It feels so right, I just know it's wrong.

Victor's P.O.V.

Well what if I don't want to just be your student?" Kellin asked.

"What? What are you saying?" I asked. I could feel myself blush.

"What if I want you in a different way? What if I want to kiss you again? What if I like you?"

"Kellin, stop." I demanded.

"What if I want a chance?" Kellin asked, walking right in front of me. Is he seriously saying this? I mean he’s attractive but he’s my student…

"W-we can'-"

"Stop with the excuses! I don't care if you"can't", I only care if you"want". Do youwantto? Do you wantto kiss me?" Kellin asked.

"Kellin, I don't want to hurt you." I replied. Kellin got closer to my lips and stared down at them for a second. Kiss me.

"Then don't." Kellin whispered. How could he even say this to me? To his teacher? "I can keep a secret...I'm sure you can too." Kellin whispered. I swallowed hard, trying to fight the urge to kiss him. Then Kellin leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. I couldn’t resist. His lips were so soft, I found myself kissing back. I can’t do this.

"This is totally unprofessional.." I sighed, pulling away although I didn’t want to.

"Please?..." Kellin insisted. I looked at him, biting my lip then he nodded slowly. He looked so defeated. How could I say no to him? When our lips reconnected, Kellin’s hands trailed down to my back. I groaned, moving my hands down to his ass. I squeezed Kellin’s ass in my hands as I picked him up and placed him on my lap as I sat down. My lips made their way to Kellin’s neck. I nibbled, sucked, and kissed softly. I was craving him so bad.

"Mmm.." Kellin moaned softly, gripping onto my hair. Just that turned me on more than it should have. He’s a teenager, his hormones are probably everywhere right now.

"I-Is that too much?.." I asked.

"No. I love it..." I have to stop.

"You should get home...it's getting late.." I spoke. Kellin didn’t say anything but grind his hips into mine. I moaned again. It just feels so good.

"Ah, fuck...K-Kellin, stop."

"I want you." Kellin whispered, grinding his hips down harder and faster. I moaned for the second time, wanting to feel him and touch him and-no, what the hell am I thinking? Calm down, Victor. Then I felt myself start to get a little too turned on. Okay, that’s enough.

"Fuck, Kellin...you're impossible." I moaned once again. I picked him up and set him down to the floor.

"I'm taking you home." I spoke. I grabbed Kellin’s hand and started walking towards the door. I could feel Kellin intertwine our fingers together and couldn’t help but smile when he did.

"Kellin, you're not gonna tell anyone about this, right?" Am I really giving this boy a chance?


"No, I promise. Just promise me you won't ignore me anymore." Kellin responded.


"I promise." I smiled. We walked out to the parking lot, got into my car and soon enough I was taking Kellin home.

“So, how old are you?...” I asked. I only know his name, I have to ask sometime.

“16….but I’ll be 17 in four months. I-I’m not suggesting that we’ll last that l-long, but we could. I-I mean, if you want. We’ll jus-“

“Kellin, calm down.” I laughed. He was getting nervous. It was cute.

“Right…sorry.”

“No, I think it’s cute…you’re cute.” I admitted. Kellin’s cheeks burned red.

“S-so how old are you?” Kellin asked.

“26. You can see why I’m so nervous about this…I mean, I could lose my job, or get arrested, or go to ja-“

“I won’t let that happen.” Kellin cut in.

“Are you sure you want to try this? I’m nothing special. I’m just an older guy who happens to be your teacher. I’m sure you can find someone at your school that you like.” I don’t even know why I’m saying this. I actually really want to try this whole thing with Kellin. He’s a great guy…I just want what’s best for him.

“Victor, I like you. I’m not gonna change my mind and pretend like I don’t feel anything when I kiss you. I really want to try this, but if you don’t want to..”

“No, I do, I do. I’m just nervous about this…”

“Okay…Oh and um…I’m sorry for…you know…” Kellin trailed off.

“For what?” I asked.

“For doing that thing…don’t make me say it.” Kellin mumbled. I didn’t know what he meant but then I remembered.

“Oh, no it’s okay. I liked it…” I admitted.

“Are you sure? You wanted me to stop pretty soon…”

“Kellin, don’t take it that way…I really, really enjoyed it. I didn’t want you to stop…but you had to. You’re a teenager and I’m sure your hormones are everywhere, but you’re gonna have to control yourself better if we’re gonna be together…” I spoke. Kellin smiled towards the end.

“I will. I can try.” Kellin laughed. “We should go on a date.” Kellin suggested.

“A date? When?” I asked.

“Tomorrow? I wanna get to know you better. I can’t drive though…”

“I’ll drive. Where do you wanna go?” I asked with a smile.

“Anywhere. You pick.”

“Alright, than it’s a surprise.” I replied with a smirk. Kellin looked at me admiringly; I swear I could just fall into those blue eyes of his.

“You know, for a younger guy, I sure am attracted to you.” I stated.

“Well, aren’t I a lucky guy?” Kellin chuckled. When I pulled up to Kellin’s house, I felt kind of bummed. I don’t want him to leave…

“Guess you gotta go now.” I sighed. I looked at Kellin, he sort of just stared at the house. I don’t know if I was being paranoid or something but, I swear I saw fear in Kellin’s eyes.

“Kellin, you okay?” I asked.

“Y-yea…Victor?”

“What?” I asked. When Kellin’s worried eyes looked back at me, he simply leaned in and pressed a soft, short peck to my lips. “I’ll see you tomorrow…”

“Yea…I’ll see you tomorrow.” I answered. Kellin was about to leave but I couldn’t let him go just yet.

“Wait. Um…” I rushed to look for a pen and paper. Then I remembered the class had homework. Hmm. I got the homework out and ripped a piece of paper off of it and wrote down my number.

“Here…c-call me tonight?” I spoke shyly. Kellin blushed, giving me a smile and nodding.

“I will. I’ll even sing you to sleep.” Kellin smirked.

“I hope so. Oh and you have homework. Sorry.” I laughed. I handed him the homework and he gave me that ‘what the fuck?’ face.

“Hey, you’re still my student. I’ll help you with it if you want.” I chuckled.

“Fine. Dick.” Kellin laughed. He blew a kiss my way before heading off to his front door. I bit my lip, feeling all bubbly and weird. Even after leaving Justin I’m still doing illegal things. And the reason is still the same. I’m doing it for a boy.

Notes

I WROTE THIS ONCE. AND IT. FUCKING. DELETED. IT WAS PERFECT AND UGH. AND JUST.


So sorry if it's shit. ._. ;_; oh and I just found my old Bratz CD from when I was like 9 and omg, it's actually still really good and I remember all the lyrics xD lol! That's childhood for ya!

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