I Said I'd Never Let You Go

The text really shook me. Who had sent it and why? Well the why was little more understandable, but who would want to break us up? I quickly walked off the bus looking around to see if there was anyone around. There were a few people milling here and there but no one that I knew.

I pulled out my phone again and texted Tony.

To Tony 12:33 PM:
‘On my way back to the stage.’

I walked toward the stage only to see Vic by himself packing up his guitar. I smiled at how picky he was about his baby. I bounced over to him.

“Hey have you seen Tony? We were supposed to meet back here to go get food.” I ask as he stands up and hugs me.

“Ummm… I think he said something about going back to the bus. He was kinda off the entire set. Do you know what’s up with him?” Vic answers giving me an odd look.

“No he seemed fine before your guys’ set. He wasn’t acting funny before I went to change.” Had the person that sent me that text sent something to Tony?” Thanks Vic. I’ll go see if he’s there.”

I turn around and walk back to their bus. I knock before opening the door. Going up the steps I see him standing near the kitchen changing his shirt. He sees me and shakes his head. I frown.

“Hey baby. Why didn’t you tell me you were coming back here? I walked all the way to the stage to meet you.” I say taking a few steps toward him.

“I figured you would be too busy to care since you were in your bus doing god knows what with Austin.” He stated bitterly.

“What are you talking about?” I question tentatively. I didn’t want to seem like I was hiding something, but I didn’t know exactly what he knew either.

“Don’t play dumb Autumn, it doesn’t suit you. Someone sent me a picture of you two getting on your bus. Was he a nice fuck? Just as you remember?” He spits at me.

“Tony I know that doesn’t look good, but I promise you that we didn’t sleep together.” It was true we didn’t have sex. I wasn’t going to say we didn’t do anything because that would be a lie. “He wanted to talk. He felt like we needed to clear the air so things weren’t awkward between us the rest of tour. And I wanted to as well since I don’t want to have to avoid anyone. This is my first time on warped tour. I want to have a good experience with it.” He scoffs.

“You expect me to believe that?”

“Yes Tony I do. It’s called trusting me. I would never cheat on you. I can’t believe you of all people would think I would. You say how affected I was by him cheating on me; why the fuck would you think that I would put you through that.” I say in disbelief. “If I wanted to get back with him I would have a year ago when he begged me to take him back.”

“I know you are still in love with him.” He states quietly.

“You’re right I do still love him. I probably always will. I just thought that you knew that I loved you more. I guess I was mistaken.” I yell. I turn to leave but he grabs my arm right above the elbow.

“Where are you going? Did I say this conversation was over?” His grip on my arm tightens. I knew he was a jealous person, but I never thought he would lay his hands on me.

“Let go of me Tony. I’m done talking about this right now.” I say trying to pull my arm away. His grasp tightens further and I know I will have a bruise later. “Fuck you Tony. Let me go.”

“No we are going to talk about this.” He say trying to pull me toward the couch.

I swing around and cock my arm back. It connects with his jaw and he curses. He drops my arm and grips at his jaw.

“Don’t ever put your hands on me. Do you understand? I’m done with this conversation. If you don’t trust me enough to know that I wouldn’t cheat on you then I am done with this relationship. I gave you no reason not to trust me. So go fuck yourself Tony.” I spit at him before turning on my heel an stomping off the bus.

Notes

Sorry it's been a few days since I updated. I went to the Devils Dance tour this past weekend. I fell in love with Our Last Night. But the highlight was definitely seeing Chiodos back in all their glory!!

Needless to say after getting home at 3 am and then getting up at 8 am to work when I got home I passed out.

Anywhore... here is the next chapter. And of course there is more DRAMAAAAA.