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I Count Your Heartbeats Before You Sleep

Maybe I Just Got In The Way

I woke up the next morning to a delicious smell.

"Hey there miss beautiful lady!" Tony came in the room with a tray of food. I took a look at the tray in front of me and saw eggs, pancakes and a glass of orange juice.

"Aw Tony I should of done this to you! You're the hangover one!" I laugh and take a sip of my juice.

"Nah it wasn't that bad..I still remember everything from last night." Tony winked at me after he finish stuffing a pancake in his mouth.

"Oh do you now? Well these are my pancakes you silly!" I hit his arm playfully.

After I finish eating Tony headed into the shower. I stayed in his room as I waited for him but suddenly my eyes felt heavy. I let my eyes take over me and fall into a deep sleep.

I woke up minutes later in a room I did not recognize. It seem pretty big but was used as a closet for clothes. I stood up but then it hit me, I'm in Tony's place. I was about to step out when I noticed I had nothing on but my jeans. I grab one of Tony's shirts and place it over my shoulders. I heard yells coming from downstairs. I step out of the closet and onto Tony's room.

I step out of Tony's room as quietly as possible, I peek my head over and see a blonde talking to my Tony, her back facing me. Wait it's Stephanie. That slut, wait no that's his girlfriend which means...I'm the slut. Shit.

Tony looks up, our eyes make contact, his eyes widened which made Stephanie turn around to see what he was looking at. I quickly pull my head back and head back straight into Tony's room. What is she doing here, what am I going to do now! I kept thinking about the situation I was until I heard foot steps coming from downstairs. I didn't react fast as Stephanie was now staring at me angrily. Tony behind her with worry in his eyes.

"Who's this Tony? Oh it's you Melodee! Tony you're cheating on me!!"

"No, Steph I can explain!" I stood quiet until I saw Tony's eyes starting to form water. He really likes Stephanie and I just got in the way with my freaking feelings.

"Stephanie no. He wasn't cheating on you, he just helped me because I felt sick and I needed company." I managed to say.

"Then why are you wearing his shirt?" Stephanie sobbed out.

"I had an accident on mine.. I puked. " Stephanie's frown turn into a half smile. She faced Tony, he hugs her as Stephanie later looks up and places her lips on his. Nice going Mel you could have had Tony all for yourself but I had to care for their relationship.

"Well I'm heading home thanks for every thing Tony!" I tried not to sound angry or disappointed but failed as Tony looks at me with a frown. I shook my head letting him know I'm 'fine', but clearly I'm not.

"Stephanie wait here I'll go leave Mel downstairs." Tony followed behind me trying to catch up but I wouldn't let him as I ran down the stairs.

"Mel wait up! I know what I said last night and I meant it all!" Tony whispered yelled. I turn to face Tony with tears running down my face. He came closer and wiped one away with his thumb I slightly push it away but not hard enough, his touch sent electricity through my whole body which froze me apparently.

"Did you really Tony? Why were you crying then, why were you crying when Stephanie saw me!?" I tried my best not to yell. I step out of the house as well did Tony. He closed the door behind him and stopped me from leaving.

"Mel I was about to cry because I was scared I was going to loose you!" I stood quiet thinking if he was being honest.

"Some things just... Some things just make sense, And one of those is you and I. Some things just make sense, And even after all this time I'm still into you. I've always been." I felt tears fall once again but this time Tony brought me into his arms.

" Then what about Stephanie?" I ask facing Tony.

"Ermm.. " I interrupted him and push him off me.

"You like her don't you? Tony I..I just got in the way.. I'm sorry I'll just leave." I look down and make my way back home. I had to walk home since I hadn't brought my car last night.


After what happened yesterday I really have felt like crap. I know I can't change life, but I regret what happened between Tony and I. I've made a mistake, I got in the middle of a relationship. I lay on the couch as memories from last night repeated in my head, When I heard a knock on the door. I expected to find Tony on the other end apologizing. I grab the remote control from the coffee table and flip the t.v off. I made my way to the door and pulled it open.

"Look Tony I do-" I stopped realizing it wasn't Tony.


"Mel can I come in?" I put my arm in the air letting him know he can come in. He walk towards the nearest chair and sat. I did the same but instead took a seat on the couch.
"Tony told me about what happened and wanted me to check on you." I shook my head hearing Tony's name be mentioned.

"Mel he's really into you!" I shook my head once more disagreeing.

"Listen remember when you went to Boston?" I nod. "Yeah well he always asked for you and that was when we didn't even knew him, you could totally tell he liked you!" I nod. "Yeah well he always asked for you and that was when we didn't even knew him, you could totally tell he liked you!" I felt a tear run down my cheek as I thought about what Vic's information on Tony before we knew him. He cared for me, maybe Tony wasn't lying after all. Still I never know if Vic is lying and just trying to make me feel better.

"Vic... Are you lying?" I ask as Vic gets near me and places his hand over my shoulder. " Mel, have I ever lied to you?" I shake my head. "Then..why would I lie now?" That is very true besides Tony, Vic has always been there for me, the other guys as well but Vic just always knew how to fix things. Jaime is always there when I need to cheer up or to make a laugh. Mike is there for me if I ever need help with beating up guys or a hit of his weed. Mike is a really funny dude when he's high I laughed out loud thinking about what I just thought forgetting Vic was here.

"What's so funny?" Vic chuckled.
"Just thinking how you, Jaime, and Mike have always been here for me." I laughed.
"And that's funny?" I continue laughing as I shake my head. "No. No it's just Mike..He's funny when he gets high!" Vic laughed as so did I.

"Remember when he got high during school and he flipped off Mr.Pulicer?!" I laugh as Vic did that cute thing he does when he laughs, his nose crunches up, his nose ring stretches as his eyebrows crunch closer.

"Yes!! I do remember! That day was A day to remember!"

"Yeah..yeah it is! Well Mel come with me I want you to hear us perform again but no Stephanie this time!" Vic said as he stood up and place his arm for me to grab it.

"Okay let me well I'm changed so okay but Tony is going to be there isn't he? Did you guys plan this?"

"Yes Mel tony is going to be there. And no we didn't plan this. Now lets go I don't want you in here by yourself." I nod and grab Vic's hand. We head straight into Vic's car and head to his place.

The drive to Vic's place was actually quite fun. We talked and laughed, I really just wish I could hear them perform and leave but I know I had to face what was coming.

"Well we are here! Coming?" I nod grabbing my purse from behind the seat. I step out of the car only to be find with hugs. I laugh not noticing I drop my purse.

"Kim-Kim! I barely got here!"

"Yeah but can you believe in 2 weeks we are graduating!" Kimberly said hoping off me and straight on to Vic once she saw him. Vic placed her legs around his waist and hug Kimberly as they start to make their way into the house. I follow behind keeping my head down.


Hey guys! my readers guess what so I've decided not to change the name after all bcs it's too much work! And I rather write more chapters than change the whole thing with the name and stuff. So anywho, I have a big idea for a chapter but I feel like I rush things it's just I don't like to separate them!!;( haha comment and tell me what you think please! comments inspire me to keep writing!
Bye guys c:


Omg this was so awesome please update soon! This is one of the best stories ever man!
Darling Darling
I would just like to point out that there was a typo that made me laugh my ass off! "...I grabbed his back hair..." OMFG THAT MADE MY DAY. XD
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Of course lol =)
Ashlynn202 Ashlynn202
this is the best story iv'e read so far <3333
Arcelia_Fuentes Arcelia_Fuentes
Aww! You're welcome! :D
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