Dirty Little Secret

Kellin's P.O.V.

Victor and I had a nice breakfast, we headed to his house afterwards and for the past two hours all we've been doing is making out in his bed. Not too sexual, we've just been kissing, letting our hands explore our bodies and our lips touch different parts of ourselves.

"Mmm...you're gonna....be an easy one...to fall in love with..." Victor spoke between kisses. I felt my stomach tie in knots.

"You're lying..." I mumbled, going back to his neck. I was on top of him at the moment.

"Mmmm, nope. Ahh, god....I'm serious." Victor responded. He could barley talk with me attacking his neck. "Kellin, you're r-really good with those lips..."

I chuckled softly as he rolled over and got on top of me. "Your lips are pretty great too.." I let out. Victor's lips nibbled onto my ear.

"D-don't do that!" I demanded. Victor looked up confused than he raised an eyebrow and a smirk slowly appeared to his face.

"Why not?" Victor whispered into my ear, trailing his hand down my chest. I shivered at this touch. He nibbled on my ear again.

"Fuck, Victor. You're d-driving me insane..." I moaned quietly.

"Guess I found your weak spot." Victor chuckled. His hands moved down to my pants, he started to unbutton my jeans very slowly. I felt myself start to get really turned on and soon I had a boner forming in my jeans.

"Victor, please.."

"Please what, baby?"

"T-Touch me."

"Afraid I can't do that right now." Victor whispered. He got off of me and lyed down next to me.

"Why not?" I whined.

"Because, I wanna go somewhere babe. We can continue this later, yea?"

"Ughghhhh. Fine. Just let me.. you know..."

"Go on. I wanna watch." Victor spoke seductively. Victor really surprises me sometimes.

"O-Okay.."



*Later that day*



"I don't wanna go home!" I pouted, stomping my foot on the floor. Victor was holding my hand, we were at the park on the swings.

"Babe, you have to. I'm pretty sure your um...y-your fiance is missing you.." Victor mumbled.

"Victor, don't call her that."

"But that's what she is...you're gonna get married to her and have a kid..." Victor let go of my hand and held onto the swing.

"No. Victor I'm not gonna marry her. I'm not happy with her and I'm not attracted to her. I already told you...just give me a week...you know what? Scratch that. Two days."

"What?"

"I'll break up with her in two days, okay?... I just don't want you thinking somehow I'm gonna end up liking her again. I won't."

"But you could..."

"Victor, stop saying that! Can't you trust me?" I asked.

"No, Kellin. I can't. You and her have a history...you've been living together a-and now you're having a kid and she thinks you're getting married too. How the hell am I supposed to trust you? Who knows, you might realize how happy you are once she has the baby and realize it's best to stay with her and then you're gonna leave me. I know you think I'm making a big deal out of this but I have my reasons not to trust what people 'promise' anymore. Everyone lies at some point and you're lying to her right now. It's only a matter of time before you start lying to me too..." Victor said softly. Is he really being like this right now? We're not even officially dating yet and he's already accusing me of things?! What's his problem?!

"Maybe it's not me, maybe it's you actually hoping I don't stay with you. Do you not like me as much as you say you do? Did you just want to have fun with me, ruin a relationship for me and then watch me be alone?" I demanded. I'm not gonna lie. I'm fucking pissed. Who is he to tell me what I'm doing and what I will do?

"Did you just hear yourself? You said I'd ruin a relationship for you. A relationship with that girl, right? You think I'm getting in the way of you two. Why didn't you just say that before? Because I'd be perfectly fine with leaving you alone."

"Victor, I didn't mean it like that..." I spoke.

"No, I'm sure you meant it exactly like that! Just leave, Kellin...you're clearly not ready to leave her and you're especially not ready to be with me." Victor was looking away from me, his face was turned to the big yellow slide. I felt my eyes start to release tears and I got up without another word. Maybe I'm not ready like I thought I was.

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