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Finding freedom

I have died so many times, but i am still alive

We arrived at the tour bus after dropping off Kathy And Cindy.
We checked Mel's house just in case she stopped by for clothes or something, but we had no such luck.
Mike stayed with Kathy so its just Jaime Tony And I.

"Let's watch a movie" Jaime said sitting on the couch.
tony sat down on the other couch, "what about evil dead?" Tony asked with this grin on his face, "that movie is supposed to be horrible" Jaime said cringing.
"Exactly!" Tony exclaimed beginning the movie.
"Fine but afterwards we're watching forest gump" Jaime pouted crossing his arms.

"I think I'll get a shower and got to bed early" I sighed walking towards the bunks.
I wasn't quite up for anything tonight.
Jaime gave me this weird look and Tony nodded his head not losing eye contact with the TV.

I got to my bunk and grabbed sweat pants and my tie dye sweatshirt.
I searched around for my small box that held my pretty little friend.
I got to the bathroom and locked the door.

I slammed my clothes on the floor, I slid down the door and began to cry.
I just cried, the girl that I am crazy in love with is god knows where, the girl that left me years ago for an asshole came back and fucking kissed me.
And the worst part of it all,I kissed back.

I looked at the shiny piece of metal in between my fingers.
I rolled up my sleeve revealing faded scars, its over a month since I relapsed.
I held the blade near my skin.

RING RING RING! my phone rang from my back pocket.
I put the blade away and checked my phone, it was Mel.
I hesitated to answer but finally took a deep breath and pressed talk.
"Vic" she said in a tone as if she had just been crying, "Mel" I said, tears threatening to fall.
"Mel, where are you?" I asked with a shaky voice.
"Vic, why was you kissing her?" She asked.
"Its something that I need to explain to you in person, where are you?"
I asked picking my clothes up off the floor.
"I'm at my mom's" she said so lifelessly.
"I'll be there in an hour hold on" I said hanging up the phone.

I threw my clothes on my bunk and grabbed the keys.
I walked towards the front of the bus, I walked past Jaime and Tony.
"I'll be back" I said walking outside of the bus, I shut the door and walked to the car.

Now was my time to set things straight, I just hope I don't screw things up.





Notes

Here we are, a new chapter.

Hope you enjoy it.

Comment me on what you think about it, or just comment me about anything, hell message me. You can talk to me about anything, I seem to be a very good listener.

Subscrbing and rating is appreciated very much.

Thank you guys <3

Comments

@DollFace14
Thank you, things are picking back up but I'm gonna wait a couple days to make sure, I think I will be updating on Tuesday <3

HelloKittyPTV HelloKittyPTV
6/16/14

I hope everything's ok <3

Porcelain Doll Porcelain Doll
6/14/14

@Macy_loves_vic
I'm so glad you like it! <3
I will be updating at some point tonight :):)

HelloKittyPTV HelloKittyPTV
6/9/14

This is so good! I freaking love this story it keeps me on the edge of my seat.

@DollFace14
All will be revealed tomorrow my friend

HelloKittyPTV HelloKittyPTV
6/4/14