I'm running through the woods again, the laughter getting clearer and closer, my tears getting bigger as I try to run as fast as I can, then I trip over a tree stump and fall, the tall male figure towers over my cold trembling body, now he laughs even harder and even more maliciously, "so, you thought you could get away did you?" He laughs. "Please l-leave m-me alone" I cry with tears barrelling down my face. "Huh,you think I'm just gonna let you get away? Your father owes me money and I expect to get my payment some how" he smirks, "p-please" I beg once more, "no you are my bitch now!"

"No! Just leave me alone!" I screech, then I awake in another cold sweat, my nightmares are getting worse, my bad memories are slowly creepy back up on me, I sit on my bed with my knees to my chest rocking back and forth. I hear a knock on my bedroom door, its my mom "hun are you okay?" She says softly, "yeah I'm fine mom" I lie, "OK hun I'm making breakfast so be down soon" she say brightly, "OK I'll be down in a minute" , I look over at my bedside clock 9:30 AM its Saturday and Kathy and I planned on going to the mall today.

I get out of bed grab some clothes and go towards my bathroomI put on a pair of black skinny jeans a white A day to remember T-shirt a black pierce the veil hoodie and a pair of converse high top boots, my favourite outfit, I then lightly curled my hair put on some simple make up and a beanie, I looked in the full length mirror hanging on my door then I hear the voices saying "too fat" "too ugly" "too dumb" "what a joke" I let out a little whimper and decided it was time to go down stairs.

I got downstairs and noticed that my dad had already left for work, he works on Saturdays for extra money, as I make my way to the kitchen my mom is cooking some pancakes with fruit, "oh hey hun, are you hungry?" She asks smiling weakly, "no Kathy and I are gonna grab some food on the way to the mall, thanks anyway" I plaster a fake smile on as I lied, I don't really eat much, she nodded her head and continued cooking.

As walk outside my house I see Kathy waiting for me. "Are we okay today?" Kathy asks obviously wondering if I had done anything, I nodded and forced a smile on, and like that we were on our way.

Notes

Hey guys got another update :D I really feel like writing today there's more coming soon plz leave comments :P