Hidden in Plain Sight

*Jaime's POV*

Flatline. That was it. She had died. She had left me here and I never got to say goodbye. I am wrapped with so much pain it's unbearable. The sound of her monitor sent me into a fit of painstaking agony, wracked with tears and rickety breaths. There is no way she can leave me. No not now, not ever. I can't bare the thought of never seeing her again.

Her body lay on the hospital bed, her cold hand held by mine. My tears still haven't stopped, breathing still isn't steady. The doctors try to calm me down but they don't understand the pain I'm in. My hand is shaking, ready to wrap itself around her body, just to hold her once more, but it can't.

I stand up, walking to her side. Her face, so peaceful, so beautiful. The doctor walks in, a cloth ready to cover her face. The sight sends a lightning bolt through my heart. One more look at her face, I press my lips to her forehead, in one last, the very last kiss. Tears fall from my eyes once again, falling like a waterfall as the doctor covers her face. I say ever so softly, one last goodbye, before I crash into my chair, falling apart like a blown up building.

That's it. I'm a blown up building. My heart the bomb and her life the trigger. My heart has been blown up and now my walls are crashing down, the tears as the dust of the building. Everything is gone. I am gone. I may as well be the ash of a burned out fire. The doctors lift me from my chair. I can't even move. They walk me out of the room and I am down again. She's gone. I'm gone.

I haven't contacted the guys at all yet. It's been 5 hours since she collapsed and my phone has been going crazy with them calling me, but I just couldn't answer them. But now, now I have to face them. I'm not even sure I can without falling apart. But the doctor guides me to the waiting room.

Walking down the white halls, the clock struck 1:30am. It's so late. Through one set of doors and I am in the waiting room. I find the guys and gals asleep on each other's shoulder but Carly rests on her own. They all looks so peaceful, sleeping so uncomfortably, but I had to wake them. Softly, I shake Carly until she wakes up drowsily. When she wakes fully, she looks me in the eye. Then and there she saw me breaking down. Her arms wrapped around my neck and my arms around her middle. I cried into her shoulder for what seemed like ages.

She sat me down in her chair before waking the rest. They all shot up and new she had died. Wrapped with hugs and soothing words, I felt a little something with the comfort of my friends, but it didn't mask the pain I was in. I'm not sure how long I sat there for, but it felt like forever. But it felt just like minutes ago I was holding her hand for the first time. It seemed just like yesterday I made my first move and kissed her lips. And it feels just like seconds ago that we celebrated one year together.

I can only imagine how long it will be until I finally come to terms with her death, if i ever do.

Notes

Hey I'm back! I'm sorry for the short chapter but I think it's good enough. Haha.

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