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Curtains Close; Take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now.

Chapter 45 - As Subtle As A Shotgun, As Heavy As A Brick

Oli's POV

My character had been so up and down. I had been through so much, I wasn't sure what to love and what to hate. I thought I needed to be alone, but it turns out, that is not the case. But now I would be getting what I wanted. All of the loneliness would come back and I would have nobody.

I strapped Hanley into the back of the car. I leaned forward and whispered in his ear. "Say goodbye to your new mum. Gone as fast as the last one." I patted his stomach and he looked at me with his gaping eyes in ore.

"Are we ready?" Rain shouted from the front door.

"Yeah." I sighed, wiping open the driver's door and sitting myself inside the car.

She slid in next to me, placing her bag on her lap. I started the ignition. What the hell was I going to do without her? I had to say something right now. Otherwise she would slip from my hands forever.

Rain's POV


He sat and starred into space, not bothered by the car not moving. "Oli." I whispered. "We need to go..."

"Ugh. Yeah. Right." He sighed, puling out of the drive. I could feel that he was upset. Maybe he didn't want me to leave after all.

"Are you alright?" I asked him patiently.

"I guess... I just don't... Why are you leaving with no warning?" He asked. He blinked rapidly as if he were going to tear up, but he was holding it back.

I turned and looked out of the window. "Because..." Because I loved him. I loved him so much, but I couldn't stand not to be loved back. "Because I need a fresh start. Away from you and the baby. I just need peace from now on. I'm sorry."

He drove then, without saying a word.

Oli's POV

I couldn't stop her. It was what she wanted, right? She wanted freedom and a new life. Maybe she was insane, but now it sounded like a perfect scenario for myself too. To get away from everything here and fly to another country. But I could never do that because I had very little money to be able to afford it.

The airport rolled closer and closer to us, before eventually, I had to pullover and let her go, One last time.

"Goodbye, Oli." She chanted, squeezing my hand and opening the car door. "Oh, and goodbye Hanley." She smiled at him and he sent a rather adorable smile back, but it did not the slightest lift my heart at this moment.

"Wait!" I shouted.

"Hm?" She said, looking excited to get away.

"Don't go." I whispered.

Rain's POV

Finally he may have come to his senses! He must have realized he loved me! I could have kicked the crowd of busy suitcase carrying business men behind me with happiness. 'SAY IT OLI!' I chanted in my head, over and over.

"Why?" I asked him, with a soft smile, preparing for him to finally say what I have craved from him for so long.

He opened his mouth and hesitated. He glanced around before finally returning to what he had to say. "You never gave me your phone number."

There was silence. "My phone number?" My smile dropped to a sour churn. "Right. Of course." I lifted my wallet out now, in a hurry. While I was so upset with him, I thought it would be easier to leave this way. Without him finally admitting he loved me. Of course he didn't.

Oli's POV

Why couldn't I tell her I loved her? Oh god, I'm so pathetic! She passed me her number and waved one last goodbye at me before running inside the huge airport doors. Gone forever. Just like that. All I had was a number now. I felt lethargic with despare. Everything I had ever loved had left me, and the only thing I had left was Hanley.

Notes

Oh no! She left! :O

Comments

Quality read, I love this story so much, can you check out my new story please? I'd appreciate it and wanna collab

Anyone who is reading this, I'm actually the writer of this story, I just deleted my tumblr account that was linked to this a while ago. I wrote this years and years ago, and I think it's pretty poorly written at the start, so apologies lmao. But anyway, I made a new account, I'm older now so my writing has gotten better, I'm taking English as an A level too so everything is good. I'm in the process of writing something new, but I'm totally annoyed with the lack of views it's getting. It's got a kind of similar story involving drugs and pregnancy and stuff so check it out? <3 Its called "On The Vacant Canvas, We Should Be Waiting", and I've based some parts of the story ie. drugs and fights etc. on experiences that actually happened to me and my friends so it's quite a personal story, as I think it should be.

@SparklyRainbows
Thankyou so much, I've been really good lately, and I hope that you can be too, and I'm glad you're enjoying it :) You better stay awesome too, hun <3

I just want to let you know, I stated until 6:03 in the morning, reading the ever loving fuck out of this. This story is amazin . First of all, this story spans over years, not months or days like most storie . Second of all, I have a real connection with both Oli and Rain (which is one of the character names in my story, too!!!). I struggle with self harm, alcohol, and drug abuse, and this chapter really connected with me especially. Whatever you're going through, I've never met you, but I believe in you. I'm proud that you're five (or more) days sober, and you definitely better keep it up. You're a strong person, and it's really awesome that you're doing good and writing an amazing story while you're at. Stay beautiful my lovely creature!!

I really felt the connection in this chapter with the Alcohol abuse. I really liked this update, a lot x