Give Me Therapy

I skipped therapy the next week because A) Tony would be there and B) I wasn't in the mood and my pregnancy was adding to it. Brendon, being a trooper, stayed with me the entire time and took care of me up until the next Thursday.

On thursday morning Brendon woke me up and questioned me about how I felt and if I wanted to go or stay. As much as I wanted to stay here and sit on the couch with Brendon on his lap, I sat up and decided to face the world one step at a time.

Brendon took a cab and we did the usual schedule of dropping me off and speeding away to the studio. "I'll see you in the morning." Brendon informs, pressing a kiss to my lips. I nod silently and make my way to the building as the car screeches off.

I quickly made my way to the building only to be stopped by a body pressing me against the wall. "Where's Brendon now?" Tony teases, pressing a rough kiss to my lips. Immediately I push away and kick him in the groin causing him to double over.

i ran as fast as I could to the door and rushed inside. "Cold day." I comment, before nodding my head at the secretary and entering Agnes' office. She clicked her pen, shoving chips into her mouth. "Hey!" She smiles before cleaning up quickly. "Didn't know you'd show up today!" She exclaims.

Who knew a therapist could be so excited to hear depressing life stories. "So um we're at the part where Kellin is okay?" She questions, glancing at her chart. "Yes."

*Flashback*

Today, Kellin was able to go home so I helped him to the car. We arrived home and Kellin went straight for the mattress to rest. I remained quiet and denied when he asked me to join him. It wasn't until the next day where I finally left the house. Kellin needed painkillers but we had no money.

The first thing that came to my mind was drugs but I didn't want to get into that anymore. I found myself standing in the alleyway where prostitutes roam. A couple guys surrounded me and I billed them immediately, a hundred a guy.

I sucked, I blew, I licked and I did unspeakable things that I never wanted to do. After, the guilt floated above me knowing Kellin was home not knowing what the hell I was up to. Silently, I bought his painkillers at the nearest drugstore and went straight home.

This time, Kellin was awake and smiling at me. "Hey." He grins. I just simply nod and hand him two pills. "I thought we didn't have money?" He raises an eyebrow. "I uh took a job at that bakery and did that." I lie, more guilting running down my throat.

"You're the best! I love you." He grins before kissing me lightly. "Love you too." I mumble, closing my eyes to stop the tears.

*End Flashback*

Agnes kept me past session time and she supported me and talked in a soft tone. I kept crying so she had to comfort me. She finally let me go and I didn't go home. Instead, I went down to the big studio to see Brendon. I wasn't going to sleep alone tonight.

I wasnt going to be lying away in that bed for hours on end waiting for Brendon to take the pain away with his soft voice. I needed him now and more than ever. Their secretary greeted me as she was getting ready to leave since it was late already being midnight.

I crept my way to the small room where Brendon would be. I knocked lightly and Dallon opened the door and stood back in surprise. "Maggie, what are you doing here?" He asks in surprise. "Who is it?" I hear Kenny call out. "Maggie." He calls back.

Brendon jumps up and nudges past Dallon. "What, what's wrong?!" He asks immediately. "My session. I just didn't want to be alone." I whisper. "Come here." He murmurs, pulling me into his arms. I let go onto him and his shirt, crying my eyes out as he ran his fingers through my hair.

For the rest of the time there, I remained sitting on Brendon's lap as he did vocals. It was almost as if he were singing me and I fell asleep onto his shoulder. He kissed the top of my head before continuing to do his vocals.

Ive be never felt more grateful in my life.

Notes

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