You can't just turn back time

Tony's P.O.V.

Mike was laying beside me now. Why's he here anyway? He hasn't cared until now.

"What's been happening? What do you mean I'm not there?" Mike asked. I can't believe he's so clueless.

"Well let's see. The first time you left me at lunch someone threw a cupcake at me & I was humiliated at lunch. Then today, you left me alone the whole day, I got food all over me again, smacked some kid across the face & got the shit beaten out of me at lunch while everyone laughed & stayed in the bathroom stalls the rest of the day. Oh yea, I also got my hat stolen! Isn't that dandy?!" I yelled sarcastically. Mike makes me so angry...

"Tony, I'm sorry...I didn't know.." Of coarse he didn't.

"Yea, because you were too busy changing everything about yourself to fit in!" I yelled again. I cried even more but then felt Mike's arms wrap around me.

"I love you, Tony. I'm sorry I've been such a terrible friend, I promise I'll make it up to you..." Mike whispered. We pulled away for a second & just stared into each others eyes. Staring into his chocolate brown eyes, I wanted to do nothing more but kiss him. I just knew if I did, that would ruin everything. But to my surprise I wasn't the one who gave in. Mike did. I soon felt his lips pressed against mine. My heart fluttered in my chest & my mind cleared of all thoughts. I was so shocked I realized I wasn't kissing back.

Mike pulled away & I felt slightly disappointed. This is your one chance, Tony. C'mon, you can do it.

"I'm sorry, I-I-I just, I don't know why I did that, Tony I'm not gay,I swear it ju-" I interrupted Mike with a kiss. I put my hands around his neck & he wrapped his arms around my waist. My heart was beating out of my chest. I never thought I'd do this, let alone have Mike do it first. Our lips moved together perfectly. I was enjoying it so much, then Mike pulled away all too soon.

"Fuck. I..why did you kiss me back?" Mike asked. I could always just say I'm gay, but I'm more curious to see why Mike did it...more importantly why he what he thought about it.

"Why did you kiss me first?" I asked. Mike didn't answer.

"Did you like it?..." I asked.

"Uh..y-yea...just..I didn't mean to kiss you, I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me...We won't tell anyone about this, right?" Mike asked. My heart suddenly felt a little torn but It wasn't all bad, I mean, he liked it...that's what I was hoping for.

"Yea..." I spoke, already expecting this.

"Alright...I'm just gonna leave...um..we're cool now, right?" Mike asked. I nodded my head. Mike was about to leave.

"Um, Mike.." I spoke up.

"Yea?" Mike replied, stopping & turning back.

"When you figure out why you kissed me...tell me, okay?" I spoke. Mike just nodded, turning a bright red & leaving. If it's for the reason I'm hoping it is, than that'd just leave me to explain.

I lied down on my bed once again & went back to that moment I'd just shared with him & replayed it in my head. It was perfect bliss. I'd give anything to do it again. I wasn't even upset about today anymore. All I could do is smile now.

"You feeling better, baby?" My mom asked, opening the door.

"Yea. I feel great." I spoke, smiling. My mom smiled back & closed the door. I rolled over on my stomach & screamed into my pillow like a girl my age would after her first date.

I was excited even though I knew nothing would come of it. I shot Mike a quick text just so we could talk.

To: Mikey Whisky Hands
Hey, so I'm sorry I threw your stuff at you. :/

From: Mikey Whiskey Hands
It's fine, you had every reason to. I was being a jerk. :\ But like I said, I'm gonna make it up to you. :) I can even buy you a new hat, if you'd like! (x

To: Mikey Whiskey Hands
That'd be awesome! xD I just hope you're not gonna keep ditching me. It's like I'm an open target when you're not around. I guess everyone's just scared of you or sumtin' ._.

From: Mikey Whiskey Hands
I feel really bad :\ I really am sorry, Turtle. I won't leave you again...I just really want to be a part of the Cool Cats, you know how much I've wanted this.

To: Mikey Whiskey Hands
Yea, yea. You've obsessed over them since 6th grade v.v I wouldn't be surprised if you had a collage of them up on the walls of your room. xD

From: Mikey Whiskey Hands
Shut up, you obsess over turtles & I'm not sayin' anything!

To: Mikey Whiskey Hands
But you just did (x haha

From: Mikey Whiskey Hands
Whatever. um. sorry again. For that kiss....I don't know what I was thinking. :| I hope it wasn't too weird for you. I mean I liked it but you probably got freaked out ...

To: Mikey Whiskey Hands
Mike, don't play dumb v.v I kissed you back. Anyway....let's forget about that. Have any plans for the weekend?

From: Mikey Whiskey Hands
No. I was just thinking maybe we could hang out at my house?

To: Mikey Whiskey Hands
Yea I'm down for it. I didn't have anything planned either.

From: Mikey Whiskey Hands
Alright, well I gotta clean Dx ttyl, tone-bone.

To: Mikey Whiskey Hands
Alright, bye.

After we said goodbye I turned my phone off & decided to take a nap. Today's been a weird, terrible, but great day.

Notes

yea cx
Title credit: Latch-Sam Smith acoustic

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