You're My Favorite Addiction

I locked myself in the bathroom, staring down at my shaking limbs. I timer went off on the sink, indicating that the ecruciating 4-5 minutes was over. I sighed and stood up slowly, walking over to the sink. I looked down at the test, postive. Again. This is fourth test I've taken, and they have all come back positive. I guess it's safe to say that I'm going to be a mom. I threw the test away and walked over to the mirror, lifting up my shirt, to reveal my still very toned stomach.

"Pretty soon I'm going to be huge, well you're going to be huge." I laughed, rubbing my stomach slightly.

"Phoenix? Where are you?" I heard Austin asking through the door.

"Coming out now." I announce, placing my graduation cap on my head.

"There she is." Austin said smiling.

"Yup, here I am." I laughed, zipping up my robe.

"Ready to graduate?" Austin asked, snaking his arms around my torso.

"I suppose." I smiled, fakely.

Austin had made it aware to me, that today he would be hearing back from Rise Records. Letting him know whether or not he and the rest of the guys would be getting signed. I was scared that they were going too. A part of me didn't want him too again I know I'm being selfish. But, I honestly wish I could go back to the beginning of the year, and never get involved. That way I wouldn't have to deal with this heartbreak.

The he entire car ride was silent, Austin knew I was nervous about graduating. But, as of right now that was the least of my worries. Right now, I was focusing on whether or not he'd be leaving me for 10 months. Working on recording, sending out their EP, CD, then touring. It'd be a long ten months, and by then I would have the baby. Our child would be brought into the world. And he wouldn't be around to see him or her.

"Phoenix Rose." My principal announced.

I stood up up and walked across the platform. I shook her hand, held up my diploma. I heard Austin screaming in the audience. And I smiled wide, maybe everything would be okay.

Since my last name began with an R, I was one of the last ones to go and before I knew it was graduated. I was done with school, well high school that is. College was on the way. I walked over to Austin to see him smiling.

"I'm so proud of you." He cooed, wrapping me into a tight hug.

"Thank you love." I cooed back.

"Alan! Buddy get over here." Austin shouted, and Alan came running up. Giving me a hug in the process.

"What's up man?" Alan questioned.

"We... Got signed to Rise!" Austin exclaimed. And my smile instantly faded at his words.

"Oh my fucking god, that's awesome!" Alan yelled as he bro hugged Austin.

Then they both turned to me, expecting me to be saying something. But I was at a loss for words.

"Yay! I'm so excited for you guys!" I yelled, faking a smile, and hugging them both.

How was I going to tell Austin now that I was having a baby?

That's right, I won't.

Notes

One more chapter left, enjoy!

Stephanie <3

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