When we got home and set everything up yup I knew there would be people drinking cause I saw a lot of beers and I'm guessing mike brought them all. But YOLO right xD. I don't know I'm an idiot. But hey at least they would let me drink at least I think so. I'm 12 but they think I'm 13 like everyone so at least they would let me I think xD. We all know now a days Idk. Anyway so tom's coming but I hate the part that Jaime told everyone in ptv INCLUDING my BEST FRIEND who now teases me I hate that. It's getting annoying. Okay so maybe not i just hate that the the name tom Sykes makes me blush all the time like wtf is wrong with me. So everyone was starting to come and Vic introduced me to all of them. I'm surprised kellin Quinn being nice though I thought he would be a bitch guess the fans are wrong. He was actually pretty nice. But OMFG ANDY FUCKEN BIERSACK was here with RICKY FUCKEN HORROR. I literally almost fainted when I met them like they are fucken hawt even though they are older then me. Still would date them though it is so worth it even if it's illegal. But ya Whooo yaaay tom came. Oh god I feel like a child. I ran to Vic when I saw them talk and acted like I need something even tho I didn't and also needed to ask a question earthier way.

"Heeyyyy Vic uh um I have a question but umm I'll just tell you latter though"

"Umm...okay hey tom why don't you go hang out with lex and Alex"

"Sure I guess"

"Okay ya ima just have a swim with Alex talk to you latter daa- um um Vic and tom just go over there with Alex I'll be their in a bit"

I said the last part quick and ran inside to the room and climbed out their room even if it was really high up. Going up the roof took a while but finally got there. All I kept doing was staring at a picture I had of my dad and I when I was small. It was just the two of us together that day. That was the day I saw Adam the photographer turns out he also came to the party and still remembers me but also told him if he can take the photo and also if he can take a photo of my dad and I. After a while I heard people shouting my name but didn't answer. Then someone popping up in back of me scares me.

"Oh it's just you what's up tone-bone"

"I'd figure your here and we've been calling you and don't worry they don't know where your at I already texted them your here with me though so what happened"

"Nothing."

"Bullshit I can tell you where crying and you have the song in repeat of hospital for souls by bmth over and over just tell me I won't say anything to anyone"

"Fine. I almost called Vic my dad and to me his face I swear it just kinda showed up on top of Vic's face like he was trying to tell me something and and I repeat this song because this is the only song that me and my dad love the most from bring me the horizon and agree on and he told me if anything is wrong and he's not their for me to listen to this song in repeat until I feel better or if not it's the song 'and the snakes start to sing' so yaa"

"Everything's gonna be fine I can actually kinda relate to that my dad actually left when I was small I mean I'm pissed he left but at the same time I wanna meet my dad so bad and I always have an image of how maybe he would have look like but hey look now I'm really close to my mom now"

"The thing is if I lost my dad I would kill myself to and if I lost my mom I would be happy you might ask why well here the reason I'm covering myself is to hide my bruises my mom made me"

"Holy shit that's huge when did this happen? Why does she do this? Why haven't you told anyone?why-"

"Tony calm down and Im fine"

"FINE. thats fucken huge and it looks blackish purplish all over your back now speak"

"It happened the day I went to get my clothes for the sleepover thats why I went on top of the roof but I didn't know you would be their and btw I did lie I tried beer already its okay though Its not that bad My mom does this to get her anger out and blames it on me cause she also doesn't want me as a daughter and I've only told you and vic i forgot how vic found out"

"oh well talk about this latter now come on they are probably worried sick about us now lets go"

"okay i just need to make a phone call"

"okay if you not back in 10-15 min I'm back here and can I see that photo"

"uh ya sure"

"thanks ima keep it for now okay ill give it back"

"okay don't loose it"


( from here listen to 'don't go' and 'hospital for souls' and 'And the snakes start to sing' by bmth both so it could kinda go with it or whatever)


When tony left i got my phone out and called my dad. please dad please answer.

