I wiped the tears away and headed towards the bathroom to see a hot bath already drawn for me as izzy said it would be like in the note. Around the bath there were four blank candles lit a pack of cigarettes, ash tray and lighter izzy knew I smoked and knew I would need some, I undressed and got into the hot bubble bath of Course with the light it was so relaxing I almost fell asleep a few times after what I’m guessing was hours of soaking in the tub listening to sleeping with sirens and pierce the veil I got out dried off got changed into my pajamas that izzy laid out on my bed and headed down stair where I saw izzy in the kitchen plating up dinner ,she didn’t hear me come in so I remained silent listening to her sing hold on till may mine and hers favorite song

“And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground, I heard the train shake the windows, you screamed over the sound, as we own the night I put your body to the test with mine, this love was out of control, 3 2 1 where did it go?” she sounded like an angel when she sang I always told her she should start a band and move to san diego all she would say to me is fuck the band lets just move their just me and you huh? How does that sound I remember that conversation like it was yesterday I think I was six at the time before I knew it she was saving every lunch money she was given by the monster to just in hope one day me and her would get out of the hell we were living in to go to san diego and start over. As I was deep in thought reminiscing about those days I didn’t notice that she had noticed my presence and place a plate of burritos in front of me and of course being the girl I am the smell of my favorite food snapped me out of my memories of when it was simpler than it was as I got older.


“ How was you bath lol? Are you ok? What’s going on in the pretty mind of yours? She cooed

“ The bath was great thank you iz and I’m okay was just lost in thought as you already know as for what I was thinking about I was thinking about when we were younger and made the decision to move to san diego as soon as we could “ I softly reply my voice is still raspy as my throat is still messed up

“ Ah that’s what I almost forgot lol we are moving there soon as your senrior year is finished as you only have a few months left your teachers don’t care that you haven’t been there the school are still going to let you graduate as you had no choice in the matter on being off “ izzy exclaims excitingly

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