"Lex something Smith I don't know your middle name will you be my girlfriend…."

"you're a dork and yesss"

"Good now we gotta go cause Oliver keeps texting me to go to the hospital"

"how do you know?!?"

"my butt keeps vibrating"

"HAHAHAHA Im dying"

"Lex stop embarrassing me everyone keeps looking at me and why are you laughinggg"

"think about w-what you said in a d-dirty way haha"

"oh god really lex"

"are you sure you still want to be my boyfriend"

"yes why??"

"cause i think your gay"

"LEX!!! stop seriously stop with that joke of yours I mean it"

"HAHA okay lets go now then"

"thank you"

"i still think it would be pretty hot if you were gay though I mean thats pretty hot when a guy and another guy are kissing turns me on just to let you know heyy I'm just saying okay "

"-_-"

"Im just saying geeezz but your my dork and nobody else's"

"and you're my princess"

We started heading out of the store and to the car. I plugged my phone to the AUX cable and put The fallout by Crown the empire and Voices to put on next when the fallout is over. I started the car and started driving to the hospital. Yes I'm 15 and have no license but lets just hope the police doesn't stop us. I drive crazy too faster than tom thats for sure haha he's a fucken slow at driving thats why XD how did he fucken get he's license if he's slow wtf!?!?! XD.

"LEX!!! drive slower"

"fuck no man this isn't even that fast you call this fast your just a slow driver thats why"

"Omg if we get an actual ticket Tonys gonna get fucken mad"

"Hahaha okay whatever watch this though there's a police in that corner hiding, that shithead
sucks at hiding seriously"

"Wtf!?! I didn't even see him their"

"Haha then open your eyes dumbass"

"You treat me like I'm your friend man"

"Your my friend and boyfriend just not best friends that's Alex"

"Aww messt up fine your just my friend"

"Okay. You better say I'm your girlfriend though"

"Nope."

"Deal. Get ready to get a ticket and your first tom"

"WHAT???? Lex you better not you wouldn't"

"I would "friend" xD"

Hahaha you know that guy that's in the corner well ya I know him so he might let me go easy on
This tom doesn't know though xD. Once the light turned green I went over speed limit it was like 50 but I went to 75 since there wasn't so many cars. Next thing you now yup he tells us to pull over.

"License and- lex?"

"Hey Matt"

"Omg are you kidding me Ima tell your father"


"M-my dad is in the hospital that's were I was just heading before you speak wait"

He waited and I got a piece of paper and pen and wrote " I know you were gonna say that your
gonna let us go easy but but can I get a fake ticket cause I wanna prank everyone and you know me and also I'm getting ready for that shit thing you get for your license so sorry for going over the speed limit I'm heading to the hospital thats why he's in a coma" I have him the piece of paper and he read it.

"Okay and sorry about your dad"

"It's cool he's been in a coma for a week already and my friends said to get over their quick"

"Oh well I'm in a hurry but I'm not letting you guys easy this time so here is your ticket have a nice day"

"Thanks, you too"

I put the window up and the music back up.

"That shit really give us a ticket then say have a nice day wtf!?!? Ya I'll have a nice day paying this shit of a ticket"

"FUCKEN LEX!!!!! WERE IN SHIT LOAD OF TROUBLE"

"Chill I got this live a little better"

"How am I suppose to do that when we got a fucken ticket and Tonys gonna kill us"

"Calm down Ik how to tell him"

"Better geez"

We got to the hospital and went inside while grabbing the ticket and out of nowhere it's starts pouring outside really hard. Haha hard. BONER. okay i have the weirdest mind EVER. i also laugh at my own stupidity. but I'm proud.

"HAHAHA OMFG IM SO ChILDISH whoooooo!!!!!!"

"What was that for"

"Nothing I just love the rain shit no I don't I just showered an hour ago dang it ima smell like fish now oh well never mind I do love rain"

"Come here no you won't your perfect the way you are I think you smell perfect like a princess"

"You dork, my dork"

With that are lips attached to each other's. That moment nothing mattered just him and me. Even though it was still raining.

"Lex we better move"

"Wh-" with that I was disrupted by beeping of a car didn't realize we were in the middle of the road

"fuck off" was all I said and we went inside to the hospital.

"Ready to face them tom"

"Yup"

I opened the door slowly and everyone stared at us literally everyone except for my dad of coarse still he was in that coma. They all told us to go outside cause we were having a talk or some shit like that.

"I go first how come you didn't tell us you were with tom and I knew you liked him look at the photos I took of you guys it's sooo cute when you guys were kissing in the rain" said Alex

"Tom just asked me this morning and send me the pics anything else you need to say before we have to talk"

"I do WTF!?!? I heard you got a fucken ticket cause of texting and driving you are in serious trouble" tony said

"Oh ya about that we were joking bunt after we were heading here and I tom kept sayin I acted like if I was his friend and shit and stuff and I told him to say that I'm he's girlfriend but he wouldn't so I said fine and I saw a cop and I decided to go over speed limit and then I got a ticket blah blah blah yaa…"

"What were you doing driving"

"Haha funny story actually tom let me so umm you should really be screaming at him Oliver and tony and Vic"

I went between mike and hime-time.

