Its been a week since I've been in the hospital and I haven't eaten one bit if you count me eating then barfing it out in the bathroom. My dad still is in a coma and Tony won't fucken leave my side if my mom is here or even just for a while the only time I tell him to give me some privacy is in the bathroom though. Then also he keeps telling me to eat cause I look so skinny like NO JOKE he tells me every 30mins or so. Im getting tired of it. But the good thing is that a week ago the doctors told me I could stay with my dad and they said to talk to him so he can find his way to come back to life or some shit like that but i do it every day in private. I earthier tell everyone to leave or when they aren't their I talk to my father. Yes I know kinda weird calling him father but whatever.

"Everyone leave"

"fine But here eat this other slice of pizza"

"okay no leave"

They all left and I opened the small window next from my dad and threw the pizza out. Next I went to the bathroom in my fathers room and threw up the rest of the pizza. I went back to my father or dad whatever you wanna call him don't really care but he's mine and only mine.

"Hey dad ugh I'm tired of you being here and you know how your still in this coma that I wish you weren't in I wish that was me cause I deserve being here more than you would be but then again since I'm your daughter you would be here right in the exact same position I am in. Any so you know me I'm really boring and awkward at things like this I just think its stupid but I'll start off with my day well I've been in this room for 9 days straight haven't even changed from my clothes since the first day you were in here. Also I never really believed in god or the devil but god this is weird but God can we just kinda switch places like I would love that a lot no joke but ya and I deserve it so umm amen I guess anyways so back to you dad I just don't want you to die on me I know your strong and you can pass this coma mom's been wanting to just cut the core but i keep saying no cause I believe in you that you can make it through no offense but I don't want to stay with my stupid ass of a bitch mother. If you can here me well I never really liked her so ya so since this I'll just start off with my pro- never mind forgot you can kinda hear well this is fucken long i talk a lot shit I'm so shitty i bet no one gives a rats ass what I'm saying cause I'm so fucken boring so ya ima just kinda ya just come back dad"

I opened the front door and told the guys that they can come in okay so this time i Am hungry just for a drink though lol.

"Hey Tom wanna come with me to get something to eat or whatever"

"ya sure"

We started walking to the cafeteria. it was awaked but whatever i never really got to know him so ya.

"so tell me about yourself since you know never really met you and alex left right"

"yup and uh like listening to music staying in my room all day and ya pretty much it i usually just repeat that all day long"

"what!? why that feel like a boring life not trying to be rude but its better than my life at least"

"nope not even I have secrets no one fucken knows thats usually cause I'm in my room and ever since fucken oil came into a band my parents love him fucken more and they always ignore me its always oil this oil that its like shut the fuck up about oil for one fucken day like I don't get a day of me I have to go through shit that no one even realizes they don't notice me they don't give a shit about me i don't even know why I'm here fuck hate when i do this sorry i just needed to let it out I'm tired of it and just needed to release it"

"I get it bro don't trip I've been though shit to not just my dad but school, mom, life, life, life, and mom and other things"

" Can i ask you something"

"sure anything I can keep a secret"

"why can such a pretty girl be going through shit"

go god not now . I bet I'm blushing.

"you tell me now give me your phone"

"for what"

"you'll see can you drive"

"ya i just turned 16 yesterday and got my license shit thing thats why I was gone all day"

"oh you should have told me you dork and no fucking way your birthday was yesterday your joking right"

"no why"

" cause i turned 14 I just didn't want anyone to know its not a big deal no one know but my dad"

"now i do "

"haha ya i added you on my contacts and texted oli you were going somewhere with me now come on"

"ugh how are we gonna get out of here the only way to actually get out of this place is with a car"

"dumbass I stole tony's keys don't worry he's always so close to me i got them from his pocket now lets go I'm tired of being trapped with tony i mean i get my dad is in the hospital but I need to shower to"

"Alright lets go then"

we went to the car and started driving to my house not vic's but mineee cause I'm pretty sure their isn't no one their my moms at work right now so ya. When we got to my house I told him to follow me to my room and just do whatever he wants.

"shit oil's mad we left he said I'm still 14 an di can't drive see what I mean by this like wtf?!"

"Omg omg!!! gimmiiiiie"

I got his phone out of his and and started typing

To: Oliver

I'm 18 you douchebag!!!!!!!!!!

From: Oliver

NO your not wait are you no not possible

To: Oliver

Yes I am plus were already at where we have to be btw tell tony that we got a ticket for texting and driving bc we were fucken texting you

From: Oliver

Tony is fucken pissed you better get here NOW!!!!!!!! and ya your right I just called mom and dad they said you were 18

"holy Fucken shit tom look Oli is such a fucken dumbass HAHHAHAH he actually believes you 18 woooow"

"see what i mean my parents even think I'm 18 like wtf?!"

"oh god well Ima shower really quick and just show I don't care what people think when I wear me shorts its fucken hot so I'm wearing shorts"

"okay now hurryyyy we don't got all day"

I went into my bathroom really quick and turned on the water and just took a shower with cold water. I washed what needed to be washed and what needed to be shaved and got out the shower quick. I changed into this. And went outside where tom was.

"shit I can see your bones on your stomache wtf?! and we have similar scars don't worry"

"oh cool can I seeee"

"fine only cause you look hot in that"

"Are you fluting with me Mr.Sykes"

"mayyyyybeeeee"

"come on lets go and yes we do have the same scars I feel like going to the beach"

"Let's gooooooo then"

"YAAAAASSSSSSS BOMB.COM SONG"

"your so crazy so has tony called you Nooo- speck of the devil that was weird here you answer"

"okay *click*"

"did you just hang up on him"

"Yess indeed I did its me and you time now hurry up you drive so slow and I'm 15"

"wtf I thought you were 14"

"ya I do that a lot okay so my real age is 14 but I say Im 15 cause 1) i skipped a grade 2) I act like I'm 15 but people think I'm young just cause I'm short"

"ohhhh I get it now but your cute shot"

" well thank you And finallyyyy took you long just to get to the beach"

"sooryyyy geez"

I got out the car and started running to the beach but it was hard to run in the sand so after a couple of minutes I finally made it and waited for tom to hurry he's ass up.

"took you long enough"

"not my fault I can't run in this stupid sand and the sun hitting me cause of the almost sunset"

"Ya ya whatever soo-"

Thats when I felt my lips against his lips it was so passionate yet perfect then we both stopped to get air.

"you talk a lot you know"

"really I'm usually boring and took you long just for that kiss"

"what I wasn't good enough"

"nah"

"ruuuude"

"I'm kidding jeesh now come on lets go over their to get a shake"

"I'm paying"

"no your not i don't like people paying for my drink or food or anything"

"well today I am so deal with it"

"ugh. Fine."

"thats what i thought"

we sat next to the window where you can see the sunset and so yup he had to order one but i think its cute.

"omg thats such a good couple see babe they don't give a shit if they have scars they show it off and fuck the people who say shit to them"

"umm.. were actually not daa--"

"thank you same goes to you guys stay strong"

"what was that for"

"Lex something Smith idk your middle name will you be my girlfriend…."

Notes

Sorry I haven't been updating so I did this chapter longer :3 message me Im super bored and also Im learning how to play the guitar yaaaay!!!!! what do you think she's gonna say and also i might say no so ya cause I kinda want to make it more drama but idk yet so you'll just have to wait :3