I ran.
and ran.
and ran.

My legs were begging for a stop, my breathing out of my control but I didn't stop. I didn't want too. I wanted to run away from everything. Everything left behind me, but the more I ran, the more I felt lonely. It's just this emptiness inside me... I don't why I feel it. I don't know why.

Once I did stop from my escape from...... Him, I was sitting in a curb about five blocks away from the venue. It was pretty lonely, just a few more fans hanging ou with ADTR but no Pierce the Veil.

Why did i run?

I was the coward now.
No i wasn't.
if I were the coward right now, I would be home, probably crying or cutting, not here.
But I was one.
I came to face my problem, then left like a little girl to her mother. I wiped my face from all the dried tears and just stared at the road.
"Alia?" I turn my head and see a girl with auburn hair. I wonder who she was. And how did she know my name?
"how you know my name?"
"dad told me. I'm Daniella, but call me Dani. I'm Jaime's daughter." I sighed. This hurt so much. All of them... Except him. Kept their children throughout the whole thing. They weren't cowards. They knew they would face it alone, or maybe even with the baby momma, but still. "I saw you running and Kitty told who you were."
"why didn't she come?" I said, a little bit tooooo harsh.
"Tony didn't let her." I stared at her. "What?"
"you don't call him Uncle?" She shakes her head. "How come." She looks down at the road, we both were actually.
"My parents got divorced when I was small.. Around four or five. My mom prohibited me to call any of them Uncles."
"that sucks."
"not really.." She said softly. "They respond better on you saying their whole name.. At least Mike likes that"
"Around me Dani... Don't mention him."
"I'm sorry."
"It's alright... It's... Complicated." We sat their in silence. She was playing with her sweater sleeves and tweikubg her fingers. "you wanna say something?" She nods.
Shy little one.
"I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with me and the others? We can have a little camp out outside the bus."
"I'll have to ask Penny."
"she said yeah... That maybe you would like to stay as well."
Freaking Penny.
"I'll like that." I really did. This was the oppurtunity that I was getting to sit down, maybe around a little fire, talking and laughing and forgetting shit with my cousin, my best friend, and the other girls. Maybe if I could restore the past 15 years with my dad, I would restore some memories with them.

Besides it wasn't their fault.

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"I though you weren't going to come back." Stephan said as he hands me a blanket. "I was gonna chase you down as well, but my dad stopped me. I guess..." He stopped. Which I was thankful for. "At least you came back."
"I'm not going to cut the relationship I've built with you guys for the past few hours, just because of an argument with.... That."
"Alia.. That.. Is you father. One of these days, you're gonna need him so bad, and maybe non of us wouldn't be able to help you and the only person you'll want to be comfort by will be him" Ashley said.

Me being comfort by the man that left me for so long? i don't think so.

"I agree with Ash." Kitty said. "But then again.. I agree with you. I would've done the same thing is my dad left me at a young age."
"Look... Let's leave the daddy-daughter issue aside." Penny said and took out some cans of soda. "and let's have some teenage fun yeah?" We all cheered and got a can of soda from her hands. "to Us! And the memories that are going to be built!"


"TO US!"

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