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Curtains Close; Take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now.

Chapter 60 - They Sky Is Falling, The Sun Is Burning

Oli's POV

"A new baby?" I stuttered, unsure.

"It would be nice if Hanley had someone else to play with." Rain subsided.

"No. I don't think..." I paused. It was something I had never thought about.

Rain looked at me with frustration. "No, I get it." She slammed her feet into the ground and stormed out of the room, slamming the door.

I didn't understand why she was upset. I just didn't feel ready to have another kid. Even though she'd been asking for days now, I wasn't giving in. She always wanted it her way. I didn't know if it was even a good idea.

"Rain..." I called after her. "What is there to get?"

She slowly opened the door and caught my attention. "You don't want another kid because you wouldn't be able to love it like you do with Hanley. It wouldn't have any of SJ in it. It would have me in it. And you miss her. I see that every day in you. You thought you were going to settle down with her and have this kid but it went wrong and now you only have the kid. And me. On the side. A back up plan."

"You weren't a back up plan." I sighed. "You know I always wanted you. But I couldn't abandon SJ and Hanley. Never."

She teared up. "It wouldn't be the same would it? You have something special with Hanley because you see SJ in him. But when you look at me what do you see?"

And I snapped. I suddenly had a horrible thought about her. What I saw when I looked at her... was regret. I saw the faces of Danny and SJ both dying for her. And was she even worth it? And now she was questioning my love for her? I couldn't contain how upset I was with her.

"Leave." I said, rising up in front of her, belittling her.

She cowered bellow me. "Why don't you just have a fucking kid with me Oli? It's all I want."

"I couldn't Rain." I quietly whispered in anger.

"I can't do this..." A tear dribbled down her cheek and she turned away from me.

"Why?" I slammed, getting overwhelmed.

"Because I'm fucking pregnant Oli. Because I've been waiting to tell you."

Notes

Boy or Girl guys? x

Comments

Quality read, I love this story so much, can you check out my new story please? I'd appreciate it and wanna collab

X_Cherry_Blossom_X @ BringMeTheHorizonFanfiction.com
6/4/17

Anyone who is reading this, I'm actually the writer of this story, I just deleted my tumblr account that was linked to this a while ago. I wrote this years and years ago, and I think it's pretty poorly written at the start, so apologies lmao. But anyway, I made a new account, I'm older now so my writing has gotten better, I'm taking English as an A level too so everything is good. I'm in the process of writing something new, but I'm totally annoyed with the lack of views it's getting. It's got a kind of similar story involving drugs and pregnancy and stuff so check it out? <3 Its called "On The Vacant Canvas, We Should Be Waiting", and I've based some parts of the story ie. drugs and fights etc. on experiences that actually happened to me and my friends so it's quite a personal story, as I think it should be.

Plants_And_Stones @ BringMeTheHorizonFanfiction.com
2/28/17

@SparklyRainbows
Thankyou so much, I've been really good lately, and I hope that you can be too, and I'm glad you're enjoying it :) You better stay awesome too, hun <3

xInfinite_Dreamerx @ BringMeTheHorizonFanfiction.com
6/25/16

I just want to let you know, I stated until 6:03 in the morning, reading the ever loving fuck out of this. This story is amazin . First of all, this story spans over years, not months or days like most storie . Second of all, I have a real connection with both Oli and Rain (which is one of the character names in my story, too!!!). I struggle with self harm, alcohol, and drug abuse, and this chapter really connected with me especially. Whatever you're going through, I've never met you, but I believe in you. I'm proud that you're five (or more) days sober, and you definitely better keep it up. You're a strong person, and it's really awesome that you're doing good and writing an amazing story while you're at. Stay beautiful my lovely creature!!