Austin's POV:

"You know Austin, you don't have to prove anything to me," Lani whispered as she laced her fingers with mine. I sighed at her words knowing she would brush tonight over as nothing. We had made it to the bathroom now and we were both already naked and eager to let the water take over our bodies. Lani played with the taps in the shower trying to get the perfect balance between hot and cold so I leaned on the bathtub while I waited.

"I just want to be good for you Lans.." I trailed off too annoyed at myself for what I'd done to her. She didn't look back at me from the shower but she did reply in her heavenly, smooth tone.

"Can't you see Austin? You already are," she lulled, reassuring me. She finally turned back to look at me and came to sit on my lap, so quickly that I couldn't admire her bodies beauty.

"But tonight?" I murmured. She shook her head.

"Hey I get it you like it rough," she winked nudging at my arm trying to lighten my mood, "I just freaked a little okay I'm just not accustomed to the fact that people do that in sex lustfully not just to torture them," she explained. She made me feel bad I probably frightened the living daylight of her.

"I'm so sorry," she shrugged at my apology.

"It's nothing, you're not the first person to trigger some memories. It'll stop one day. Come on lets get in," she said whilst jumping up from my lap as she opened the shower door. I sat back for a moment admiring her pale, thin body. She wasn't sickly thin nor was she curvy, more athletic and her bum was plump and rounded with the perfect crease. "Come on what are you doing, it's getting lonely in here," she cooed as she pushed her blue hair from her face.

"Sorry just admiring the view," I winked as I joined her letting the hot water consume me. I embraced her in my arms and she fit right in burying her tiny head into my chest. I bent my head back so the water fell through my hair and I felt Lani move away from me slightly but I didn't resist.

"Compared to you there is no view," she replied, late but she still did and after she circled her tongue around my neck as she pushed up on her tippy toes to reach. I let out a soft moan and my finger nails dug into her sides. I felt her leg twist around my and without a second thought I lifted both her legs and wrapped them around my waist slamming her back against the tiles. "Mmm, someone gets turned on quick," she breathed out through kisses.

"Can you blame me, fuck Lans, look at you," I grabbed at her harder and pulled one hand away so I could adjust my newly hard erection in position to enter her. She noticed and let her body drop down from my hips a little pushing herself onto me. I let out a groan immediately and slammed into her tight pussy.

"Oh Austin!" She screamed out in pleasure, "More baby, more!" she begged. I gave her what she wanted pushing my length further into her, my head hitting her spot. Her already tight lips tightened around my thickness as she reached her climax. Her body quivered and pulsed in my arms as she held back the fight to release. I pushed one arm between us and rubbed violently at her clit and within seconds she gave up her fight letting her warm juices flow down my member.

"Good girl," I moaned at her ear. She threw her head back against the tiled walls.

"Austin, cum for me. Please," she dragged the 'e' begging for me to explode inside of her, "God Austin, fill me up. Give me all of you," she was driving me crazy.

"Keep talking like that and I'll give you just what you want," I forced myself into her faster and harder then before, pulling myself in and out of her tightness in order to make myself cum. "Fuck, I'm so close!" I yelled ripping at her hair. She screamed as I pulled.

"Fuck yes! Come on Aus, fuck me! Use me, use me like your little fucking slave. Use me to make yourself cum!" she was screaming in pleasure at the same time she let more of wetness pour from her slit. Her words threw me over the edge and with one last thrust I exploded, the cum pumping from my cock inside of her. I moaned in defeat trying to catch my breath as I pulled out and put Lani back on the floor. We both turned our backs as we washed out and as I turned back to her I took her in my arms from behind.

"You drive me insane, where'd you get a mouth like that?" I begged to know.

"Oh my god Austin!" She turned back to me and buried her face in my chest as her face lit up a bright red. She looked down to the floor and I soon realised she wasn't looking at the floor but at me and this made me a little uncomfortable but she broke the silence, "I don't want to sound childish but Austin, you're so, uh, well. You're so big.." she trailed off embarrassed again.

"Nothing you couldn't handle babe, you took him all," I reminded her as I kissed down the pale curve of her slender neck. She giggled.

"Shh Austin!" she playfully slapped at my chest.

"No need to be embarrassed about being good in the sack love," I cooed but she pulled back from me, a not so amused look on her face.

"It's not just about being good to me Austin, it's the fact that I can finally do it with someone I care about, someone I could potentially see myself with one day and not have it forced on me," she could see herself with me? Her words bought me crashing back to reality telling me I wasn't ready for the commitment that she was obviously ready for.

"Oh yeah I get that Lans, you have no idea how great it is to enjoy this with someone I'm really attracted to instead of just another girl but I was just saying you were good, no harm intended," although I told her different something in my gut was telling me that all Lani would ever be from now on was an attractive girl who also happened to be a good root. "Fuck," I'd realised I was going to crush her heart, I made her open up to me and get close to me and now I don't even want it. Plus she was coming with us for the rest of the tour. Lani's voice snapped me out of my ongoing thoughts about how badly this could all end, the tour, me and her, everything.

"What's wrong? Why'd you randomly go all weird?" I rubbed my eyes under the water and turned back to look at her trying not to alarm her of my doubts.

"Oh I just realised you need to pack so we can get back to the hotel," need I say more she bought it, without a word she jumped straight out of the shower and ran back to her bedroom leaving me alone in the shower.

"What have I gotten myself into?" I complained to myself.

Notes

Austin doesn't even like Lani now :(