You're My Favorite Addiction

"Austin this is perfect, more than perfect." I smiled into his chest.

"I did for you, I had no idea what time you'd be home, so I just sorts figured I could at least share this moment with you." He whispered.

I knew in that moment alone, dancing with him underneath the dim lit room, holding each other almost as though our lives depended on it, that I was going to marry him. Spend the rest of my life with him, have children, the whole works. I loved him dearly.

"How about we get you out of that dress and into my arms." He smiled, and I nodded.

He unzipped it very slowly, and when his hands reached my bum I felt my breath hitch in my throat. It was like this was the first time we were doing this again. The butterflies returned, and the heat rose to my cheeks. I slipped off my dress and hung it back up in my closet. When I turned around Austin had his gaze glued on me, while he was taking off his tux. Standing apart from each other I just stood and watched. Perfection, was the only word coming to my mind.

After he was just down to his boxers he paced towards me, crashing his lips onto mine. Molding perfectly together. Taking my breath away yet again. He pushed me back on the bed, never once breaking the kiss and undressed me of my bra and panties. I slid his boxers down and waited. But, nothing happened.

"Is everything okay?" I asked.

"I wanna do something." He stopped kissing me, and hovered above me, propped on his elbows.

"What would that be?" I questioned.

"I wanna make love to you." He whispered.

Then the rest was history, he entered and went at a slow, pleasuring pace, and kissed me passionately. His hands explored my body and as did mine. I had never felt such a sensation. He was my soulmate. He finally drove me over the edge, and I rode out my high. Soon after, he followed. Releasing into me. He kissed me one last time before falling to my side and pulling my body into his.

"I love you Phoenix Monroe Rose." He spoke gently, as he kissed my temples.

"I love you too Austin Robert Carlile." I smiled, before falling into the best sleep of my life.

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Days had passed and before I knew it I was coming up on graduation. Graduating from this hell hole of school. Leaving to go to college, or possibly not. According to Austin, he's been talking with a few buddies to get a band together. I knew it was his dream, but a part of me didn't want him to make it. I know that sounds entirely selfish. But, what would I do with myself if he leaves. Of course I could go on tour with him. But, he would be busy, he'd be an upcoming star.

But, the latest news is that he needed a guitar player. I suggested Alan, because me and him both knew he was amazing. He took me up on my offer and him and Alan, and the rest of his band that I have yet to meet are always busy with writing and doing things. I'm happy he's pursuing what he loves, but at the same time there's a voice eating me alive saying "you lost everyone, don't think they're coming back for you" and it's driving me completely insane. I broke away from my thoughts when my phone rang.

"Hey baby, I'm sorry I haven't talked to much today. Me and the guys are busy working on some new stuff, it's amazing you should hear it." He laughed, proud of himself.
"Oh yeah I'll have too, but-" before I could finish he interrupted.
"Hey sweet cheeks I gotta go, love you."

After he hung up I finished my sentence. "There's something I need to tell you..."

"I'm pregnant."

Notes

Austin's always busy, with his band. And now Phoenix is preggers. Omg.
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