guard with him in my home. This hasn't been an issue for almost a month now.

I watched as he stood in my kitchen, not saying a word, his back turned to me.

"Hello? Tony?!" I yelled and he turned to face me finally.



"I fucked up." He said.

Notes

BAM. many things going on here. Might be 1-2 more chapters up today since I'm in the mood to write.

Don't forget to answer me on that BB story, I'd really like to know.

Hope everyone is fab today.
Love you all <3
~ Becca xx