Mike's POV

I'll tell you all about my time with Bianca. It was fun. But not always.

I met Bianca at a senior party as I started a new school in San Diego after being kicked out of my previous school. She was beautiful. A bit of a rebel, that you could tell. I remember the day after when I saw her again. I won't lie I was surprised to see her.

I recognised her straight away as the girl from the night before. I told Vic exactly who she was. As time went by things between us got more heated. We'd argue, fight, scream at each other. Then of course jump into bed & have sex. It was the same routine.

Her best friend Tony never agreed with me. He didn't like me. Can't say I blame him now. He joined mine & Vic's band along with Jaime Preciado. We soon hit the big time. That's when things got even worse. We got so busy with the band we forgot what really mattered the most.

Bianca.

I saw her, once or twice. The last time being her walking in on me hooking up with some chick I had just met. It hurt her. It was over a year later I saw her again. She was more mature, more grown up. She had made something of herself.

I took advantage of her, took her for granted. Even when I found out she had lied to us. That caused a lot of arguments. But like the past, it ended up in us two jumping into bed once again. Everyone said me & her were cute together, despite our differences. Although her best friend was in love with her, anyone could tell which made me want her even more.

I wish I could change how I handled everything. I wish I had never turned to the drink so much, I wish I had treated her differently.

If I'd of known how broken she really was I would of done something, stopped myself from losing control. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt her. I loved her, why would I want to purposely hurt the girl I loved?

Finding her after she had committed broke me, I turned to the drink once again. I didn't care, I just wanted my Bianca back. I never hid it, not like the others. They weren't letting their emotions out, just because precious little Tony needed some support.

We all needed the support. Every time I look at her little girl, a little part of me breaks even more. I wanted to father that child more than anything in the world. I can't possibly tell you what I imagine the future to be like without her.

What I'm trying to say is that she turned my whole world upside down the night I met her. I really fell in love with her, I didn't expect to fall hard & fast but I did. She was a beautiful young girl who had her whole life ahead of her.

If only she had waited, it would of got better.

I wish I could of saved the girl I love from leaving me.

I just pray she's in a better place. She'll always be in my mind & heart.

I miss her & I always will.