It feels so right, I just know it's wrong.

Kellin's P.O.V.

I walked up to my house, smiling like an idiot. Man, I got lucky. I'm not a lucky person, so the fact that I got lucky enough to be dating an older, attractive, and great guy is just...it's fucking insane. My smile soon dropped when I realized my parents would be furious. My stupid self landed a week of detention!

I walked into the house, expecting to get yelled at by my mother and beat up by my father, only to come in and see something much worse than me getting hurt.

"Kellin, Kellin help me..." My mom choked out. My eyes widened in fear, I ran over to her as fast as I could.

"What happened? Where's dad?" I looked down at her stomach, she had blood pouring out onto the floor. I felt tears spill from my eyes.

"He...he's out f-for a drink-"

"Did he do this to you?! What the fuck is wrong with him?! He's fucking sick!"

"K-Kellin, baby...calm d-down...he just got man-"

"He can't do this though! This is too far! we need to get you to the hospital!" I yelled in panic. I put my arms beneath her body and began to get up, until she stopped me. She held my hand in hers.

"No, Kellin. it's too late, sweetie..."

"No, no it's not, it's not too late!" I was sobbing now. But I couldn't move. I was shaking, holding her as tight as I could. "Mom, don't say that...p-please"

"P-Promise me, you'll g-get away from him as fast as you c-can. Leave, now"

"No, I won't leave you..."

"Leave, Kellin...it doesn't hurt anymore...I'm okay, I love you so mu-much a-and I'm so so-sorry for letting him d-do so many things to you...I'm so sorry baby." My mom was crying her eyes out, her blood was getting all over my hand, and I couldn't stop shaking.

"It's not your fault, it's not your fault," My mom was loosening her grip on my hand. "Mom, I love you. I love you so m-much, please don't leave me..." I begged.

"Pr-promise me.." My mom whispered.

"I-I promise, I promise. D-Don't go.." I whispered. My mom smiled at me wearily before letting her head fall back and her eyes shut.

"No...mom...wake up, come on...wake up." I shook her roughly to try and get her to open her eyes again. To see those hazel eyes one last time...but she didn't She didn't move, she didn't open her eyes...she wasn't breathing and there wasn't even a heartbeat in her chest anymore.

"NO! MOM! WAKE UP!" I screamed through the tears. "This can't, this can't be happening! No, no, no...I love you so much..."

I held her tight in my arms. I stayed that way with her for over an hour, crying, shaking, screaming, and not letting her go. My dad wasn't home yet, thank god. I kissed her forehead for the last time and set her down softly on the floor. I couldn't stop crying and I wasn't going to anytime soon. I got up, realizing my whole shirt was covered in blood...It just made me even more upset. I ran upstairs. I'm gonna keep the promise. I have to...I have to leave.

I closed my door, locked it and quickly went over to my closet, taking my clothes out and stuffing them into a duffel bag I had. I went over to my drawers, took my notebook out, and most importantly, took out a necklace my mom had given me when I was 10.

I grabbed my backpack and made sure I had everything with me. If my dad's at the bar right now, I wouldn't be able to leave out the front door; he'd see me on his way back. I guess I'm going out my window.

I opened my window, jumped out, and ran through my backyard. I threw my stuff over the fence to the neighbors yard and jumped over the fence. Lucky for me, no one was outside, so I ran past the house, ending up at a street I didn't know. I sighed and went left. I walked for hours, not knowing where I was going. I don't have anywhere to go. Then I finally came up to the school. Should I? Do I have anywhere to go?

Wait...I can call Victor? Fuck it, I'm desperate. I pulled my phone out, realizing I only had 30% battery left. I pulled out the slip of paper with Vic's number on it and dialed it quickly.

"V-Victor?...It's me...Kellin." I silently cursed myself for the way my voice cracked. I hadn't stopped crying, I'm being quiet now though.

"Kellin? You better have a good excuse to why you woke me up at 12am." Victor chuckled. He sounded tired. I didn't even realize what time it was.

"I um...s-sorry..."

"It's okay. At least you called."

"I-I know it's a lot to ask....b-but can I um...I um...I don't have anywhere to go, Vic...I'm at the school right n-now and I just..." I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down again, I tried to stop but I just couldn't get my mother's image out of my head. "I'm s-sorry.."

"Kellin, why are you crying?....I'm coming to get you, okay? Stay at the school, don't leave. I'm coming." Victor spoke. I kept crying and he hung up. I fell to my knees, burying my face in my hands, not caring about the blood that was still on them. I cried and cried, until finally I heard a car come up. I heard a door slam and then I heard feet running in my direction.

"Kellin! Kellin, let's go." I uncovered my face. To see Victor holding a hand out to me.

"I wouldn't..." I whispered. He looked at my hands, then my shirt, and my face.

"Kellin, what happened to you?!"

"C-Can I tell y-you lat-later?" I sobbed.He nodded his head, taking my stuff and putting it in his car. He came back over to me and picked me up. He sat me in the car and got in, driving off.

I couldn't stop crying. I was crying so loud, my chest hurt. Victor looked over to me and held my hand.

"Victo-"

"I don't care." He intertwined our fingers together even though my hand was covered in blood.

"Th-thank you.." I whispered. I held my necklace in my other hand and stared at it. I can't believe she's fucking gone.

We were finally at Victor's house after about twenty minutes of driving. He helped me with my things and soon enough we were inside his house.

"Come on, let's clean you up..." Victor spoke. He lead me into the bathroom and washed my hands in the sink first.

"I uh...you're shirt..." Victor spoke awkwardly. I'd take it off but then he'd see my bruised skin.

"Um...d-do I have to?"

"Yea, silly..." Victor chuckled. I slowly moved my shaking hands up to my shirt and took it off. I avoided my gaze from Victor.

"Kellin...what's all this?" Victor asked. I didn't answer. I just shut my eyes. I felt his hand fall on my chest. That's when I looked at him. He ran his hand all over me.

"Does it hurt?"

"N-No...but my head hurts..."

"I'll get you some pain killers. Don't move." Victor said, walking out of the bathroom. I didn't do anything until he came back and gave me the pills.

"D-Do you mind sleeping in my room?...I don't have an extra one..." Victor asked shyly. His cheeks went pink.

"I don't mind. You're my boyfriend, remember?.." I whispered, smiling just a little. Victor didn't seem too used to calling me his boyfriend.He smiled at me and took my hand. We went up to his room and he got out the extra pillow.

"I usually don't sleep with um..."

"Clothes?" I asked.

"Y-yea..."

"I don't either." I spoke. I was too sad to even care about anything right now, that I just took my pants off and climbed into the bed. Victor's face was red. He looked around the room awkwardly before taking his own clothes off, leaving his boxers on, and getting into bed too.

"We'll talk about what happened tomorrow, okay?" Victor asked, turning to me. I nodded, not trusting my voice to speak right now. Victor held my hand and put the blanket over us.

"Goodnight Kellin."

I leaned in and kissed his lips. He wasn't expecting it so when I pulled away he just kissed me. "Goodnight, Victor." I hastily snuggled into him and shut my eyes. I could feel him wrap his arms around me and then I was finally asleep.

Notes

riwghkwrngjldmx finally updated! It's sad, I'm sorry ;_;

I added some fluff to make it all better though!

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