"Really lex the person who said "don't worry tom I'll handle everything they'll take it easy on us"
"chill tom live a little better" bullshit"

"Really lex you thought we would go easy when you took my car MY CAR you took"

"It could have been worse but it wasn't was it"

"Noo but still"

"Okay fuck everything fuck it all it's all a fucken lie man hahaha oh god there's no ticket you douchebags I lied and tom I can't believed you didn't notice that police guy I know him I told him to give me a fake ticket so I can prank all of you shits okay can't believe it actually worked but hey your expressions though btw I'm a kid I make mistakes thats what kids do"

"LEX!!!! Are you freakin kidding omg your in big trouble"

"Last time I checked your not my father or mother tony and what?, in trouble for a prank fuck that I'll do what I want when the fuck I want okay"

"No you don't I have to take care of you for the shit you do and stupid mistakes you do and for fucking cuts you've done to yourself..!!!!!"

"FUCK YOU TONY"

"Wait I didn't mean it like that.. lex I'm sorry that just slipped out"

I ran out side the pouring rain not caring I passed the parking lot but it was too foggy and rainy that...

"I'm soo sorryyyy lex forgive me for what I said I'm sorry just answer me"

That was all I heard before I blacked out.

**time skip**

I opened my eyes and I was in a grave yard everyone was in black and I wondered who had died I heard tony say "lex I'm so sorry I didn't mean anything if I just had cooled down you wouldn't be dead" "tony I'm right here don't have to worry it's okay I forgive you" I tried hugging him but I couldn't I tried speaking to him but I couldn't. NO ONE could hear me. I walked to the coffin and that's when I realized that the person in that coffin was me.. myself that when I started crying but when I cried all my make up ran down my face except I had I was crying b-blood no I had blood on my black dress, hair. Slowly everyone was fading away and slowly it was just me alone. No one there to save me. Then that's when I kept hearing voices like "you fucking ugly shit you don't deserve anyone you don't even deserve to live you would slowly be fading bitch and no one will care about your sorry ass." All I could manage to do was cry and say "stop" then it came true I was slowly fading no cares they won't care if I die wait I'm already dead I'm just too ugly to fat to..I'll just fade I'll just fade just let me fade just fucken let me fade.

"Lex lex wake up lex I need you honey"

"D-daaaaaad!!"

I couldn't t-talk I ran to my dad's voice I want my dad he's my hero my only hero. "Daad"

"Yes it's me"

"Omg am I dreaming am I dead am I in heaven"

"Haha no your not dead I just heard about the car crash that happened and I finally came out of coma and worried sick about you when tony told me what happened"

"Did he tell you everything"

"Only that you were angry and ran out but didn't see a car coming then it hit you that's all"

"Ohh..."

"When did you come out of coma"

"2 hours ago"

"And everyone"

"I told them they can leave and just leave it to me cause they looked all tired but one person stayed and also invited them latter to the house"

"W-who"

"You'll just have to see I'll go see if he wants to come in"

My father left and I was curious who had stayed. That dream or whatever it was hit me again I was just a fat kid. The voices came again to my mind and slowly I had a few tears. The memory came back of tony. Why would he care about me though why not some other girl my life is just so miserable. The door creaked open....



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The door creaked open once again…







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"T-tony?"

"Uh hey lex were you crying"

"Sorry about w-what I said I didn't mean it"

"NO I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that I wasn't thinking straight that's why"

"It's fine. Can I say something"

"Sure anything"

"Why why did you stay here why didn't you leave like the others did"

"That reminds me tom said he'll come visit you and he had to leave cause of Olii and Vic well he
wouldn't leave without leaving a letter for you" tony took out a small piece of paper folded, out of his back pocket and handed to me. I decided reading it latter when I was alone.

"aren't you gonna read it"

"nah latter when I get to finally go home and sleep"

"Did you here of how you have to wear a cast though"

"omfg are kidding me!!!"

"I'm joking shorty"

"haven't heard that nickname in a while turtle"

"haha scoot over lets watch napoleon dynamite"

I scooted to other side of the bed so tony can lay next to me. While the movie was playing I was playing with tony's star wars tattoos, but I started falling asleep on tony's chest. Soon enough I was dead asleep…




**time skip**


I kept jolting to the side I was still sleepy but I was getting tired of tony or whoever kept trying to
wake me up. All I did was keep groaning cause I didn't feel like waking up and I was really tired okay I got like no sleep this whole week.

"Ugh WHAT!!!"

"You don't have to yell at me"

I knew that voice from anywhere so I quickly opened my eyes.

"AALEEXXX!!!"

"What up lexxy"

"You dork where's everyone at"

"Well they left to go get food I stayed and well I was trying to wake you up x)"

"Ya thanks for waking me up you dipshit"

"You welcome turdshit"

"Omg really? Really bish? I was being sarcastic"

"Hah I know I'm not a idiota (idiot in Spanish)"

"So whem do I leave this hell of a hospital" (I meant to say Whem btw)

"Whell you have to wait another two days"

"Liar you suck at lying"

"Hah today they said they just have to do a check up and sign you out and your free to go bought
now"

"Wait really I can go right now"

"No shit"

I stood up took off the gown and started walking outside of the building. I saw everyone In the car already so I hopped in so did Alex and we left the building.

