Leilani's POV:

Austin sped out of the car park and back down the highway in the direction of my house both of us secretly hoping my Dad was still out wherever he was. At the speed Austin was driving it only took roughly fifteen minutes to get home and we were both pleased to see there were no cars parked out front. I didn't bother to wait for Austin to open the door, I jumped out from the passenger seat and ran to the front door. I rummaged through my handbag hastily trying to find my keys. I was beginning to get frustrated when I couldn't find them so I shook my bag and listened for the clang of the metal keys smashing together and grabbed them when I heard the noise. I pulled the key to the front door and turned it, pushing the door open. Before I could turn back to look at Austin he'd already pulled me back into a kiss as we pushed through the doors.

"Someone's excited?" he breathed out against my lips between sweet kisses. His already husky, low accent was intensified by his lack of breath and his heaving breathing and panting was extremely sexy, all I could manage was a moan in reply.

"What makes you say that?" the words slipped from my tongue more smoothly and alluring than I expected. Austin had me pushed up against the wall, one hand leaning against the wall in front of me and one on my waist. His hand the leant on the wall dropped as Austin made his way down to the hem of my dress and up the underneath of the material of my panties. He rubbed gently at my clit and I let out a delicate moan and grabbed harder at his waist, my sharp nails digging in through the material of his shirt. He continued to kiss down the length of my neck before whispering against it. His breath left a cool train of air where his wet lips had just kissed, leaving me with nervous goosebumps.

"I was going to say it might have had something to do with how eager you were to get inside the house but I think it's more so to do with how fucking dripping wet you are," he groaned, kissing against and sucking at my neck even harder, surely leaving a bruise.

"I don't think I need to tell you what that means," he smirked at my remark.

"Oh no, do please tell?" he whispered smugly into my shoulder blade where his curved lips were now caressing tiny, gentle pecks.

"Take me to my room Austin," I demanded, throwing my head back against the wall as his finger thrashed faster against me.

"Beg for it," he requested.

"Austin," I dragged the 'n', "Please, please, please take me to bed. I want it, in fact I fucking need it. Now!" I almost screamed the last part as he pushed two fingers inside of me pumping harder and harder.

"More," he was clearly aroused, I could feel his erect penis pushed up against my stomach as he leaned in to graze his lips against mine again. I slid my hand down from his waist and moved it around to the front of his pants and gripped tightly at his hard cock and rubbing between from the outside of his pants. Austin let out a husky groan and I pulled away, purposely teasing him.

"If you want more, of that," I motioned my eyes down to his penis, "You'll have to take me to bed and have your way with me," I was barely finished begging for him to fuck me before he picked me up wrapping my legs around his waist as he carried me to my room, pulling my dress over my head in the process. We made it to my room and he threw me back into the bed, he leaned over my nearly naked body and scanned his eyes up and down.

"The scars wont scare you off this time?" I sighed looking away recalling the night before. He hooked his index finger underneath my chin and pulled my face back up towards his own and stared deeply into my eyes. My whole body and heart nearly melted at the sight of his large, chocolate orbs staring down into mine.

"They never scared me Lani, I was just hurt that you'd been hurt. All I could think about was protecting you," he whispered as his lips swept across mine. I simply nodded not needing to reply as I fumbled at the button of Austin's pants before pushing them to his ankles and kicking them off to the floor with my feet. He ripped off his shirt and embraced my body in his warm hands again.

"Austin," I looked back up from his toned, tattooed chest into his burning eyes, "I've never 'made love' before.." I trailed off letting him connect the dots himself.

"You mean, only when he did?" he spat the word 'he', I nodded. "Not even Bryce?" I shook my head to confirm his queries. He leant down and kissed me, more deeply and passionately then he ever has before. Our lips moved in sync together and his hands freely roamed my bare skin. His hands reached around to the side of my bra and I arched my back allowing him to unhook the three small clips. He did so without fail and gently slipped the straps down my smooth arms and hung it over the bed post. His hands now were at the hem of my black lace panties but I cringed at the thought of Cole doing the exact same thing. Austin noticed this but didn't pull away he left his gentle, giant hands where they were and bent down to my ear. "Don't worry baby girl," I still shivered at his touch trying so desperately to shake the feeling, "Leilani, I'll take care of you but you need to be okay with this," I nodded.

"Please, it's okay Austin I trust you. I want this, I want you," I pleaded. He nodded and pulled gently at my panties as he strung them down my legs and dropped them on the floor besides the bed. He lined the head of his penis up with my entrance and pushed gently but before entering completely he stopped.

"I don't have anything," he informed me referring to protection. I shrugged, I was told that I was sterile after all the abuse from Cole when they performed at rape kit on me at the hospital but Austin didn't need to know that.

"I'm on the pill it's fine," I didn't have to tell him twice because as soon as the words slipped my mouth he smashed fiercely into me as his hands gripped at the bed head above me. I let out a loud moan as his head slammed against the top of me where I could take no more. His sides pumped quickly along the walls of my vagina and a tight feeling balled up in my stomach but I couldn't hold it in. My cum pored from inside of me down his length and he moaned.

"There's so much of you Lani," he groaned as he pumped faster and lifting my legs behind his arms and pushing them towards my head allowing him to become deeper inside of me. One of his hands released from behind one of my legs and he pushed it so it leant against his shoulder still allowing him the leverage to push further into me. His free hand roamed up my stomach and onto my left breast as he squeezed tightly. "You're so sexy," he dragged out in between pants. I moaned as he cupped my breast but his hand slowly inched up toward my neck and I became uncomfortable but Austin was too close to his climax to notice.

"I'm gunna cum Lani!" he yelled out as he thrust faster but before he could he choked at my neck forcing me to pull back, causing him to fall out of me. Images of Cole above me as he moved around inside of me and hit me, choked me and pulled at my hair came flooding back and I pushed myself up the bed backing away from Austin.

"You, you can't do that! You can't hurt me!" I cried out. His eyes searched mine and his face dropped as he realised what he'd done, clearly upset that he'd scared me like he did, "I'm sorry Austin I didn't mean to pull away. Cole would always punish me if I squirmed away from him like that. You, uh, you can finish if you want..." I trailed off, this was all I knew of sex, the way Cole liked it with me. Austin's head shot up and he looked at me as if I was crazy.

"Leilani are you kidding me? I couldn't do that to you! I just did to you what that sick fuck did. I hate that I did that," he laid next to me and pulled me into his arms as I rested my head against his chest and took in the sound of his heart thudding heavily inside of his quickly rising chest.

"No you didn't mean to, it was an accident I just over reacted. I'm sorry Austin, Cole would've wanted to finish, I just thought you would have to," I sighed trying to push away the nasty thoughts.

"Even if it was I never want to make you feel like that again, I'll never forgive myself for doing that to you just then. I'm not him, I could never hurt you like that Lans. I'll prove it," he promised. I nodded against his chest and he kissed into the hair on the back of my head. "Lets go for a shower," he suggested as he lifted us both off the bed.

"You know Austin, you don't have to prove anything to me," I told him as we walked down the hallway hand in hand on the way to the bathroom.

Notes

You probably hate me for interupting their moment but I have good reason, I promise!