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Curtains Close; Take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now.

Chapter 44 - A Dedication To The End Of Everything

Oli's POV

I was starting to regret what I had said to her. Maybe we should have been more than friends? But she seemed to turn at me with hatred now. She went from caring, to avoiding my company. And now she wanted to leave. To run from me and her past to a whole other place.

"I'm sorry Oli. It just has to be like this..." She swallowed hard and starred into me.

I just wanted to take her hand and hold her again. She seemed so upset, so broken. Just like when I first saw her. "Where are you going?" I asked, holding back my sobs.

"Somewhere away from you Oli. It has to be that way. Your killing me." She sighed, clicking her tongue on the roof of her mouth.

Was I really that bad? Oh god, I really regret being so depressed all the time. Of course I was killing her, she could barely talk to me. I was rude to her all the time. "I'm sorry." I whispered.

Rain's POV

"I'm Sorry." He whispered.

It wasn't his fault. He just didn't love me. And I was right, it would kill me to live with him for any longer, knowing that he would never love me like he did before. I don't think he saw that I loved him. He just shrugged it off as a personality fault with himself. He had been changing his personality all the time, and frankly I just wanted the old Oli back.

"It's not your fault. You've been through a lot. You change all the time, and sometimes it's just hard for me to keep up. That's all it is." I picked up my bag and closed the bedroom door. "Do you think you could drive me to the airport?"

He sighed. "Of course."

Oli's POV

"Of course." I sighed. Anything to stay with her just a little bit longer. Just a few more days is what I needed. Not these bare hours. "But only if you tell me where you are going."

She bit her lip. "America."

That far? I stopped breathing for a few moments. "America is a long way. Where the hell are you going to go after you get there?" I questioned her.

"I have friends up there. They said they would take care of me while I found myself a job and a cheap apartment. Just to get my life on the rails again."

Hanley wriggled in my arms. I wanted to stop her walking out to my car, but I couldn't. She sped past me, flicking her hair back over her shoulder. I should have said something, but I couldn't. How could I say anything? I rejected her earlier. But now, thinking about loosing her, I did love her. With all my heart.

Notes

Oh no! She's leaving him!

Comments

Quality read, I love this story so much, can you check out my new story please? I'd appreciate it and wanna collab

Anyone who is reading this, I'm actually the writer of this story, I just deleted my tumblr account that was linked to this a while ago. I wrote this years and years ago, and I think it's pretty poorly written at the start, so apologies lmao. But anyway, I made a new account, I'm older now so my writing has gotten better, I'm taking English as an A level too so everything is good. I'm in the process of writing something new, but I'm totally annoyed with the lack of views it's getting. It's got a kind of similar story involving drugs and pregnancy and stuff so check it out? <3 Its called "On The Vacant Canvas, We Should Be Waiting", and I've based some parts of the story ie. drugs and fights etc. on experiences that actually happened to me and my friends so it's quite a personal story, as I think it should be.

@SparklyRainbows
Thankyou so much, I've been really good lately, and I hope that you can be too, and I'm glad you're enjoying it :) You better stay awesome too, hun <3

I just want to let you know, I stated until 6:03 in the morning, reading the ever loving fuck out of this. This story is amazin . First of all, this story spans over years, not months or days like most storie . Second of all, I have a real connection with both Oli and Rain (which is one of the character names in my story, too!!!). I struggle with self harm, alcohol, and drug abuse, and this chapter really connected with me especially. Whatever you're going through, I've never met you, but I believe in you. I'm proud that you're five (or more) days sober, and you definitely better keep it up. You're a strong person, and it's really awesome that you're doing good and writing an amazing story while you're at. Stay beautiful my lovely creature!!

I really felt the connection in this chapter with the Alcohol abuse. I really liked this update, a lot x