Remember Me?

I put the jacket around me a little tighter around my body. I glanced at my phone.
9:00pm.
"Alia." I turn around see him standing there.
"You're here." He finally kept his time promise.
"Alia. Please let me explain..." I put my hand infront of me. His opened arms fall at his sides.
"I don't want you close to me." I said.
"Alia.. Wow. You look like your mother." He said. "Alia.. Sweetheart,.. I'm sorry."
"and you think that two over used words will fix me?" I said.
"No... I was young. I was confused."
"I was there until I was 15. Why didn't you come back?" That's what I came for. The reason why.
"Because I was scared you'd hate me for leaving you for so long.."
"how did you know it was me?" He comes closer and touches my cheek.
"Your birthmark." He presses his thumb at it. "Your mother had one in her leg."
" Don't bring mom into this conversation. she had nothing to do with this." He backs up.
"you're right." He stays quiet. I look at him closely. He hasn't changed at all... At least not that much. Just more tattoos and less hair. "Alia... I'm sorry. I knew I should've kept that promise, but just seeing you reminding me so much of your mother... I couldn't. Four years was all I could take."
"so mom did die giving birth to me?" He nods. "Wow. and you couldn't think for one second that she would have wanted you to take care of me and not just lie to me of coming back, for year. YEARS! I waited for you... And that stupid trip to the fucking zoo." My throat ached, my heart kept in breaking.
Strength.
Be Strong Alia.
"Could you stop being a selfish fucking machine and think about how that decision would've affected my life?! Maybe you didn't! You didn't want me...you never did." I said.
"Alia. That's not true."
"ITS FUCKING TRUE MICHEAL!" I snapped. His face was in complete shocked and I was shocked myself. I never snapped at anyone. Not even my adoptive parents.. No turning back now. "ITS FUCKING TRUE. DONT YOU THINK THAT IF YOU WOULD HAVE STOP THINKING ABOUT THE BAND YOU WERE IN WHILE I WAS LEARNING MY ABC's WITH STEPAHN, WE WOULDNT BE IN THIS SITUATION?! DIDNT YOU EVER THINK THAT?" Tear ran down my face, hot and fast. I wiped them with my hand, then stood up straight.
"all I needed was a reason behind all this.. But now I know why."
He looked at me with hurt eyes.
"you were a coward. And you'll always be one." He stands up and his face was furious.
"COWARD? YOU THINK I WAS FUCKING COWARD?"
"WHAT OTHER REASON IS THERE IN ALL THIS?!" I waved my arms around. "YOU COULDNT HANDLE ME! I BEGGED YOU TO NOT GO. WHAT YOU SAY? ILL BE BACK. THAT SHITTY LIE I HELD ON FOR SO LONG!"
"ALIA!"
"STOP! DONT COME CLOSER." I yelled at him. "I don't want you near me." His eyes were filled with hurt and guilt once more. "The same way you pushed me away, is the same way I'll push you away. Little by little I gave up in you.. When all the sadness turned into hate. " I said softly. "Coward. That's what you were. You chose the band life before me. Your creation. Your blood." I shake my head and let out a hard chuckle.
"Alia.. Please.. Give me another chance.. I could make it all up to you."
"15 years without you is a lot, Mike." I couldn't call him my father anymore. It didn't seem to fit. "Fifteen thousand tears I cried... Were you there to comfort me? No. Where you there when I went home with a busted lip or scared wrists? No."
I knew one way I could make him feel guilty.
"You're the reason behind my own hate. The hate I have towards myself. The reason behind my suicides attempts and my scars. You're the reason behind them all."
I walk up to him and gave him the pass. he didn't look at me anymore. I knew that I had shattered him into pieces.

the same way he did to me.

"have a nice tour." I said. I turned my heel and beganto walk away from the man I use to call my father.

Notes

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