Red.

*Emma's P.o.v.*
The silent buzz and vibration of my phone on the nightstand rang through the darkened room. I turned on my side facing the light that was emitting from my phone, I reached over flipping it down the light no longer being a bother or source of light. It had been a day and I feel as if I have lost everything I've ever know. It was one thing being able to see the man I adored a majority of the time because of my daughter but the pain that has now overtaken has no words to be explained. The numbness that has taken over, is this what true heartbreak feels like? I shut my eyes my body shuddering as the silent tears fell.
Missing him came in waves. Tonight I was drowning.

*Mike's P.o.v.
I closed the door behind me, the guys sitting all in similar positions. Leaning forwards, elbows on their knees, hands clasped, heads down.
"where's dawn?" I questioned not catching sight of my daughter.
Vic looked up at me shaking his head, "We sent her with alysha, look Mike I think we need to talk." I nodded my head taking a seat across from the boys.
"well what's up what do you guys want to talk about?" I questioned. They all looked up at me in disbelief sharing side glances.
"you can't be serious man." Tony spoke.
I looked at him shaking my head, " what are you guys getting at I really don't know what your getting at."
Vic stood up quickly anger flashing over his features.
"Jesus Mike you can't be serious, you see this this is why em left, its been a fucking day and you have already forgotten about the mother of your child the only one who fucking cared about you!" Vic shouted pointed at me accusingly.
I scoffed, "you have some fucking nerve Vic, if she cared so much she wouldn't have left, if she cares so much she wouldn't have fucked my own brother!" I shouted standing out of anger.
"would you have fucking cared if it was someone else she was having sex with Mike or is it just cause it was me!" He shouted back getting closer.
I shoved vic back, " of course I would have I love her vic, it hurts more that it was you because she's mine." Vic shook his head hanging it low, "she was yours Mike...was, you held her at hands length while she held you the closest she could, your here smiling enjoying your life with dawn and alysha while she ignores our calls and our texts because she trying to forget the one person who held all importance in her world. You said that you loved her and she believed everyword you said she believed everything you said." Vic spoke, before taking a seat once more. I stood there letting the words settle in the realization hitting me like car, I was blindsided. I took slow steps back reaching for the door, I ran out running down the hall.
Alysha came into view her back pressed against the door, a glare prominent on her face.
"where's Dawn I questioned I need to see her." I said reaching past her to swipe my card. Alysha pushed me back glaring at me once more.
" I put DAWN to bed, she's fine." Alysha spoke irritation evident in her voice.
I raised a brow, "what's wrong babe you okay." I questioned reaching a hand out to relax her.
Alysha smacked my hand away, pushing off the door to stand in front of me.
"you lover her don't you Mike." I squinted my eyes in confusion at the blonde in front of me, my eyes widening when it hit.
"you didn't think I'd find out did you, didn't think I was going to hear yours and vics shouting match from down the hall?" She questioned her voice raising.
"alysha im sorry please."
"no Mike save it what you and her had is over, I never want you to see her again I don't care if your doing this for her daughter I refuse to let you see her your getting married to me, you love me and that is final." Alysha spoke before turning opening the door and slamming it behind her. I slid down the wall head in my hands. The door opened and closed next to me, small hands prying at mine. I looked up to see dawn with a nest of hair.
"whas wron dadde?" Dawn questioned smoothing out my hair.
"daddy messed up baby girl." I said pulling her onto my lap. Dawn grabbed my face in her tiny hands, "it's otay dadde I kno but we can fis it." I Shook my head kissing her hand, "sorry baby girl I don't think I can I truly messed everything up."
Dawn smiled squeezing my cheeks more, " I kno you luv momma dadde I can fis it." Dawn smiled at me a certain sparkle in her eye.

Maybe we can fix it.

Notes

Thoughts? Guys I will soon be starting a new story anyone you would love to see me write about next?! Vic, Jaime, Tony, Mike?! Let me know!
-Padme.