What's So Good About Picking Up The Pieces? (Discontinued)

Tony's P.O.V.

Once I opened a door, there was a scene I could never unsee, and how much I wish I could..
All I saw was a naked guy's head down to the bottom half of my sisters body, with her chest completely exposed, her eyes shut tight and her mouth wide open. My ears where being filled with the terrible sounds of her...enjoying herself....all I could do was shut my eyes and scream.

"Lidiaaaaaaaa!!!" I screamed, covering my eyes with my hands.

"Tony!! You're not supposed to be home!" I heard Lidia yell back. I heard some shuffling around and then someone's hand fell on my shoulder.

"You can look now...I'm dressed..." I slowly uncovered my eyes, still fearing what I just saw. I opened my eyes to see Lidia hooked onto the random guy. I could see his face now, he was really white, tall, brown eyes, bright white teeth, brown hair and his eyebrows were bushy.

"Uh...hey...I'm Alex." The random guy spoke. He held his hand out but I was too disgusted to take it. Who knows where he touched her with those hands. Ughhehgg.

"L-Lidia...who's this guy? W-what were you...ugh...why is he here?" I asked, not being able to look at her anymore.

"I met him at the rave I went to tonight...he came over to talk to me and well-"

"You were at a rave?! You told me you were with Mike!" I yelled, looking at her now. Thinking about it now, that explains why she's dressed showing so much skin and why her hair looks so trashed. Come to think of it, she looks like she's been drinking or something. Her makeup is smudged and everything. "Lidia, were you drinking? Look at you, you're a mess!"

"I wasn't...I just..."

"Don't lie to me, Lidia! Were you drinking?!"

"She wasn't drinking, man. She just took a little Ecstasy, it's not that bad. " Alex answered.

"Ecstasy?! Lidia, what's wrong with you?! First you lie to me about where you're going, then you come back home and I catch you cheating on Mike with this guy! And then I find out you're doing drugs?!"

"Tony, don't tell Mike! Please! I was just having fun!"

"No! I'm not just gonna lie to Mike about this! You know, it's not that bad actually. Mike doesn't even like you! He likes Abby and you just cheated on him! It's pretty clear you two don't give a shit! You're a damn slut and he's a fucking player!" I yelled. I realized what I said and quickly regretted it. "Lidia...I didn't mean tha-"

"No, Tony. You're right. I'm a 'damn slut' and I like Alex. Tell Mike he can have Abby." Lidia grabbed Alex by the arm and stormed out the house with her broken heels. I groaned in frustration and opened the door to get her to come back. It was too late though, she was already driving off in Alex's car before I could stop her.

"Lidia, wait!" I yelled. Tonight's a total disaster. What the hell am I gonna tell mom? And Mike...I have to tell Mike. I was gonna call him until, my phone buzzed.

Mike: Dude, what's going on? Lidia just broke up with me

Well she was quick to leave him.

Tony: Come over? It's a long story...
Mike: Yea..I'll be there n ten

Mike came over as quickly as he said he would.

"Hey.." Mike drifted off awkwardly. He probably still thought I was mad.

"Hey. Come in...I found out where Lidia was.." I spoke, closing the door behind us. Mike was about to sit on the couch but I stopped him.

"Don't! I'm gonna have to burn that couch..." I mumbled.

"What, why?" Mike asked. He came over to me and we stood there in the middle of the living room.

"Mike, I'm sorry...Lidia was at a rave and she...I came back home after being with Abby and she was with another guy...they were on the couch and ugh...they were doing stuff..I got angry at her and she admitted she took drugs and I was so angry it slipped out, I-"

"What slipped out?" Mike asked, he didn't look to affected by this yet. Like it didn't even matter that Lidia had cheated on him.

"I told her it didn't even matter because you....like Abby and she just cheated...and I said she was just a damn slut and that you're just a player. I'm sorry Mike, I was angry."

"Where is she now?.."

"She left with that guy..Alex." At this point I just stared at Mike. And he stared right back. I didn't know what to do or say, or what he would do or say. Right now I was still angry at Lidia. She lied to me and she cheated on Mike...does she not realize how amazing he is? She's giving up Mike for some idiot! God, I just can't believe her!

"Tony, I'm not mad...you sure look mad though."

"Well, yea! She cheated on you! She's such an idiot! So stupid, so dumb!" I was getting a little too angry and I started screaming again.

"Tony! I'm okay! I don't care!" Mike held both of my shoulders and forced me to look at him. He looked fine. He really didn't care.

"I'm sorry....I just don't ever want you to...feel hurt. You know 'cause you're my friend and stuff..." I spoke. Mike smiled warmly and I swear on my life he looked down at my lips and bit his own. Does this mean he could probably like me? Or am I just over-thinking this too much and getting the wrong idea? He turned away from me and let go, walking into the kitchen.

"You're a good friend, Tony." Mike spoke. Guess I might be wrong.

"I hope so." I replied.

"Do you think I should go for Abby now? You know...'cause I'm not with Lidia and you don't like her..." Definitely wrong.

"Uh...yea. Yea. I think she'd like you.."

"You do?" Mike asked.

"Yea, I mean who wouldn't like you? You're perfect. F-from what I've hear the girls say, you know? They're always talking about you..." I replied, saving myself from accusations. Mike took a soda out of my fridge and tossed me one. I actually caught it. Why can't I catch things in PE?

"But she's into you...what would you tell her?" Mike asked, opening his soda and taking a sip.

"I already told her I liked Micky."

"Harris?"

"Yea..." I mumbled. I hate lying. Especially about girls I like. When will I get to be with who I really like?

"Are you gonna go for it?..." Mike asked.

"I think so..." I set my soda down, not wanting to drink it anymore. I hate this. I have the person I like right in front of me going after another girl and now I have to go after someone I don't want. It's just getting me really stressed. I hate this. I hate myself. Why do I have to be gay? Why couldn't I be normal like everyone else and just be straight?!

"Tony, you okay?" Mike whispered. I didn't know what he meant until I realized I had tears running down my cheeks. I wiped them away and nodded even though I was dying to just spill everything out and cry until I could say I was really okay.

"Tony. You can tell me..." Mike spoke. He took a step closer and lifted my chin up with his finger to have me look at him. "I don't like seeing you cry..." Just the tone of his voice and the way he looked at me when he said it made me cry even more. He took me in his arms. I buried my face in his chest and cried, wrapping my arms around his waist and letting him wrap his arms around my neck. That little moment of crying into his chest made me feel more cared about and important than I'd been in a long time.

Notes

The title is a bit alarming, but hey you like it right? xD
By the way, does anyone watch criminal minds?! Who agrees and thinks Spencer Ried is like the most perfect man on the planet?! \('O')/ <3 <3 ughhhh he's so perfff. I need a Criminal Minds buddy to fangirl with. cx

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