Wonderless ♡

Word had spread that Vic had fallen into a mini depression so I decided to give him space. I watched him perform but he didn't see me. I felt like such a bitch for everything, I couldn't even be a good girlfriend for a whole 24 hours.

During the last song I left early and went to my room and just went to sleep, if that's what you could even call it. I'd spend the next two nights crying myself to sleep and only replying to Kevin's texts making sure I was okay.

There were knocks on the door every now and then but I didn't even bother getting up.

In the morning while I was asleep I was gently woken up. My eyes were stinging as they tried to open normally and I saw Vic with his hand on my shoulder looking down at me.

"Your eyes" he frowned and got up to get me ice from the freezer to make the puffiness go down

I sat up holding the ice, but I couldn't really look Vic in the eye.

"I realize now how stupid I was" he said "I've just dealt with her drama before and I'm sick of falling for it"

"I was stupid too, I shouldn't have gone through your phone" I said softly

"But I should have told you, from the beginning. Even though it's an awkward thing" he said and I nodded

"If we're together, your problems are mine too" I said glancing up at him and then looking away again "I've never had a boyfriend before and I'm scared, I don't know what I'm meant to do"

"Just be like how we were before, except we don't have to hide it" he said and I took a deep breath "I'm scared of love"

"Me too" he laughed "I've thought I've felt it a few times"

"So what do we do?" I asked putting the ice on the table

"Well... Do you still wanna be a couple?" he asked

"I do" I said "but I still have commitment issues"

"We can take it slow?" he suggested and I smiled "only if you want to"

He crawled under the sheets and hugged me and sniffed my hair

"When did you last shower?" he asked and I laughed "I don't want to talk about that"

We decided to confront Jessica by asking her to meet us in a few weeks when we were in her area and she agreed. I really hoped I didn't have to punch a mother in the face.

I had a shower and got dressed and did my make up. I grabbed my things and went into the hallway where Vic was waiting and we caught the lift down together.

We were walking to the bus holding hands when I saw All Time Low's tour bus loading up

"Oh" I said "I did something bad"

"You slept with Alex?" he said

"How did you know?" I asked

"He told me" he smiled "It's okay I understand why"

I frowned a little "sorry anyway"

We were on the bus moving to the next venue when Angelica gasped whilst looking out the window.

"There's a beach! Can we go it's so nice today!" she said looking at Mike who looked at everyone else

"Now children we have a show" Kevin laughed "we can go tomorrow on our day off"

"Okay" Angelica said "I'm craving some sun"

"Me too" I said

"We'll go tomorrow then" Vic said "I hate being shirtless though. I look like a praying mantis"

I was eating pizza backstage trying not to think about Jessica and how she's a whore. I know I know, I haven't met her, I'm just assuming.

I was minding my own business when I saw a snake crawl into the room and I screamed and jumped up onto the table. Seconds later Tony came in and picked it up and saw me

"Sorry Zoey" he said "reptile people are here"

"Get it the fuck away from me!" I yelled and he smiled "okay but they're floating around"

I shuddered and walked out to see large containers with snakes and baby alligators

"Oh hell no" I complained watching all the guys hold them and take photos

Vic walked upto me with a small snake while I cringed

"Isn't it cute?" he grinned watching it slither down his arms

"Cute like roadkill" I said

"Come on he just wants some love" he said trying to hand it to me and I walked into the wall instead

I suddenly heard someone talking nervously and looked to see Jack Barakat looking at the snakes "no no no, I can't do it"

But then he tried to gain the courage to hold it and was making squirming faces "I can do it... No I can't"

Instead he just stood there and pet it while Alex was holding it.

It was finally beach day and seeing Angelica in a bikini made me realise how perfect she actually was. Her tattoos looked amazing on her and she had the brightest smile. Mike was a very lucky man.

We put sunscreen on each other's backs whilst waiting for the boys to get ready

"Hurry up!" Ange shouted

"We wanna go swimming!" I added

"I'm sorry I don't have a perfect body like you guys" Mike complained "I'm very self conscious of my lack of body mass"

"It's okay we love you anyway" Angelica smiled "now let's go"

We all walked to the beach together except Mike and Angelica who ran. I was holding Vic's hand and we were at the end of the pack.

"I feel like I need to cover you in a towel so no one else see's your body" he said and I smiled "I'm quite proud of what god has blessed me with"

"Me too" he laughed

We were in the water splashing each other until Vic started chasing me and I was squealing until he caught me in his arms

"Now I win" he smiled

"You'll win when I'm dead" I smiled and splashed him

"But I caught you, you're like a rare Pokemon" he said "A rare Zopachu"

"That's the most ugliest name ever" I complained

"You love it" he smiled as we started to kiss for the first time around everyone, that was, until we got splashed by Mike "It's water polo time!"

It was me, Vic and Jaime versus Tony, Ange and Mike with two beach balls. It was really hard to focus on both of the balls flying everywhere and not crashing into other people. It made us all laugh so much on how bad we were all playing.

We all had alot of fun, and for most of the day, Jessica Gomez was far from my mind.

As the sun was starting to set we all got out towels and dried ourselves up. Everyone started to head back to the showers but Vic had other plans.

"Where are we going?" I asked following him down the side of the beach

"I found this cool spot earlier" he said

It was this soft of half-cave thing made out of rock, protecting you from wind and what not.

We sat down together watching the waves crash and talking.

"You amaze me more and more each day" he said and I smiled "you're lying"

"I'm not" he smiled "you're perfect"

"Vic we've only really known each other a month" I said "and you're famous. As if things like this happen"

"What do you mean?" he asked

"You meet a guy you once knew, he takes you on tour, and he likes you. Likes you so much he wants to be with you and no one else" I said "that does not just happen to people"

"I'll admit it is a little weird, but you can't help how you feel" he said "I had a crush on you, when I saw you in high school, but I thought you were too good for me"

"Vic if you don't recall I was probably the easiest girl there was" I said and he laughed "If you were into having a boyfriend then I probably would have stepped forward, but clearly not"

"I like to think I've matured since then" I said looking at him "I won't lie, I do like boys falling at my feet, but the only one I care about is you"

He smiled and we started kissing again

"And whatever happens in the future, I'll be there for you" I said "which is corny as fuck to say"

he laughed "well I appreciate that"

"My parents said thank you for the flowers by the way, I had no idea you did that" I smiled

"Oh good" he said "they were really nice"

"I still haven't told Mom she was right about us getting together" I rolled my eyes

"Mom's always know" he grinned "we should probably hit the showers"

"Okay" I said as he got up and helped pull myself up

We took things much slower now after all the drama, now all we had to do was wait to find more answers. I was mentally preparing myself for the worst as we got closer to the date to seeing her.

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