Don't You Ever Let Me Fall

I got home and of course none other than Kellin Quinn sat on the couch again. Vic smiled at me and Kellin smirked at me. I found it nauseating and I just scoffed. "I'll be on the roof." I inform leaving the room.

I took my sweet time undressing and dressing into comfortable clothes. Then I climbed onto the roof and played with the joint I purchased today. I finally lit it and blew out the smoke after a minute.

I felt a presence and of course, Kellin Quinn sat himself right next to me. "Mind passing that?" He sighs. He did not seem like the type to smoke at all but I feel like his feelings forced him to like my own.

Instead of sassing him, I handed him the joint which he gladly took. "Something's bothering you." Kellin states handing me the joint again. "Stupid Jason and the way he messes with my emotions." I shrug. "He just wants to be stupid friends and how can I when he broke my heart and that's all I know him for." I sigh.

"If you're his friend, maybe you have a chance to actually get back together with him." Kellin shrugs. "You could be right." I agree throwing the joint away. We sat in silence and I sighed in content. Suddenly, this urge was brought to be and I just grabbed Kellin and kissed him sloppily.

When we pulled away, I stared at him with wide eyes. "I'm an idiot." I sigh before stumbling off the roof.

-

It was Monday morning and I tiredly made my way to my classroom. The kiss was all I could think about. Why did I do that? What did Kellin think? Was he upset or angry? The knock on my door caused me to pry away from my thoughts.

"Hey." Jason nods at me. "I want to be friends." I blurt out suddenly. Jason's worried expression is replaced with a wide smile as he goes over to hug me. "Good." He sighs happily. His hug almost made me crumble into goo.

He always had that effect on me. He hugged me! Could this mean I'm closer to actually winning him back?! He kissed my cheek and whispered, "I've missed you."

Maybe I do have a chance.

-

Now that things were fixed between Jason and I even though I didn't want to, I made my way to Kellin's house to apologize. I knew he wouldn't be at my house due to our awkward moment on Friday.

I knocked lightly and I heard him tell his daughter to watch her TV. I smiled at how much of a good father he was. If I had kids, that would be my dream father to them. He opened the door and his face dropped at the sight of me.

"Yeah don't get your hopes up for her." I state entering. "Oh please do come in." He mumbles sarcastically. "Jason and I are friends. Took your advice and I'm gonna try and win him back." I state watching him sit on the couch and pulling his daughter onto his lap.

His face fell and he frowned before nodding. "That's great yo hear." He states blandly. "Kellin, I'm sorry for kissing you I know it was stupid and I was high and- " "We're good! I'm not even mad I mean you're a good kisser so.." He laughs.

"Oh, great!" I smile. "Now leave before I kick you out." he teases pointing at the door. I start to leave then suddenly turn around,

"I hate you." I smile a bit.

A smile grows on his face and he laughs,

"Ditto, Marilyn."

Notes

My internet was going so slow and so was the typing so I'm annoyed rn but ily guys and more than three comments for an update on Friday xo

PS- is it a good idea for her to win Jason back or should Kellin fight for her?! I wanna know who you think belong together more.