*Ring*
*Ring*
*Ring*

"hello"

"omg dad are you okay where are you at Ive been trying to call you!!"

"Ive been to Ive been calling your mom but she keeps saying your at a friends house"

"I am Im sleeping over at their house for the weekend"

"oh okay well thats good and hows it been over their"

"great I've just missed you a lot "

"me too me too sweetie I love you fore-"

"and always i love you too… hello dad are you their dad daaaaaaaaad!! please dad answer me I-I need you Please your my everything y-your my life I-I caaaaan't noooo I can't loose you"

"I-I Love you TOooo"

"Stay strong dad you can do it the ambulance is their i know it cause I can hear them please!!"
I hadn't hung up but M-My dad H-he could be dead I hadn't notice me crying until tony came back. I guess It was more than 15 minutes. But those were the last four words he said to me and only to me.

"Lex lex whats wrong"

"I-I K-killed my OWN FUCKEN FATHER IF IT WASN'T FOR ME CALLING HE WOULD HAVE BEEN SAFE BUUUT NOO ITS MY FUCKEN FAULT"

"holy shit come on I'll get the others and we'll got to the hospital do you know what hospital he could have gone to"

"hello hello is any one their"

"omg yes!!"

"well the man that was in a car crash well he crash close to San Diego so were taking him to the San Diego hospital"

"omg thank you We'll be their"

"H-he was coming home but he C-crashed here so he's at the San Diego Hospital I thought he was coming monday though"

"okay come on the other are in the car apparently everyone went home and they'll call latter how we are but only Oliver, tom, Alex and the rest that live here are going to the hospital"

I Jumped off the roof not caring if it was high or I would break my leg or arm or whatever. Fuck that Fucken hurt but that didn't matter my dad did. Tony was at the car already and told me not to jump that again but I just ignored him. I was kinda glad nobody really drinked that much. When we finally made it to the Hospital I ran inside and told the later where Aaron smith was.

"sorry but their isn't a Aaron smith"

"WHAT!! oh wait try Aaron Antonio Smith"

"Oh yes I'm really sorry but he's in a coma and he's room 213 but you can't go inside right now they had took him in like less than 5 min ago"

"I DON'T CARE I WANNA SEE MY DAD NOW"

Before she could answer I ran Looking for room 213 and opened the door and saw him but the all these doctor told me to get out and all I could do is stare at him. Then the doctor had to take me out to the waiting room and went back to doing waterer he had to do. All I could Imagin is him in a Hospital bed in a coma. I kept crying and crying and saying it was my fault but vic kept saying it wasn't it was a drunk driver that crashed into him. After a while of me crying a lot i ended up sleeping on Vic's lap.

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I woke up from my sleep and remembered we where at the hospital cause of my dad in a coma so i started crying a lot for like 5min until M-my mother was here I-in the hospital I flinched a bit cause I was Scared she would start hurting me again cause this was all my fault.

"Can I talk to you right now"

"uh uh umm… "

"Now in the bathroom would be nice""NOWW!!! right now please"

"f-fine Vic do you know where T-tony is"


"ya he went downstairs to go get something to eat"

"oh okay then"

I followed my mom to the bathroom and when she locked it it started again.

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU CALL SOMEONE DRIVING"

"I-I didn't know and it was a drunk driver that hit him he didn't crash"

"I don't care"

Thats when she started hitting me over and over. I couldn't believe vic didn't even recognize that i was about to be basically killed until I fucken die to death. She finally stopped for a while and went back to it then stopped and then we went back but thats when tony saw me facing down with my mom and ran to me. Thats when I hissed in pain and he said sorry. I just hope no one noticed but him.

"hey lex lets go get food for you you haven't eaten"

"oh umm I'm not hungry"

but he still carried me all the way their and tony told me where she hurt me. I showed him and immediately got pissed.

"Seriously lex you have to tell them something"

"okay okay I will after my dad"

"okay better"

"now come on your eating"

"fine"

Notes

Sorry for not updating in a while :3