Scared. But Why?!?!

"It looks good!" I said laughing. I just cut Tonys hair and it really looks good. "Fine I believe you!" he said standing up from the chair he was sitting on. He looked hot. DAMN. I had an urge. "Kiss me." I said walking closer to him. "What?" he whispered. "You heard me." I mumbled pulling his head down. The kiss was deep and passionate. I pulled away a little bit. "Then, fuck. me." I said jumping up and wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He carried me to the bunks and we fucked.
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I covered my naked sweaty body in the sheet. I'm laying next to Tony. I laid on top of him kissing him. "I love you." He whispered in my ear. "I love you too." I whispered back. My phone started ringing. 'Mama' flashed on the screen. I pressed the green answer button. "Hola." I sang into the phone. "Joshlyn, I have bad news." her voice cracked. "What happened?!" I said concerned. "Kathrine passed away yesterday." she said in full sobs. my eyes started to water as well. Kathrine is my bestfriend since we were born. she helped me through highschool and helped me stop cutting and now she's gone! "What happened?" I asked frantically. "Well her and Carlos got in a fight and he stabbed her to death." she barely said through sobs. "Thanks Mama I love you." I said hanging up. Carlos was Kats Husband that I hated. He cheated on her so many time it's impossible to keep track! to make matters worse he was a horrible drunk, but, he was an alcoholic. I broke down. "S-she's g-gone." I stuttered. "Who?" he said concern lacing his voice. He knew Kat. They were really good friends, but they grew apart. "Kat. C-Carlos- stab, d-death." I made no sense, it's all, to DAMN hard. He understood me. He cradled me and let his own tears spill over.

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