"Goodbye."


**time skip**

When we were all at my house. Yes mine, my dad invited everyone for thanking them of taking care of me. So everyone came over. I was glad that everyone I mean everyone forgot about what tony had said about my cutting. I went upstairs to take a quick shower. When I finished I put my pjs on and we all had a slumber party. I went back to my bathroom when I saw a note wrapped on the ground. I picked it up and started reading it.

Dear lex,

Vic here well I know we don't speak to much but.. I just want you to know that your like a sister to me. Well I've been thinking a lot what tony said about you…of you..um cutting well I just want you to know that you shouldn't I've been their you might think that I don't get It but I do I've cut to sometimes I still do today I just hide it from mike when I was 17 I would get bullied I would hide everything from my family but once mike found out he became protective over me like really protective and Ima do the same Ima be protective over you. Once you cut you'll never want to stop your just strapped in that black hole so YOU are the only person that can get your self out it's really addicting. Once you start you can't stop but not unless you get yourself out. I got my self out by finding something I love and I love writing lyrics maybe you can find something you love and stop. Stay strong and beautiful. Ohh yaa.. one more thing that one day when you were calling for tony and I said he went to get food I'm sorry about your mom I know that I just totally forgot and I'm really really sorry I swear I'll do my best next time.
Love, Victor

By the end of the sentence I was in tears. All I did was think of my self Im soo selfish. Why? Why am I here anyways all I do is disturb everyone I'm always the one who ruins the happiness in people. My phone started vibrating and when I saw who was calling. I was surprised of who was calling...It it w-was....

Tom.

Why would he call me. I answered it.

"Tom?"

That's when I realized he didn't call me he-he butt dialed me all I heard was moans in the other call line. I guess he noticed he had called me

"Uh hello who's this"

"WHO'S THIS REALLY ITS YOUR FUCKEN GIRLFRIEND!!!! WERE OVER!?!!!!"

"Nnoooo noo lex you don't get it it's ol-"

"SAVE IT"

With that I hung up on him. I went to the bathroom to clean up. It started raining outside. yaay. what a perfect day to go for a walk. Rain is like the only weather that will help me get better with music of coarse. I got my skateboard out and started heading out wearing some skinny jeans with my favorite American Horror Story sweatshirt. Basically this. then I got my iPod and headphones. I went down stairs as quite as I could. Gladly I made it outside in my front house… till mike stopped me. He would be out here smoking.

"where you going"

"I need to go for a walk tell them I'll be back"

"let me guess boy trouble"

"ya how did you know"

"we are under your room you know right and k but be back and even if we have are ups and downs your still like a sister to me and text me if you need anything"

"Hard to believe coming from you"

"I know I know oh well though better not tell anyone I said that"

"I won't if I can have a pack of cigarettes"

"Fine."

With that I left. The pack wasn't full but it was good for today. I started putting my headphones on putting on my Spotify playlist playing "the sky under the sea." I started riding my skateboard to the park but before even getting their I saw tom I hid behind a bush before he can spot me. Really? Coming to my house to make things better won't work ugh. That when I accidentally made the mistake of moving cause that made the whole bush move. Ugh am I really that fat that I moved the whole bush.

"Hello is anyone there"

Shit. I've been spotted. I quickly got my skateboard and headed as quickly as I can to the park trying to hide my face.

Tom's Pov

While walking to lex'a house I got scared okay I know I know but hey I felt like someone was following me that when I heard a bush move. I would call someone but forgot I left my phone with my brother he needed to borrow my phone anyways.

"Hello is anyone there"

Silence. That when a girl came out the bush and left the other direction fast with her skateboard. I didn't quite see her face but I felt like I recognized that skateboard. That's when a car started slowing down and heard the window rolling down.

"Tom get in"

I was about to run when I realized it was Oliver. I got in the car quick.

"What, what happened"

"Well um... How do I say this so, you know Hanna right"

"Ya that girl your dating I'm not an idiot ya what happened between you two"

"Well I was having sex with her-"

I cut him off.

"Okay TMI I didn't have to know!!!"

"Chill not that well.. I accidentally but dialed...uh um"

"Say it already jeez"

"lex I butt dialed lex and she kinda broke up with you and I tried explaining that i was oliver to her but she hung up on me…"

"your kidding right?"

"N-no thats why hanna is in the back"

"oh..you OMG UGH YOU ALWAY RUIN MY LIFE well step on it"

"Okay okay"

And with that we left to look for jasmine.

Notes

Notes
I actually like how the beginning of this chapter is sorry for not updating I've been going to school a lot and since I finally got a phone I'll be updating ever Friday only I'm doing this chapter kinda long for you guys but I finally got my phone like it's about time geeez xD I also kept reading this over and over trying to make this chapter perfect without spelling just for you so yaa I luv chu guys stay strong (: comment how you liked this chapter