I woke up with barley any sleep and turned to the clock beside my bed upstairs. 6:30am great.

I decided to get dressed and since I want things to be different then I'm going to need to be different, so I threw on a long sleeved Misfits belly shirt and long black skinny jeans with my combat boots. I let my pink and purple hair naturally fall, its not that hard with my emo haircut.

It was cooler in the mornings so I decided to grab my skateboard and drift around town for a bit and get a feel for the place so I grabbed my speed demon bored and went out the door.

I noticed that Vic, kid was on his porch but he wasn't alone, some guy with spiky hair was with him. I'll just ignore it and go on my way

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I came in the house sweaty and tired. According to my phone it was 8:30am.

the most interesting thing I found was an abandon park tso that's where I spent most of my time. My thoughts were soon interrupted by five boys in the living room shouting at a TV....video games.

I just put my board in the living room closet. I walked over only to hear a whistle from Mike.

"Awe babe you don't have to get dressed up to impress me, you already have." He said looking me up and down making me feel uncomfortable.

"Mike.'' Vic, said while shooting him a death glare. Mike, just turned his attention back to the game.

"Who are they.'' I said to Michael, while pointing to the two unfamiliar faces.

''Uh?Oh, that's Jaime, and that's Tony.'' He said pointing to them.

"Hia I'm Hime-time." Said the guy with spiky hair and an adorable dimply smile.

''Yooo I'm Tone.'' Cheered the one with a shy smile.

"Sup, now one of you scoot your ass over cuz I wanna play." I walked over and sat on the floor next to Vic.

"Here.'' Michael, said while handing me a controller."It's COD every man for himself."

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"FUCK YOU GUYS.'' Jaime, screamed while making a pouty face at us, he was loosing so bad. I was in third right behind Vic.

"Awe does Jaime need a binkie.'' Vic laughed.

"NO! Fuck you Vic.'' Jaime was getting really mad.

"DINNER." Aunt J, shouted from the kitchen. wow is it that late already? Damn it's 8:30pm.

We all went in and dug into her homemade pizza like a pack of wild animals. We were laughing and joking, this is now m life. Do I deserve this? It hurts so much inside, every laugh and smile feels so fake, was I ever really happy?

My thoughts got interrupted yet again but by Vic, this time.

"Hey you okay, you seem distant."He looked in my eyes.

"Yeah fine." I said in a small voice turning back to my food hoping he doesn't notice how broken I am. No one can know.

We ate and chatted about pointless things until about 10:30 I decided to go take a shower and head to bed.

As I laid in bed I thought about the past....I can't let things be the same I just can't.

I had yet another sleepless night.

Notes

So should I continue? and plzzzz comment how am doing and who you think she should up with!!

I shall let you decide who she falls for.
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