Dirty Little Secret

Kellin's P.O.V.

I woke up in a different room and bed. At first I was a little confused but then I remembered I had fallen asleep with Victor. God, last night was great. I lifted up the covers and noticed I was completely naked. Shit. Then I looked over to Victor, he had his boxers on. Shit. He should have them off. I looked around the room, I didn't see my clothes anywhere. Shit. I looked over to Victor again, his back was to me, he was snoring away in his sleep. I just smiled at how cute he looked. I just can't believe he let it slide that I wasn't ready to do anything to him. Believe me, I really, really want to but I'm just a little nervous. What if I don't do it right? He's probably used to guys giving better handjobs and stuff. Then there's me: Inexperienced and shy.

But...what if I surprise him? What if I just go for it right now? Well, that'd be a little too weird. Imagine just waking up to someone giving you a handjob? Yea, I guess that'd be more like a fantasy coming true, but...I don't know. What if I just start kissing him? You know, like...ease him into it. Then get him off? I just don't know if I'll like seeing him when he...cums and such...what if I get grossed out? But I'm gay. I should like it. Should I wait? Shit. What do I do?

"Mmmm.." I turned my head, Victor was squirming around a little. He was still asleep but he was talking in his sleep. He's so damn cute. Is there an award for this? Cutest sleeper? He has to win. He's totally win. Yup.

"Fuck me, Kellin...mmm, fuck."

My eyes widened this time. Oh. My. God. He's dreaming about me. This is actually a good opportunity. Should I do it? Fuck it. I made my way closer to him, slowly taking the blanket off of him. He had a total boner. I swallowed hard before placing my hand on his erection.

"Yesss, fuck." Victor moaned. I rubbed him slowly, he gripped onto his pillow and kept his eyes shut. Is he really sleeping through this? I worked up the courage, deciding I should do something before he woke up and realized it wasn't just a dream. I moved my hand all the way into his boxers and started to stroke him.

"Oh my god, Kellin!" I smiled, enjoying the faces he was making, and the way his mouth hung open. I knew I'd regret not trying it, so I pulled his boxers off all the way and took him all the way into my mouth. I looked up at Victor, he was awake now, his eyes were locked on mine.

"Oh my fucking god, yes! Kellin! Oh fuck!" Victor was moaning like crazy. I bobbed my head up and down quickly. I actually really enjoyed this...I got him all the way into my throat. I didn't even think I could do this, and surprisingly I had no gag reflex. I watched Victor as he squirmed around, his grip on the pillow getting tighter, his eyes shutting, and his mouth agape.

"Kellin, It's so fucking g-ood, oh fuuck! I'm gonna fu-fucking cum!" Victor's hands made their way down to my hair, he grabbed and pulled at it harshly. I didn't mind. I just really liked making him feel good. He threw his head back, arched his back, and bucked his hips forward before cumming into my mouth, screaming my name, causing his body to shake just a bit. I shut my eyes and tasted it. It's not what I expected. At all. I thought I'd hate it so much I'd throw up but...It tasted sort of sweet. It was thick, creamy and just a little bit sticky. I swallowed it and opened my eyes to look up at Victor. He was already looking at me, his eyes were locked on mine, he was calming down from it all, his chest rose and fell with every heavy breath he let out. I took him out of my mouth with one last lick on his tip and then sat up. He wouldn't take his eyes off of me, he just looked shocked.

"Victor?..." I spoke up. I felt my cheeks get hot. Great, they're probably pink now.

"Kellin, that was amazing. No one's ever made me feel that good. Fuck, Kellin. You're fucking great, babe." Victor spoke, wrapping his hands around my neck and pressing a nice, hungry kiss onto my lips. I opened my mouth just a little to allow him inside. His tongue danced around with mine. He soon had me on my back, and since I was already naked, he just reached down and started stroking me. I moaned, with his lips still moving with mine. He did it fast, stroked me fast and squeezed just a little at my tip, rubbing his thumb on my slit a few times. I bit down on his lower lip, feeling myself come closer to my reach.

"Victor!" I moaned loudly. Victor kept my mouth shut with his lips. He went a little faster and then I came. I moaned into his mouth, he didn't allow us to part until I was finished. It was so hard for me not to scream, he made it almost impossible. But I bet that's what he was trying to do: see if I could handle it.

"That was the best surprise, you've given me so far." Victor laughed, he was hovering over me, leaning on his elbow, caressing my chest, he had a warm smile spread across his face.

"I was hoping you'd like it....I was nervous but, I wanted to make you feel good. You tasted sweet..." I admitted shyly. I could feel my cheeks get hotter again.

"I loved it. I loved it, I loved it, I loved every second of it." Victor spoke, kissing me between every 'I loved it' he said. The butterflies in my stomach grew stronger with every kiss and every word.

"I like being with a guy....I like being with you. It just feels right." I spoke, admiring him.

"Let's go get showered? I can make that fun for both of us. Then I say we skip work and go to the cafe downtown for a little breakfast?"

"Who's gonna watch the shop?" I asked.

"I'll call Brandon, he can manage being alone with Zack and Gabe for today."

"Hmmm..." I pretended like I was in deep thought for a second and then came up with my answer. "Okay!" I smiled.

We got in the shower, the water was warm and we cleaned each other up, Victor gave me a few hickies and I returned the favor as well. I just love being with Victor, everything's perfect when I'm with him. It wasn't too long of a shower though because we really wanted to get going to that cafe, before they ran out of all the good stuff. When we finally were at the cafe, the first thing I saw when I stepped in was Kate with my mom, far in the back. My jaw dropped and I turned to Victor immediately.

"Victor, we need to leave."

"What? Why? We just got here, babe." He held my hand to try to calm me down but it only made me more nervous.

"My girlfriend is right there. With my mom." I spoke, turning my back to them and facing only Victor.

"Where is she?...Can I see her?" Victor asked.

"Victor, are you crazy?!" I whispered yelled.

"I just want to see who I'm competing with." Victor spoke with a blank expression.

"You're not competing against anyone! I like you and not her. Let's go. Please, she might see us." I begged, turning to look. My mom saw me, she didn't do anything, she just narrowed her eyes at me and kept talking to Kate. I think she knows I don't want to be seen.

"Fine. But you have to let me take you out somewhere to eat." Victor spoke, holding both my hands and bringing me in close to him.

"I won't object to that." I smirked, kissing his cheek. "Let's go." I pulled his hand and lead him out of the cafe. We went back to his car and it wasn't long before he had already thought of a place to eat. IHOP.

Notes

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