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Curtains Close; Take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now.

Chapter 61 - The Day You Lost Her, I Slowly Lost You Too

Rain's POV

I stood there looking in the mirror. My belly was looking a little bit bloated and I was feeling nauseous. I was so unhappy with Oli's reaction. He said nothing to me after I told him. I wasn't sure if this baby was a good thing or not. Hanley was a handful on his own, and I couldn't bare taking care of him and a new baby. It was all a bit much, and I didn't know what to do without Oli backing me.

I ran my fingers over my belly. I couldn't abort this baby. But I couldn't look after it on my own. I would have to try and get Oli to love me like he loved SJ.

"Honey..." Oli tapped on the door and poked his head inside.

"Yeah?" I sighed.

"Listen, if you are... you know... pregnant, there's nothing we can do. What I meant was that I didn't know if I could support another. I'd love the thing just the same as Hanley, maybe even more baby. You know I love you. I just think that we shouldn't get ahead of ourselves. That's all." He cleared his throat.

"I understand..." I said, mercilessly. I wouldn't believe a word he was saying. It was different between him and SJ. They were like husband and wife. But me and him, well, we were just like boyfriend and girlfriend. Nothing more. Nothing special. No sparkle in our eyes as we kiss and no special connection when we touch.

"Have you taken a test?" He ended the silence between us.

"Yeah. Just one. It was positive..." I continued to stare at myself in the mirror.

"I picked some more up at the store. Just to clarify." He held his hand out from behind his back, with several boxes of pregnancy tests.

I took one from him and shooed him out. Locking the door, I opened it up and read the instructions. Pee on this stick, per usual. One line for negative. Two lines for positive.

After a few thoughtful minutes and some awkwardness, I put the stick down and watched it, waiting for the results. And then I was shocked. And it broke my heart.

"Oli..." I called, tearing up.

"Yeah?" He opened the door and came to stand beside me and hold me.

"Two lines." I swung around and collapsed onto him in tears, burying my head in the crook of his shoulder. I started to cry out to him, moaning and weaping as my world started to crash down.

"It's alright honey." He whispered, rocking me gently. "We'll get through this. Your right. Hanley would love someone else. I'm ready. Honestly."

Notes

Girl or boy?

Comments

Quality read, I love this story so much, can you check out my new story please? I'd appreciate it and wanna collab

Anyone who is reading this, I'm actually the writer of this story, I just deleted my tumblr account that was linked to this a while ago. I wrote this years and years ago, and I think it's pretty poorly written at the start, so apologies lmao. But anyway, I made a new account, I'm older now so my writing has gotten better, I'm taking English as an A level too so everything is good. I'm in the process of writing something new, but I'm totally annoyed with the lack of views it's getting. It's got a kind of similar story involving drugs and pregnancy and stuff so check it out? <3 Its called "On The Vacant Canvas, We Should Be Waiting", and I've based some parts of the story ie. drugs and fights etc. on experiences that actually happened to me and my friends so it's quite a personal story, as I think it should be.

@SparklyRainbows
Thankyou so much, I've been really good lately, and I hope that you can be too, and I'm glad you're enjoying it :) You better stay awesome too, hun <3

I just want to let you know, I stated until 6:03 in the morning, reading the ever loving fuck out of this. This story is amazin . First of all, this story spans over years, not months or days like most storie . Second of all, I have a real connection with both Oli and Rain (which is one of the character names in my story, too!!!). I struggle with self harm, alcohol, and drug abuse, and this chapter really connected with me especially. Whatever you're going through, I've never met you, but I believe in you. I'm proud that you're five (or more) days sober, and you definitely better keep it up. You're a strong person, and it's really awesome that you're doing good and writing an amazing story while you're at. Stay beautiful my lovely creature!!

I really felt the connection in this chapter with the Alcohol abuse. I really liked this update, a lot x