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Curtains Close; Take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now.

Chapter 62 - Wolves At My Door

Rain's POV

He pinched my nose and tickled my side. We watched the flames of the fire flicker and crackle in the fireplace as he held me in his cold arms. He pressed his lips against my neck and kissed me, stroking my cheek and caressing my chin.

It was raining outside and there was a fog that hung just over the hills in the distance. But inside it was warm and I had never felt more loved by Oli. He seemed to be feeding me with cuddles and warmth. But really, it was just to cover up his guilt.

"I am sorry... I didn't force it. I promise it was an accident."

He hushed me and pressed a finger to my lips.

"You know, the things going to be gorgeous. Just like you. It's going to have your eyes and your smile."

I flashed my eyes at him, before turning my head away. It couldn't be like this. This was only temporary while he gets used to the fact that someone who was just like me would come into the world soon.

"But we don't exist Oli. I can't go to the hospital. I'll have to have it here." I sighed, feeling so weak and frightened about the whole thing.

"Its alright. We'll have it here. SJ wanted to do that..." He held his breath for a second and bit his lip. "You'll be fine." He smiled at me. "You have good birthing hips."

I giggled and hid my face in his shoulder. Temporary love was so beautiful, but knowing that he would eventually come to face the reality and love me like before was worrying. I was fine before, individual and quiet. Now I don't know if I can live without his warm touch and gentle kisses. Not with my own baby.

Hanley's tiny feet tapped along the floorboards behind us. He peeked over the edge of the sofa and starred at us.

"Mommy." He whispered.

"What's the matter?" I warmly smiled.

"I can't sleep. It just keeps ticking." He rubbed his sleepy eyes and yawned.

"What keeps ticking?" I stood up and took his hand, walking with him into Danny's old bedroom.

Notes

Sorry guys my writing style might change because I've fallen in love again... :L

Comments

Quality read, I love this story so much, can you check out my new story please? I'd appreciate it and wanna collab

X_Cherry_Blossom_X @ BringMeTheHorizonFanfiction.com
6/4/17

Anyone who is reading this, I'm actually the writer of this story, I just deleted my tumblr account that was linked to this a while ago. I wrote this years and years ago, and I think it's pretty poorly written at the start, so apologies lmao. But anyway, I made a new account, I'm older now so my writing has gotten better, I'm taking English as an A level too so everything is good. I'm in the process of writing something new, but I'm totally annoyed with the lack of views it's getting. It's got a kind of similar story involving drugs and pregnancy and stuff so check it out? <3 Its called "On The Vacant Canvas, We Should Be Waiting", and I've based some parts of the story ie. drugs and fights etc. on experiences that actually happened to me and my friends so it's quite a personal story, as I think it should be.

Plants_And_Stones @ BringMeTheHorizonFanfiction.com
2/28/17

@SparklyRainbows
Thankyou so much, I've been really good lately, and I hope that you can be too, and I'm glad you're enjoying it :) You better stay awesome too, hun <3

xInfinite_Dreamerx @ BringMeTheHorizonFanfiction.com
6/25/16

I just want to let you know, I stated until 6:03 in the morning, reading the ever loving fuck out of this. This story is amazin . First of all, this story spans over years, not months or days like most storie . Second of all, I have a real connection with both Oli and Rain (which is one of the character names in my story, too!!!). I struggle with self harm, alcohol, and drug abuse, and this chapter really connected with me especially. Whatever you're going through, I've never met you, but I believe in you. I'm proud that you're five (or more) days sober, and you definitely better keep it up. You're a strong person, and it's really awesome that you're doing good and writing an amazing story while you're at. Stay beautiful my lovely creature!!