Scared. But Why?!?!

"How did you not know?" Joshlyn asked. "I mean, I let you take my virginity when I was 20." she whispered snuggling in the crook of my neck. We were still on the beach watching to moon go down. "I loved you from the first time I met you, I just didn't think you felt the same." I whispered kissing the top of her head. she smiled and stood up. "Let's go back to the bus." she said putting her hand out to help me up. I took her small hand and pulled my self up. I put my arm around her waist and pulled her close to me. We walked on the bus and went to the bunks, Kayleigh was gone. I mentally thanked god. She crawled into her bunk and closed the curtain. I took my hoody and basketball shorts off. I bent down and picked her up bridal style and held her close to my body. "What are you doing?" She mumbled her eyes still closed. "Shh." i cooed to her. I set her in my bunk and crawled in after her. I wrapped my arms around her and fell into a peaceful sleep.
JOSHLYNS POV
NEXT MORNING
I woke up and remembered Tony brought me to his bunk. I crawled over him and went to the kitchen. There was a note on the counter, it read: The boys and I are going out till tomorrow early morning. -Vic.
I looked at the clock. 3:17. wow it's late. I ate some cereal and went back to the bunks. I grabbed Tonys hand and pulled him off his bottom bunk with a thud on the floor. "What the fuck." he mumbled. I sat on his stomach. "Get up Turtle!" I said poking his face. He groaned and opened his eyes. He smiled his wonderful smile. He grabbed me and flipped us over. His hair in his face. He leaned down and starting kissing me. I bit his lip, he slipped his tongue in my mouth. a low moan escaped my lips. He had me pinned down by my wrists. I wrapped my legs around him. He started kissing and nibbling on my neck. I pulled away smiling. "Maybe later, we are not even together though." I smiled and bit my lip realizing he's only wearing boxers. He stuck out his bottom lip and pouted. "Tease." he said standing up with me.

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